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l0s3r335 · 15 days

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i wish i could write faster,, :') like i got so many ideas i want to put out along with regular updates on my current long fic but im still barely updating it like every month (if im lucky .. 🥲) idk how ppl can update like every week or even biweekly. 😵‍💫 i feel like it's gonna take 15 years for me to finish my fic now. 😭😭 idk maybe i'll start to get faster if i keep writing consistently–

#ao3 #fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic writing #ao3 writer #fanfic woes #writing #fandom writing #fan writing #writing woes #ao3 community #ao3feed #ao3 fanfic #fandom

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l0s3r335 · 1 month

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I just realized you're the person that wrote House Mates by looking for you on Ao3 and I gotta say I like what you write quite a lot

thank you so much!!!! i never thought id find a reader out in the wild 😭😭 thank you for the support tho ily 🙏 i got a new chapter almost ready >.> hopefully ill be done proof reading soon lol. that always takes the longest for me lmao. i got a lot of stuff planned for future updates that im excited to write haha 🤩 hopefully people will like reading it too 🙌 :>

#ao3 #fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic writing #ao3 writer #writing #south park fanfiction #south park fictive #south park

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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i wanna draw ship art hahha ive been saying i want to draw staig for so long but i haven't drawn any yet 😭 shld do that maybe >.>

#help #i need ideas #staig

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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forgot to post this here

#love this so much #stenny <3

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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yay i finished my line up drawing !!

these r just my fanon/headcannons for the current south park fic im writing lol

i honestly didn't mean to make stan that small 😭 maybe ill fix it later lol but yeah im not that good at being consistent 🥲

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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wip for the character designs/headcannons in my south park fanfic (housemates) i haven't introduced the side charas (non main 4) yet but yk they're coming so i drew them too lol

i might redraw it cuz this looks bad 😭 i can't do line ups cuz they don't look consistent but i tried (⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ hopefully the final clean colored ver of this will look less wonky lmao

check my fanfic out if you want :| (same username here on ao3) i am editing the newest chapter so hopefully it'll be out soon 😵‍💫

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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that's so real 😭😭 i managed to make an anti delete their op comment a few times and i always felt good like yea serves you right for starting an argument over nothing lmao. ill have to learn to not check comments if i continue to use pinterest i just got into the habit of always checking comments when i really like a pin 😅

pinterest comments sections seem to be looking more like tiktoks comments... and like more antis use pinterest now (or at least where i am on it lol) i stopped using tt and wattpad cuz it was getting toxic but idk what to do to replace pinterest cuz that's where i get my main images lol..

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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pinterest comments sections seem to be looking more like tiktoks comments... and like more antis use pinterest now (or at least where i am on it lol) i stopped using tt and wattpad cuz it was getting toxic but idk what to do to replace pinterest cuz that's where i get my main images lol..

#anti anti #pro ship #proship #rant post #rant #ughhhh #proshippers please interact #proshippers are welcome #proshippers are valid #proshipper safe #antis dni

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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I used to seriously doubt therapists told proshippers that it was ok to create and consume the content they make(referring to dark fiction) when I was an anti. Fast forward, I was discussing how people think I’m a bad person for my tastes in media and my therapist explains its perfectly ok to enjoy those things because its hurting no one. Even she personally doesn’t like what I like but understands it doesn’t make me a bad person.

I have no idea how to conclude this but I hope you don’t mind my word slop in your inbox

I most definitely don't mind! It's nice to hear from other people as long as they're keeping things civil and not sending death threats lol

I think it's funny that so many proshippers talk about sharing these issues with their therapists and the therapists saying it's okay. The therapist would have to report you if you were intending to cause harm to yourself or others. But reading or watching problematic material - shockingly - does not fall under either of those two categories.

So antis either assume that the proshippers are either just describing things poorly, or flat out lying to their therapists. As if, otherwise, my therapist would have me carted off and locked up for saying I read a fanfic for a ship with a toxic power imbalance.

OR that the therapist is just bad at their job. Because, obviously, it's easier to believe that any therapist who agrees with proshippers is just another degenerate freak who slipped through the cracks and earned their bachelor's to further promote the toxic fanfic agenda than it is to believe they might just be wrong about something.

Also I think that the antis who tout these beliefs have never actually been to therapy. Do they really think so many people would pay that much money just to sit in a room and lie for an hour? Not me...

I'm just glad to hear that your therapist helped you! That really is good to hear anon

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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i actually had a couple people draw fanart of a fic that was a huge stupid joke 😭 it was pretty great tbh. if ppl drew fanart of stuff i tried harder on, i might die tho /pos i am thinking about drawing some scenes from my own fanfics tho hmm 🤔

“Is it okay if I draw fanart of your fanfic?👉🏼👈🏼”

My brother in Christ we shall have a spring wedding

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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If you wanna protect AO3 or character ai. Or Wattpad. Or Tumblr. Or discord. Or even the right for undocumented people and minors to use the fucking Internet reblog this I swear to God. Reblog this and reblog as many KOSA posts as you can go on their website and contact your Representatives. Do it. Do it. Do it.

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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HELP 😭😭 looool

part of my ao3 bio... i don't think ppl even check these but i felt like a disclaimer like this would be needed for whoever finds my shit 😭 the cringe list just keeps getting longer lmao

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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part of my ao3 bio... i don't think ppl even check these but i felt like a disclaimer like this would be needed for whoever finds my shit 😭 the cringe list just keeps getting longer lmao

#ao3 #fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic woes #fanfic writing #writing #ao3 writer #ao3 community #ao3 fanfic #ao3feed #fan writing #fandom writing #writers on tumblr #writeblr #writerscommunity #lol #cringe #im cryign

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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ugh i'm so ooc in this fic im writing i think 😭 like i'm usually confidently ooc but i wanted to be better in this fic lmao

#ao3 #fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic woes #fanfic writing #writing #writeblr #ao3feed #ao3 writer #ao3 fanfic #writers on tumblr #writerscommunity #fandom #ao3 community #fanfic struggles #fandom woes #writing woes

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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it's wild to me when ppl say my fics r good because im just sitting there like... "it is?" 😭 i always cringe reading my own writing so i never know if it's actually good or if it rly is cringe�� especially after proof reading 50 times 🥲

#ao3 #fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic writing #writing #writers on tumblr #writeblr #ao3 writer #writerscommunity #fanfic woes #fan work #fan writing #fandom #fandom writing #fandom woes #fandom stuff #fandom stupidity

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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the urge to make american dad fanfiction gets stronger every day 😭 i have ideas for plots but i haven't written yet cuz i don't think i'll ever be able to top the american dad fic i read on ao3 (spoiler alert it's sooo good ugh)

#american dad #fanfic #fanfiction #ao3 #writing #fanfic writing #fanfic woes

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l0s3r335 · 2 months

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haven't been on tumblr since like 2018 but im happy 2 back 😵‍💫 i draw fanart and write fanfiction lol– my main fandoms are south park, tawog, rick and morty and sometimes american dad lol– ive got plenty more fandoms but those are mostly what i make content for ✌️

my ao3 is same as my username here btw ;) i write nsfw mostly– i only have south park stuff up rn, but i am planning to do more, mainly of the other fandoms i just listed lol

here's some of my art too whoa whee 🤩

#ao3 #the amazing world of gumball #south park #rick and morty #fanfic #digital artist #fanfiction #fanart #fan art #american dad #new here #new acct #new account #intro post #introduction #stenny #gumdog #kenny mccormick

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