I cannot believe i’ve accidentally deleted this blog from photoladybug ugh!!! & Tumblr has no restore deleted post option!! & i can’t reblog from photoladybug, it being my secondary blog! Me angry now!
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Today's realisation – a major one
my life is what it is…
it is not what it was supposed to be…
it will never be what it is not…
this is my grown-up’s realisation
it took me a long time to…
it took a long time for my life not to become
and just a second of today for me to grow up
and give up
this is my today’s realisation – a major one
i have to reinvent my life
and by reinventing my life
to reinvent myself
inventing a life
a drifter can be whatever she wants
wherever she wants
why not – who can tell the difference?
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drifting between domains
impossible drifter
i simply drift here, like a piece of wood
a stick
a wooden stick
sticking out of the water with my lighter end
if you find me
drifting here
don’t throw me away
onto the shore
for your dog to chase
and chew
for who are you
to confuse the perfect alignment
of my drifting pattern?
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adress to porno tumblrs
do you porno tumblrs keep following me for the beauty of my art?
if so, do follow, i don’t mind
but if you just want to cry out your existance
call out my attention
provoke my reaction
then please be so kind
say goodbye
and unfollow
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butterfly
butterfly
*
She asked me with her curious childish eyes:
What will you do when you run out of metaphors
and you have nothing more to say to the world?
She caught me unprepared
I have never thought of silence
So loud
So frightening
**
Only a child can say the truth in such an explicit manner
hurt you so mercilessly and then untouched by your looks for pity
giggle and run
After a butterfly
***
Don't break her wings!
is all you want to cry out
but instead
You remain silent
silently hoping
the poor thing will manage to fly away
to safety
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Away
Away
I will wilfully wish myself away
Mindfully into distance
Like a flow of air
Will be
A remembrance
Of a day past
But then again
Without me there can be no shadow
Even if the light is bright
if I don't come up
to intervene
Impose my flesh
to the beam
Importance of me
Rises
Like a plane
Escaping
fire
A winged beast
My heart
Rebels like a broken glass
My bladed edge
Your bleeding finger
I will wilfully wish your self away
And I
I will stay
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Voyage
Voyage
Je m'en vais
ailleurs
Je m'en vais
plus loin qu'aujourd'hui
plus loin que demain
Je laisse tous mes hiers
derrière
et je porte rien
avec moi
Ma douleur n'ira pas
Je laisse tomber dans l'oublie
tout mon cœur
mes amours
mes amis
et n'importe où que j'débarque
le jour se lèvera
innocent
Sur la terre nouvelle
je ferai le premier pas
tout doucement
sans me hâter
Ce serait comme si la vie revenait au début
Je serai
une nouveau-née
toute blanche et
inconnue
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Bomb
If I let the bomb explode in my chest,
will I be the only one to die?
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smrti
Sve smrti uzimaju komade mene
Otkidaju komad mesa
Uma
Duše
I sa svakom dišem teže
Sve sam manja
Sve starija i sve bljeđa
Poniznije idem dalje
Sve smrti grizu me u pleća
Gaze
A ja se borim svakog dana
A ja se bojim sve to više
Nosim sumnje i strahove
Pored tebe
Dotakneš me
Sa svog dlana na moj spustiš
Zrnce mira
I tišine
Bit će dobro
Život ima mnoge tajne
I na koncu i početku
Sve je dio iste priče
Do kraja neispricane
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discontinued
discontinued
my hurt goes on
uninterrupted
travels like sound waves
into an unforeseeable distance
tick tocks like my heart
in different amplitudes
of screams
my heart goes on
my hurt relentless
disturbs the rhythm of my heart
beat
tick tocks
a flock of crows
or inverted
white pigeons
impose upon the blue of the sky
heavens disrupted
my life discontinued
at the moment
i could not
overcome
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your love
your love's a love that i cannot neglect
a crutch i lean on
when emptiness overwhelms my presence
shrouds my essence
veils it in black
and i as i
almost disappear
with the last shade of my fading self
your love is a thread that pulls me back
a speck of light that
highlights my shadow
into full shape
with eyes
and lips
hands
a heart
every time
your love's near
i step back
from the black
and reappear
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klice
U meni niču klice raja
Na ovom mrazu bojim se ugasnut će
sparušit se
uvenut će…
Nisu to klice raja
To su jeke eka odjeci
počeci kraja
Sparušilo se
uvelo je
sjeme nade
neće više
niknuti
Sada samo epitafe pišem
sreći…
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Heart
Heart
My jocular and festive heart
Please do not drain all my tears out
Spare some of them for the days
when nothing but pain remains
to remind me of life
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come
come
expand your kisses over my edges
delimit my confines
if you break the boundary of my body
i will stretch beyond infinity
will become fluid like love
and overflow
every inch of you
until there is no space between us
no space that is not us
each and every pore filled in with us
desperate to exile my self from this flesh i
extend my faith i
invest my hope i
plunge all my being
into you
(Can you be…)
come
(…my magic fountain?)
do not reject my surrender.
do not distil me from your thoughts.
the limitless i has the power of escape
the strength to overcome eternity
the joy of waking up
(with you)
if you are
i will be
your own supergirl
brave enough to spread my love beyond the horizon
and shield you from whatever may come
that is the life i wanted to live
what i've always wanted to be-
come
a super creature endowed with an enormousness of hope
and no fear
of being
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investment
iʼm dying.
a little
each day.
and iʼm painfully aware
of my giving up.
do you know how it feels
when there's nothing to live for
but wake up
and breathe?
when breathing becomes a burden
you cannot shake off…
i want my coin back.
this is not the life i whished for.
i want to reinvest
into another fountain.
can my whole future depend
on so little metal
under such little water?
a drop by drop evaporates…
(nothing but dirt remains…)
this is not the life i wished for.
this is not i who i wanted to be-
come
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Boje
N e p r i m j e t n o
Me zaboravljaš
Promijenila je boju moja haljina
U tvojim mislima
Ona istu koju si zapamtio prvoga dana kada smo se sreli
Bila je žuta na crvene cvjetove
Kao i marama
Od iste tkanine sašivena
Tu maramu kada je ispala
u plesu
si podigao
Pružio mi je
Uz osmijeh
Tako smo se upoznali
Kroz crvene cvjetove
Danas su boje…
Izblijedile
U tvojim mislima
Postale gotovo sive
utihnule
Kao miris parfema na okrajku uspomene
Prašinom zakrivene
Zaboravljaš maramu
Haljinu
Od iste tkanine sašivenu
Zaboravljaš mene
Sasvim
sasvim
N e p r i m j e t n o
Odlaziš
U nepovrat
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Linger
Linger
I lingered…
Hesitated
With a slight pat of your hand
You gave me a push
It looks good you said
But things looking good go bad
You can't explain…
Doubts oppress
Depress into your skull
I made a move
Stepped forward
Stopped
Stood still
And remained
Hesitater
Lingerer
Has something changed?
Did you say something?
Was there a sign
I should continue
With you
Or without
You've pushed me forward
You push me forward
Without a slight pat of your hand
I would forget
I am
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