the only reason i'm excited for volleyball szn to be over is that i can restrict again

i want to look like those bikini body ppl they're so skinny but muscular PLUS they still have butts i aspire to be them.

i want to relapse but like i don't want to feel the way i felt when i was sick i just miss it. plus i cant with volleyball but i need to 😩

that patrick bateman audio keeps me going

how to keep an ass whilst being anorexic:

(please answer i need to know)

why do oats have so many calories

i want to relapse but the only reason i'm known at school is for having a good butt and i'm not trying to mess that up but like ana wants to

starving used to come so easy to me now i have to force relapses and it still doesn't work lol

does anybody have like really triggering books or wattpad stories to read that could like inflict a relapse on me or just something relatable because i feel like i'm alone in the whole ed thing

fuck do i wanna be twig skinny or hourglass skinny w a dumptruck

ed gods if you can hear me right now please help me relapse and get so much worse i want to be a stick.

my brain is in its workout queen food is fuel era rn but ik i'm gonna regret it

I’m entering my whore era

IDK HOW I HAVE ANY ENERGY RN I GOT 1 HOUR OF SLEEP AND ATE LIKE 500 CAL + A WORKOUT YESTERDAY AND IVE OMLY HAD 300 CAL TODAY

i'm not complaining tho