Been binge eating a lot of sweets and I feel like crap.

Struggling not to relapse... but I'm hungry and I want more of this empty feeling.

🌹 a flower for everyone not feeling their best today

Let's try this recovery thing again shall we?

If I could lose a little weight from my butt and thighs, that would be great.

Breaks my heart a little that my partner finds one of my bigger sources of dysphroia attractive.

Well... fucked that one up.

I just want to rip my chest off. I don't want it. I want to starve myself hoping that the flesh will melt away. I just want to be man enough for myself. I am so tired of being read as female.

will we ever get nadia and julian nip slips like we did with asra? asking for a friend. #freethenips

Sadly the app stores would probably frown upon Nadia nip slips because our society has yet to achieve nip equality, but we will strive for as many nip slips as possible

Sorry I've been so inactive the last few days. I have a ton of stuff going on in my life! Things look like they're calming down a little now. #wasteland #punk #goth #gothgoth #blondgoth #mohawk #model #alternativemodel #alternativeboy #trans #ftm #transmodel #transman #lgtbq

The ranger is ready for adventure. #goth #gothgoth #blondgoth #stregafashion #stregastyle #wasteland #punk #trans #ftm #ftmmodel #alternativemodel #alternativeboy

Loving the new hair. #ftm #ftmmodel #stregafashion #wasteland #goth #gothgoth #ootd #punk #mohawk #blondgoth #alternativemodel #alternativeboy #postapocolpticfashion #postapocolyptic

Getting this hair dealt with, and going to the coffee shop to work on some writing. Hopefully I'll be able to share some of my work in August with you guys. #goth #gothgoth #punk #ootd #harrypotter #model #trans #transmodel #ftm #ftmmodel #alternativemodel #alternativeboy #stregafashion #spacepants #lgtbqwriter #lgtbq

This is sometimes what being trans looks like. It's late nights wondering if you'll ever pass. It's wearing your binder for three days straight even when you know you're not supposed to. It's being scared, and confused. It's feeling stuck, like you are always part of a waiting game. I have been writing a lot, and putting together my anthology: Diary of A Closeted Trans Man. Which I hope will be out in the new year. Stay tuned. #ftm #trans #transgender #transman #writing #lgtbq #lgtbqwriter #somethoughts #photography #transmodel #ftmmodel