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im-hollow-on-the-inside · 3 years

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““Just Scars” They aren’t just scars. They are the demons I fought at 3 a.m. They are my insecurities, my deepest fears, and my lonely nights. They are the insults I have received and the emotions I can’t contain. They are a part of me and are what I have become.”

— e.s.

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*gets addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact i exist*

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have you ever sat with a group of friends and you just know you’re the least important friend in the group and it wouldn’t matter if you’re there or not

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Just because I smile for you doesn't mean that I wasn't thinking about cutting my wrists open at the same time.

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im-hollow-on-the-inside · 3 years

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Roses are red,

My bruises blue.

I like cute things,

But not you.

Leaves are green,

And the nights are dark.

I still see your face,

Inches from mine at the park.

Two hearts become one,

But yours never caught.

I'd miss you if I could,

But now my head's full of rot.

You took something from me,

I can't get it back.

So I tie my rope,

And tighten the slack

Six feet below,

Where its quiet and cold,

I'm finally at peace,

And my story is told.

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im-hollow-on-the-inside · 3 years

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My favourite thing is water

Doesn‘t matter if it’s a lake,

a pool,

an ocean

I love it

But my biggest fear is drowning

How can my favourite thing in the whole wide world also be the thing that terrifies me the most

#oceanlife #ocean #original poem #poemas #short poem #poemsofinstagram #poets on tumblr #poetry

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im-hollow-on-the-inside · 3 years

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The only thing what keeps me sane is escaping in the books i read. I dont live here, I live in my books.

It is hard to be here 😥

Mind keeps spinning, memories of everything I did wrong. Why did they bully me? Why did the laugh at me?

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im-hollow-on-the-inside · 3 years

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What do I have to do to erase the feeling of your touch

No matter how hard I scrub it never leaves

It haunts me every single day

I want it gone

Eradicated

But it never leaves

No matter how hard I scrub

#poetry #touch #unwanted touch #poets on tumblr #poets corner #poemsworld #my poems #poemsbyme #poetry on tumblr #poetry community

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im-hollow-on-the-inside · 3 years

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I looked into your eyes and was immediately scared

Scared of what could be

Scared of what damage you would leave behind

Scared of what might happen if you were to leave me

But I loved you anyway

#still love u tho #still love him tho #poem #terrified #i love them #love poem #love quotes #quotes #writing #poets on tumblr #poets on poetry

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im-hollow-on-the-inside · 3 years

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I finally broke one day. I had the dog leash wrapped around my neck as I looked dead into my mother‘s eyes as I told her I wanted to die. Then I ended up in a therapy session with a physiologist who said to me and my mother I was completely fine. It’s just teenage hormones.

#depressing shit #terrible #terrible parents #therapy #late night feels #memories #haunted #suicide #dying alone #hate my parents #hate my mind

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I’ve finally reached the point that if a friend asks if I’m okay I can say no, I’m feeling super shitty. Except they don’t say oh what’s going on? They say wow that sucks and walks away. So what’s the point. The point of even answering anything anymore if they are just going to walk away.

#alonequotes #teen quotes #depressing shit #shitty friends #shitty family #i am alone #always alone #always tired #depressed teens #self harrrm #sad thoughts

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im-hollow-on-the-inside · 3 years

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The only thing that has ever held me tight and never let go are my demons

The demons that spend day and night attached to me

The nights become unbearable when they start to sink their claws in my skin tightening their grip

The demons fight everything good off and welcome the darkness that I now reside in

#inner demons #late night feels #nightmare time #im alone #alone with myself #thoughts #dying on the inside #im dead #self harrrm

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