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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 20 days
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 20 days
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And I know, in a year, youā€™ll forget Iā€™m gone, ā€˜cause Iā€™m not really something to be dwelled on. Thatā€™s what they used to tell me, all those kids at school, so Iā€™m going by the law majority rules
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 20 days
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he carried on like a soldier with a battle wound,ā€ØBleeding out from every cut her body consumed
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 20 days
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ā€œbut I canā€™t deal with the pain, Iā€™m not a fighter.ā€
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 20 days
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I always thought I wouldnā€™t make it past 16 and now Iā€™m 23 trying to make it through the day.
The feeling of being a problem, a disappointment a burden and extremely unwanted.
The cycle never ends every thought I had back then still goes through my head when will it end?
Can I continue
Should I keep trying or give up and except that this life isnā€™t worth living anymore
Iā€™ve made it this far but can I do it much longer
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 20 days
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Youā€™re the best friend that I ever had, Such a shame I had to make you so very sad, Just remember that you meant everything to me, And to my heart youā€™re the only one that held the key
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 20 days
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Everything was always my fault
Nothing was ever right or up to standards
My feelings werenā€™t real had to hold everything back
A motherā€™s love is supposed to be unconditional and kind
My motherā€™s love was neither of those
Iā€™m not sure if she was incapable of love or if she just despised me and my existence
What is a mothers love if itā€™s not unconditional and kind
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 1 month
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ā€œLook at me now are you proud of your precious child? She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon tears of pain itā€™ll all be over soon the chair fell down as she took her final breath itā€™s all over, all gone now sheā€™s greeting death.ā€ Her last words
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 1 month
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The feeling of being completely exhausted and detached from reality has become more and more normal for me. The anger I feel when I want change and thereā€™s absolutely nothing I can do about it is killing me. Trying to heal is getting harder and harder, every time I start doing better, feeling better and actually feeling like life is worth living and pushed back down to the ground.
Is it even real? This life doesnā€™t seem like a reality more like a bad dream that Iā€™m just floating through day to day. I feel empty, numb and confused.
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 7 years
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What if I told you I wanted to die? That Iā€™m tired of living, of being alive?
What if I said it gets worse at night? The thoughts get louder and nothing is right.
What if I lied and said everything was alright? No, Iā€™m not crying, I swear Iā€™m alright.
What if I died? I doubt youā€™d even cry. Would you even care if I took my own life?
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 7 years
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hold me once the drugs are done, and I feel like dying. i feel like dying.
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 7 years
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Lately Iā€™ve really been thinking about ending it. Itā€™s been a constant thought Everything would be so much easier for me and everyone else if I was gone.
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 7 years
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She was tired. Mentally and physically. She wanted to close her eyes and never open them again.
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 7 years
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ilikeurfaceeee Ā· 7 years
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Would you kiss her lips Knowing A razor has kissed her wrist
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Would youā€¦
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