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sorry i just want to talk about the similarities between c!rivals duo forever and how so much of their differences can be summed up with the quote 'people improve when they get external love and support. how can we hold it against them, when they don’t?'

like of course the guy who tried so hard to hold things together for so long only to see everyone turn on him and leave him turned to a sort of self-destructive desire for control!

and of course the guy who was betrayed and blamed and traumatized but had someone there telling him it would be alright was able to step back and change his course!

anyway.

thinking about c!dream earlier on in the server just makes me sad man. like, c!dream has never been a perfect character. he's always been flawed, always been a bit of an asshole, always had control issues. but also he knew that. he tried to work on that. he and tommy were friends, despite being flawed people with their own issues that would bump into conflicts because of the ways that they differed. c!dream tried, god, he tried; he wasn't even on the server, when the drug van happened, and walked into a place with someone who was practically a stranger to him building a wall and calling for war and having turned half the people dream knew against him, apparently, for no reason that he could've known at the time, and he had looked straight at tommy and tubbo and asked if that was what they really wanted when wilbur told them that there was no such thing as dual citizenship. he tells tommy when he has to sell a disc for spirit's leather even though tommy had surrendered the discs to him at the end of the revolution because he knows it'll matter to him. he and tommy truce, multiple times, and c!dream gets tangled into conflicts that literally don't involve him repeatedly and gets targeted Because He's Dream repeatedly and he plays along with that trivia contest and he gives gifts to fundy and tommy after terrorizing them a little for fun and he plays along with the dreamon thing and he keeps getting pulled into fights that weren't his but tries to make them a little more fair when they get him involved. he fucks around with tommy and they have fun, they're friends, and when he and wilbur look like they're in danger dream is one of the first to find them and lend them real, practical, valuable aid. he calls himself "Big D" in that book and he tells the man that wrote him as a tyrant that he doesn't want to be a villain in the story anymore. he asks tommy if he's okay, and watches that kid's back when he walks alone and unarmed into manberg, and fights with him at the battle of the lake and all of that is thrown back in his face as being a lie. half the intial community structures that exist were built by him; the community house, the nether portal and hub, the prime path. during a time where every other piece of leverage got burned or killed (rip the casualties of the pet war), dream was kind of known for being one that could be fairly traded with, that would minimize permanent damage. the kills in the final control room were originally to strip lmanburg of their gear, which he had kept in a chest so it could be returned to them after the war.

like no c!dream isn't perfect at the beginning of the server. yes he's kind of a jerk sometimes, kind of an asshole sometimes, kind of neurotic most of the time. but god dammit like c!dream does try to mitigate the worst of his control issues, when they flare up early on; the initial disc war ends with tommy getting his discs back as well as a stack of diamonds, in exchange for a netherite chestplate. he's a flawed character and he's still someone pretty friendly on the whole to most of the server, he's also kind of just known for being a little weird. he gives gifts randomly. he fixed creeper holes, and houses, and went along with bits. like whatever im a c!drolo c!dream woobifier and i admit it lol but for as much evil as he ends up doing, pretty damn consistently early on, he's . friendly? kind? funny? helpful? their neighbor. their friend. c!dream isn't just some stranger that flew off the handle; he's someone they knew and lived with who had his actions taken in bad faith because the goddamn story said so and kept fucking trying anyway until he believed the lie too. like he was just a guy!! a guy they knew and lived with!!! like my god

Height gap romance except the shorter one is frequently depicted in situations where they are contextually taller. The taller one sitting while the shorter one looms over them. Both of them lying in bed with the taller one’s head pressed to the shorter one’s chest. The shorter one straddling the taller one’s lap and leaning down for a kiss. The taller one on their knees as the shorter one tilts their head up. Please, it makes me go feral

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Characters: Dream, Technoblade

Words: 7k so far (1 of 2 chapters)

Warnings: Referenced Torture, Abuse

Summary — The highs and lows of Dream and Technoblade's time together in prison.

(I've finally done it! This is the c!rivals fic I've been working on for months! It's my take on their time together during the prison arc, so expect the usual prison arc themes. The good(?) and the bad. This one has taken me a While, so I hope you enjoy it like I did!)

Technoblade’s arrival was bad. It was really, really bad. Somehow, in all Dream’s life, he didn't think he had ever been quite this fucked. He refused to look at him. He had his head between his knees, crouched tightly in his usual back corner. He didn't know how long he had been sitting like this. But he couldn't look up now, because then he would see Techno, and that would make it real. And it couldn’t be real. It couldn’t. His hands fisted in his hair.

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sorry for no art lately take this prison podcast doodle that I decided to finish :D

Missing them hours I s'pose

He’s chill

I've just been going through your blog and seeing which asks I sent, I learned that I've been lurking around in your blog for quite a while.

I made a little list because I did not realize how many they were-

#1 ask was about Techno doing the "Didn't I do it for you?" meme face lmao

#2 If I remember correctly I think my second one was about Human!Techno clothes not fitting him anymore

#3 Then the one about Human!Techno again but in different outfits like dresses

#4 The don't be shy one with Philza lmao

#5 Me just being a Philza simp in your asks

#6 I made the one about Dream being bbg coded, I still think HUG👏THAT👏MAN👏 everytime I see him because of you

#7 Techno being Dream's emotional support pig just like Grizzly to Nom Nom in We Bare Bears

#8 Don't be shy again lol

#9 My official presentation✨

#10 Wholesome boop attack

#11 and #12 Daily boops and also me deciding to be brave-

#13 then me simping as usual in your asks about Philza and your artstyle lol

I just realized as well that you drew for most of my asks :DDD

Ah so you’re the reason my inbox is always full XD

Thanks for being brave Leafie - it’s nice seeing you pop up with asks and ideas <3

Because of you AccidentalHuman!Techno is a thing - happy to be doing collaborations with you, well- now that I know it’s you haha

I have a lot of ideas for all my AUs but it's nice to have some direction when I'm making stuff, takes some of the pressure off and makes it more of a team effort than me just yelling into the void

Omg YES, I've always wanted my anon message to be either so unhinged or so funny that it caused someone to make art because of it!

It was a good comment what can I say! Definitely had me laughing for quite a bit - and of course, there had to be a reaction XD

You basically summed up what a lot of people were thinking from the responses I've seen!

I’m crying 😂

Dream could definitely take him. Not. Not in a fight.

Dream could definitely take him. Not. Not in a fight.

I DO obsessively read peoples tags when they rb my art

And, yes, I DO kick my little feets and giggle when I get compliments

So I was doing some studies tonight and had a thought - so in my AccidentalHuman AU the reason Techno looks like an elven prince when his regular form is a big pig is because he’s young.

Piglins- I headcanon as having longer lifespans (they grow fast as children and then taper off as adults) and as the Blood God’s Champion even more so. He’s kind of in his gangly phase - where he’s just long and hasn’t filled out yet. Even as a piglin hybrid he’s considered young- a young adult but still kind of baby faced yanno?

Which brings me to this: If Techno was turned human when he was older he’d look more rugged. More filled out and less baby faced (unless he shaved XD)

I mean this man is a farmer right?

Guess what I found! For those that liked my canon c!Dream - I got him repaying c!Sam.