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monster-n3ko · 5 days

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Are you religious? If so what do you believe in?

I'm somewhere between a cosmic humanist and a pagan. This means I believe that we're all part of this vast cosmic web of energy, and that our individual journeys are intertwined with the greater tapestry of existence. This perspective inspires me to strive for personal growth and evolution, while also fostering compassion and empathy for others, alongside that I believe the lives we do have should be spent honoring and connecting with nature. I see the Earth as sacred, and I believe in the existence of various spirits that reside within the natural world. I can't find a name for this specific belief, and yet I feel very strongly about it. I believe we as humans can decide our own fate, and in a way, our very existence is a work of art that should be cherished, even in its flaws.

Anyways, you guys should totally send me more random questions, this was fun!

#religion #rambles #my religion #paganism #humanism #space #meaning of life #random thoughts #shitpost #semi's crazy rants

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monster-n3ko · 1 month

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Knows (like 5) entire album – Mitski

Townie, First Love/Late spring, jobless Monday, I will, Drunk Walk home, Francis forever, I don't smoke, Last words of a shooting star, a pearl, remember my name, washing machine heart, Me and my husband, come into the water, nobody, pink in the night, a horse named cold air, two slow dancers, Your best American girl, I bet on loosing dogs, a burning Hill, crack baby, brand new City, liquid smooth, bag of bones, I want you, goodbye my Danish sweetheart, strawberry blonde, class of 2013, I don't like my mind, my love mine all mine, the deal

Knows 3 songs – Egg

Anarchy, Passing Papers, Sorry hahah I fell asleep

Hey, I've got an idea for a tag game!

Tell me

one artist/band you know at least one entire album by

one artist/band from whom you know literally two songs

>optional: include the name of the album and the song titles

I'll go first~

Know an entire album- Lewis Capaldi

Divinely Uninspired To A Hellish Extent

Know literally two songs- Earth, Wind & Fire

"Let's Groove" and "September"

I feel like this is a pretty generic one- and the first I've ever started lol- so I'm just going to tag some of my moots, but if any of you don't want to participate that's totally fine, and anyone else is welcome to join!

@aceing-on-the-cake @redley-of-many-noodles @euryvices @tommy2020 @nonyanae @moreover-clover @misty-inferno @andiv3r @integer-0verflow @aaand-mitsuba-is-dead-again @broken-faucet-of-feelings

#i think i have a problem #mitski #shitpost

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monster-n3ko · 2 months

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Lore dump about these two

(TW: cannibalism, mental illness, abandonment, mentions of crimes and wars)

Before trinket was born, Azalea grew up with her birth mother, a schizophrenic woman who had vivid hallucinations that led to her accidentally cutting up her first husband's (he was a masochist) flesh instead of meat for dinners.

Her birth mom then cheated on said husband, with a man named Matthew, who fled with Azalea upon realising her mother's illness.

Long story short, that guy that took her was the keeper of a cursed clocktower, known as 'Matthew Wilder' aka the timekeeper, and was unaware of Azalea's mothers illness when the two met.

Eventually, Matthew adpoted a child, of whom was named Trinket, in hopes another child to be around would be beneficial to Azalea's development.

He also changed Azalea's name to Azalea Wilder, in hopes that she'd never be reminded of the horrors she bared witness to as a young child.

However, the city the two grew up in started becoming rather dangerous, with a spike in crimes after a devastating bombing, causing Matthew to abandon his children in hopes of giving them a better life.

This is due to the fact that a part of the spell on the clocktower was that Matthew could never be outside of the city it was located in once he moved in, meaning he couldn't go protect his children. It was the hardest choice he ever made, but he knew it was the only chance at freedom the two would ever get.

#oc #oc lore #lore dump #lore #shitpost #artists on tumblr #oc artist #semi's crazy rants

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monster-n3ko · 3 months

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My almost entirely spoiler free analysis on the morality and ethics themes in Undertale

There's nothing too inherently in your face that would suggest undertale is a horror game, however it still manages to feel horrifying in its own sense.

It makes you afraid not of the game but of you, yourself. The fact you could become desensitized enough to harm the innocent out of morbid curiosity and an urge to complete the game is a very bizarre thought, and yet it all feels so normal at times.. Because that's all it is to you; a game.

But here's where undertale is unique, instead of letting this feeling remain 2d, it adds the concept of consequences and depth to your choices.

Now, You're no better than the games main antagonist, and depending on your choices you practically ARE the main antagonist. There's something scary about seeing all these Consequences to your actions, however big or small they were.

You can die and respawn infinitely, and eventually you'll learn every single character's patterns. You can predict them.. ..but they'll never be able to predict you. It's one sided. The characters are written in a way that makes them feel real. Not literally, but their emotions, their ambitions, their relationships.. It's all very resemblent of real people's goals. Nobody is bad or good.

However, while you grow and adapt, over time, you'll be able to beat them anyway, ignoring their personalities and button mashing to avoid paying attention to their dialogue. It really makes you wonder.. If you could do all these terrible things and justify it as "it's just a game", imagine what you could do to real people with the right "justifications"

After doing so many pacifists at first, as most people typically do, you'll start to get bored. Curious on what would happen if you killed certain people. Curious to see new content. Who's that sound like?

Yep. The games main antagonist, Flowey, is meant to literally represent you, the player

Doesn't that feel ominous to you? The fact this game manages to make the only unjustified merciless villan YOU? It really makes you question your morality and stop to think about how your choices affect others.. Or at least it did for me.

Thats kind of what I love about it, though. Undertale isn't "just a game", it's a morbid but realistic reflection of human nature, and how our own greedy desires can sometimes overwrite our morals.

The character's deep and interesting individual stories, their bonds, their morals and values... Its all resemblent of us as humans.. Its that concept alone that kept me so hyperfixated on it in the first place; For Undertale is the only peice of media I've ever found that truley makes you fear yourself and what you're capable of as a human being.

Anyways sorry for the rant type post, I just figured I'd share my views on the game ^_^

#undertale #rant post #analysis #game analysis #shitpost #undertale analysis #undertale theory #undertale post #undertale shitpost #analysis post #game rants #video games #semi's crazy rants #semi has lost their mind

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