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i-will-be-hot · 4 months

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i look in the mirror, i lose my mind a little, i cry on public transport, i walk through a fluorescent supermarket, i have slow and confusing dreams at night. you know how it is

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i-will-be-hot · 5 months

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i feel so angry at my parents for forcing me into existence. i didn’t ask to be alive. not a single fucking day goes by where i don’t wish i wasn’t born. not one.

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i-will-be-hot · 6 months

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How can I be so angry

#fml #disordered eating #ugw

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i-will-be-hot · 6 months

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Gonna try and do this diet cause I've been slipping lately and I need to lose more weight faster. Gonna have the fasting days be omad days with a max of 400 kcals though cause I can't do fasting

Wish me luck.

Begin stats:

Weight: 59.9 kg

Waist: 64 cm

Hips: 96 cm

Thighs: 58 cm

Chest: 82 cm

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i-will-be-hot · 7 months

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this.

As soon as September hits the eating disorder starts disordering like it’s supposed to every year. Anyone else feel the same way

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i-will-be-hot · 7 months

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salt & vinegar chips are snacks for fucking masochists. literally the entire flavour of the goddamn chip is “acetic acid, which will hurt your tongue, and then just salt on top of that to hurt it worse”. it’s brutal. this chip is designed to hurt you

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i-will-be-hot · 10 months

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I can't even describe how much I hate the way I look these days

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i-will-be-hot · 2 years

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January review

starting weight: 74.1 kg

ending weight: 70.2 kg

difference: 3.9 kg

August review

starting weight: 106.4 kg

ending weight: 98.2 kg

difference: 8.2 kg

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i-will-be-hot · 2 years

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December review

starting weight: 79.2 kg

ending weight: 74.1 kg

difference: 5.1 kg

August review

starting weight: 106.4 kg

ending weight: 98.2 kg

difference: 8.2 kg

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i-will-be-hot · 2 years

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forgot how good it feels for all of your muscles to be burning and then for you to get in a hot shower, brush your teeth to avoid eating food, then kick back and read/write some doki-doki literature club, Major Character Death on Ao3 :D

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i-will-be-hot · 2 years

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November review

starting weight: 83.5 kg

ending weight: 79.2 kg

difference: 4.3 kg

August review

starting weight: 106.4 kg

ending weight: 98.2 kg

difference: 8.2 kg

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i-will-be-hot · 2 years

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October review

starting weight: 90.7 kg

ending weight: 83.5 kg

difference: 7.2 kg

August review

starting weight: 106.4 kg

ending weight: 98.2 kg

difference: 8.2 kg

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i-will-be-hot · 3 years

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i-will-be-hot · 3 years

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i hate my mind i hate my body i hate myself

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i-will-be-hot · 3 years

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every time I eat anything my brain can't help but think "you should have just starved" no matter how low cal. like soz I'm just trying to not die

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i-will-be-hot · 3 years

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i-will-be-hot · 3 years

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me feeding my hungry ass body coke zero and some ice and telling it to stfu:

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