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inlove76 · 16 days
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tired
(y/n) walked around the avengers tower with dull eyes his once happy go lucky look gone. today wasn't a good day for (y/n) he had got a call from his parents telling him they'd be coming back in a few days. (y/n) looked so...dull all the happiness sucked out of him
he walked around the tower looking for one person and one person only. 'hes probably in his office he's always in his office' (y/n) thought to himself as he made his way to said office. inside he was met with a busy tony and Bruce.
tony stopped and turned around and looked at (y/n). "oh hey (y/n) you need something?" tony asked as (y/n) shook his head. "no I don't I'm just here to watch" (y/n) answered as he sat in tony's chair. tony looked over at (y/n) , obviously he knew something was wrong he wasn't stupid but he wasn't going to push it "okay I'll be done in a minute" tony answered and got back to work.
as Tony said he was done after only a few minutes but when he turned back to talk to (y/n) he was gone. "j.a.r.v.i.s?" tony asked as the ai bot responded "yes sir?", "wheres (y/n) at did he leave?" tony asked as he cleaned his hands off from the Greece that he got on them "no sir he did not leave sir (y/n) is in his quarter" j.a.r.v.i.s replied as tony thanked the a.i bot and left to (y/n)s room.
knock knock
"come in" (y/n)s tired voice came from behind the door. something was off tony could feel it (y/n) sounded so....tired and not the sleepily kind of tired the "I'm ready to give up on everything" kinda tired.
tony opened the door and peaked his head in only to be met with the lights off and (y/n) laying in bed faced up with his arm over his eyes. tony walked in fully and closed the door softly behind him and cut the lights on "why are you laying in the dark baby?" tony asked as he moved closer to (y/n)
(y/n) sat up and looked over at tony "its relaxing" (y/n) answered and made room for tony on his bed. tony sat down and took a moment to actually look at (y/n), his messy (h/c) hair and dulled down tired (e/c) eyes the eye bags under his eyes and the way he held himself slightly hunched over. "you look tired" tony said and bring his hand up to (y/n)s cheek.
(y/n) tiredly leaned into tony's touch "I know" he responded and sat up straighter "is something wrong?" tony asked and intertwined there hands together "no just a little tired nothing I cant handle" (y/n) responded giving tony's hand a reassuring squeeze.
tony smiled slightly and gave (y/n) a kiss on his cheek "I know you can its just......you look so sad today" tony responded and stared at (y/n)s beautiful (e/c) eyes.
(y/n) sighed and let go of Tony's hand and looked down and hummed "I'm sad everyday, I just didn't have the energy to hide it today" (y/n) responded honestly and looked down at the floor.
"today's just not the day I'm sorry" (y/n) said and glanced over at tony "that's okay....... we can cuddle if you'd like" tony responded
and then for the rest of the day they spent there time cuddling in (y/n)s bed.
Bruce: where'd tony go?
Wanda: and (y/n)
Thor: j.a.r.v.i.s?
j.a.r.v.i.s: sir tony and sir (y/n) are in (y/n)s room right know
Steve: there probably cuddling
everyone:.
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inlove76 · 18 days
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lost love
really random but its been on my mind might be a little short so
angst cause why not
male reader x kakashi hatake
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why was loving so hard? why so difficult. why was loving him so hard to do
a man you once loved and gave your heart to
someone you couldn't think about living without.
kakashi was able to sense what you were feeling through how you body tensed and untensed. how your face turned and wrinkled into a mix of disgust and anger whenever you didn't like something are when ever your back muscles tensed when you were frightened are on guard. when your shoulders tensed out of anger are when your jaw tightened when you wanted to say something bile but never did. its a given kakashi is quite an observer so it doesn't come as much of a surprise when ever he knows what your feeling with out you telling him. his favorite definitely being the way your eyes light up whenever something fascinated you are whenever you were told something you hadn't known.
to kakashi you were easy to read, but you liked to bottle all your emotions so not many people knew how you felt and how often you'd zone out and forget everything until someone grounded you again. unlike kakashi you weren't really known by many people so it was easy for people to forget that you were apart of the conversation, but that was okay because you had kakashi and that's all that
mattered to you. kakashi could still remember the peaceful days when you two just cuddled in bed neither one of you wanting are needing to get up. oh how kakashi loved you and how he loved that you didn't judge people easily, that being one of the many reasons he fell in love with you.
but unfourtently everything must come to an end even this peace you had created for yourself. love was truly hard and loving someone was even harder. your wonderful (e/c) eyes staring at him with so much love and compassion.....but know those same eyes stared down at him with nothing at all everything that once made you so lively was gone. kakashi looked up at you as you held a sword to his throat as he stayed on the ground and bleeding slightly from the head from yours and his previous fight.
"give up all ready kakashi you've lost" you spoke with so much hate but your body didn't show any of it. grey and red eye meeting (e/c) ones everthing fell on deaf ears as you stared at him a nd he stared at you. "you look so dull" kakashi mumbled and brought his hand up to try and touch your face but you stopped him by moving your sword closer to his throat "don't touch me hatake" your words came out so venomisly your eyes no longer shining bright with love and affection, no. know instead replacing that love was dullness and there was nothing he could do about it.
why was loving so hard? did he not deserve happiness? I guess not because the one thing that brought joy to his dull black and grey world was you and know your staring down at the man you so desperately loved with nothing left to say and dull eyes everything seemed so...out of place. was this really how it ended were you going to kill him? kakashi looked at you one last time and smiled slightly "you know I'll always love you (name). he said and smiled as you stared at him a d finally brought your sword down but instead of hitting him it hit the ground beside him "you should stop...love is pointless" was the last thing he heard from you before you left. left him left the village everything. this was really the end, what everything came down to why was the world so cruel??.
wooooo finally got it down its freaking 10:31 and I'm exhausted
if you have any ideas of what I could write please let me know because my brain hurts right know bye bye all you beautiful people.
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