Life Update

Guess who’s 3 year relationship ended

Almost missed this!

New York Times workers are striking tomorrow for the first time in 44 years.

Tomorrow, December 8th 2022, stay off of the NYT website, don't listen to any of their podcasts, don't play Wordle, nothing

Updates

I will be back I promise! I defend my thesis in December so,,,I’ll be gone for a hot minute

every time i sit down 2 watch a horror movie i think of that one tweet :/

When you figure it out please let me know

How do you explain to someone “what drew you to the butch life” when you’re still trying to figure that out? How do you respond without feeling like an outsider, an imposter?

Every day, I learn many people just completely ducked to avoid the point of Breaking Bad, like there is no way you gleaned this from the entire show.

This is a legit book I saw in the bookstore today and lads? I do not think it’s satirical

I don’t know how to convey that Serial Experiments Lain is in my brain. I cannot stop thinking about the implications of the loneliness of the internet age, how connected and isolated we are, Lain struggling with existing as a person that desires love and attention but is forgettable/undesirable to contemporary society. I love how she moves through the confusion of hiding the “darker” parts of her but they still show up because she only represses it.  I love how utterly painful and amazing it is as someone who struggles with those things. I love how it ends with a compromise between both ‘worlds’, but still shows that .we still need to exist regardless of how painful it is.

There’s almost some philosophical point that could be made about this glitch but I’m not smart enough to make it

I started a new disco game and he wasnt there. Straight up just didnt exist.

King??????? Where are you

Quick Updates

I haven’t disappeared! School has gotten me very busy (I am 80 % done with my master’s thesis though), and I also had some family+social stuff come up! I will be posting smaller drabbles as opposed to my usual medium length posts.

I’m also working on some art and some longer form writing that I look forward to share with you all.

Hope this fall is treating you well.

That is such rude shit I am so sorry.

point in case of “I don’t think women feel safe around me”: just had a lady refuse to get on the elevator because I was standing near it 💀 made it quite clear I was the reason too!

Thank you so much for your detailed reply! I also again just love the way you write, adding science makes it blend really well. A part of the reason I asked was because some of my comrades and I were faced with something similar and we’re trying to do some critique on how the situation turned out. We tried to fight against the ‘cancer’ but it had been rooted too deep by the time we began and it felt as though all was lost. We’re trying to build back up now.

The left eye and the right eye have contradictory perspective. But neither one is an incorrect perspective, merely ones made from different points of view. The resolution of this contradiction is what gives us a three dimensional view of reality. That is to say, the resolution of the contradiction between the left and right eye creates a new perspective which is greater than the sum of its parts. This holds true for auditory information as well. The contradiction between the left and right ear gives us spacial location of sound, a unified perspective with more information than the sum of its part. Neither one is wrong, but in resolving their contradiction, we gain more information than either originally could conceive on its own. The final image we as an organism interpret does not, however, change the perspective of either eye. Both still see their perspective, but act on the information of the whole.

We should understand internal party struggle in this manner. The idea that some conceive of in which every party member agrees on everything is not consistent with a dialectical understanding of struggle. Internal struggle is to be expected. So long as this struggle is not destructive, internal struggle can actually be an important tool for refining the materialist conception of the world that the party operates on. After all, no individual will ever have a perfect image of reality, but through perspective struggle, the party as a unified body can best understand the world, and thus direct the proletariat towards making necessary changes. A disagreement only becomes a problem when it begins to become destructive struggle, less of struggle between perception and knowledge and more a struggle between entities within the body. Less contradiction of images of the eye and more an immune cell that begins attacking the eye under belief that it is an invasive body. These elements are best controlled or even purged.

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Diner meal: Lab grown “steak” fried in an herby batter and covered in a thick gravy, with vegetable fried rice and meatballs. 

Restaurant meal: cooked shellfish, a baked potato and steamed greens. As over-processed food and overpowering synthetic flavors become commonplace, keeping your food simple and bland becomes a status symbol. 

Psamathe meal: the grilled leg of a desert strider (a native animal), rehydrated mashed tater, and slices of canned fruit. 

Scrap stew: stew made from a little bit of everything. Hardy, but questionably edible. 

Street food 1: various fried meats on a stick. 

Street food 2: A fried starch prism served in a cheesy sauce. The notches on the side allow for extra sauce absorption. 

Sorry for not posting, I’ve been very busy, Have some concept art and 3d models. This is a central location in the story, the scrap ship “Ichthyosaur”

🎀And we shouldn’t be treated like we are 🎀

tattoo plans (back vers.) 🗡️