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kitsunetrade · 8 months
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I've been rereading some of my old travel diaries from my early 20's, and one of them seriously reads like a slow-burn fanfic. I was on tour with a small indie band and there was a cute guy my age traveling with the band. And we spent two weeks "accidentally" hanging out and sitting close to each other at the merch table in smoky bars and reading Tolkien poetry to each other and taking walks at the beach and sharing food and stargazing and sleeping next to each other on living room floors and giving each other back rubs and talking late into the night gazing into each other's eyes.
We never kissed. We never even held hands. I pretended to fall asleep on his shoulder once in the car, and one day I gave him a little kiss on the cheek. And that was it. We said goodbye two weeks later and we both thought it was forever and I pined so hard that I threw up.
A month later he sent me an apologetic letter saying that he was sorry for being so presumptuous when I clearly had no romantic interest in him, but that he had to be honest that he was in love with me. And I was like, "What?! He was in love with me this whole time???"
So yeah, we're married now (celebrated ten years last autumn) but if you're ever wondering if your slow-burn fic is too slow, or that your characters are too oblivious, just remember me and my now-spouse mutually pining over each other every single second of the day for two weeks without ever saying a word to each other about how we felt. I was reading my own diary yelling, "JUST KISS HIM ALREADY!"
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hobbit hole 1.2/?
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What do you mean, "I am overdressed for the beach"?
Today's little local history lesson that you won't find on any of the Village des écluses or Pointe-des-Cascades websites:
From 1900 to 1959, the Soulanges canal was where most boats would pass through to navigate the Saint-Laurent river in the area South-West of Montreal. At Pointe-des-Cascades, right next to the canal, there was an industrial site where all the maintenance materials for the canal were being built and stored, but when the canal closed in 1959, that site was left abandoned. In 1986, the site got revived, and the industrial buildings were repurposed as a summer theatre, restaurant and boutiques, and the riverside, as a small beach. However, the site was abandoned once again in the late 2010s, only to be picked up again by a new team wanting to restore the 80s resort it once was.
So, how is my 1980's does 1910's nautical outfit? I have also added a picture of my brother and I on that day, two pictures at Ste-Anne-de-Bellevue at sunset (with my sister and a different hat) and a picture of the abandoned "Hotel" (which was never a hotel) at Village des écluses, taken in April, on my Instagram post.
Outfit rundown Skirt: vintage Pink House Top: old Axes Femme Hat: vintage Shoes: old Queen Bee Parasol/umbrella (served both purposes that day): Alice and the Pirates Navy cat stamp brooch: Via Carousel All other jewellery: vintage
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kitsunetrade · 8 months
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Brume et pierres anciennes
That August day, I discovered the Montreal melon during my visit of the Lachine museum, and it became an obsession for the few following days. I'll make a separate post HERE for those who don't care about my historical nerding.
Outfit rundown Linen dress: second-hand Seraphim Knit cape: second-hand Fint Hat: Anonhat Shoes: old Clarks Bag: second-hand Axes Femme Wedgwood brooch: thrifted Globe and shiitake brooches: Design Festa Flower comb: won at a raffle (no brand?) Ring: vintage
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kitsunetrade · 8 months
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Astarion Vinyl Sticker - WITH SPARKLES
Get Your Sticker Here
I already have a number of save files and yet my friends KEEP STEALING HIM AWAY FROM ME. This sticker is my only way to cope at this point. haha
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kitsunetrade · 9 months
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Dress Up Darling - Succubus Sticker
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🔗Buy it here > https://ko-fi.com/s/95369a0211
A fan of anime? How about Waifus? Maybe even totally in love with the beautiful anime Dress Up Darling?! Get yourself this cutie to put anywhere you like- it's outdoor friendly and bright colors.
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kitsunetrade · 9 months
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[ This is an OC, do not use or replicate in anyway ]
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| Shop Item - Stickers | Sanrio Fashion Gals
Link: https://ko-fi.com/s/c0ee15344f
Get yourself or also your besty fashion forward Sanrio gals to express your style! May it be kawaii or gothic, two sides of a coin together having fun!
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Sticker sets for SDCC! ✨💌🌱🎣
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kitsunetrade · 10 months
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Lingering Unspoken
The words echo within the memory
our final goodbye; giving it all a rest at last
not like we didn't try and not that it doesn't hurt inside.
What we saw in each other;
what we felt between one another,
the colors among the stars and melody in our hearts.
Sadly it was just what it was,
something we saw and nothing we had.
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Spotting the storm way ahead of the thunder,
it was only a matter of time...
Waiting for the fallout while holding on for dear life.
So much unspoken left lingering inside,
if only everything could be heard all at once.
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I wanted to hear the song in your heart,
was left in silence wandering blind.
Tried to say what was on my mind,
listened to yet never felt heard.
Craved the love from your soul,
starved for even the smallest of crumbs.
Always had you in mind of my decisions,
almost causing me to split in half.
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A compass in both in our hands and yet going different ways,
your north star my east setting sun;
never actually going to find that golden moment again.
It's painful, because I saw what could have been.
It's a relief, because I knew the reality we were in.
Left with the few pieces of your voice from the past,
the hurt in your heart and your hidden emotions.
Still apologize for every mistake I made;
only thing I can do now is learn and grow.
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I'm still healing, moving further on best one can.
May take another season,
maybe even a few years,
the story left tattooed across my chest.
A love found.
A love broken.
Our love fought.
Our love lost.
The love chased.
The love left.
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Considering a year hasn't passed, it still lingers on my mind once in a while about everything left in January. The four years we tried, the growing pains that affected both of us while not yet ready to love another. My first time trying something much deeper than shallow surface, it'll always be a major chapter in my life of learning and maturing. Not that I won't still make mistakes or make a bad choice how to handle something, I still have years to make up of no experience. It's a time to reflect on, surely. What I could do better compared to then and take what good came out of it. I hope he grows too, how ever or what ever he takes from the experience. I hope he finds a love that helps him bloom brightly with passion, somebody who pulls out the best in him and pushes to do better.
I have so much left to say... but its over now. Time to leave it behind. Let it go and move on. I'm excited for the future and what comes next.
Just wanted to put my experience and emotions out there somewhere in the grand wide world. Maybe somebody relates to what I wrote.... maybe.
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kitsunetrade · 11 months
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𝗍𝗎𝗆𝖻𝗅𝗋 𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖺𝗇𝗂𝗓𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗉𝗈 ㅤㅤ ★
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♥︎ ─ 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌
♥︎ ─ 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌
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𝓲 - 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌
𝓲𝓲 - 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌
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✹ ─ 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌
✹ ─ 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌
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✩ - 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌
✩ - 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗅𝖾𝗌
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( 𝗏𝗈𝖼𝖾 𝗉𝗈𝖽𝖾 𝗆𝗎𝖽𝖺𝗋 𝗈𝗌 𝗌𝗂́𝗆𝖻𝗈𝗅𝗈𝗌 𝗌𝖾 𝗊𝗎𝗂𝗌𝖾𝗋,𝖾 𝖺𝗎𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝖺𝗋 𝗈𝗌 𝗍𝗈́𝗉𝗂𝖼𝗈𝗌 𝗌𝖾 𝖺𝖼𝖺𝖻𝖺𝗋 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝖼𝗂𝗌𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈,𝗆𝖾 𝖽𝖾 𝗈𝗌 𝖼𝗋𝖾́𝖽𝗂𝗍𝗈𝗌 𝗉𝗈𝗋 𝖿𝖺𝗏𝗈𝗋 )
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The Butter Rose In Bloom Gown | Selkie
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