Guys I want him so bad it’s actually insane like I think about him 24/7 and I can’t stop dreaming about talking to him and being able to get along with I’m he is actually so sweet too and I find him soo cool I CANT DO THIS PLEASE SAVE ME FROM THE SHACKLES

It’s a Sunday night and all I can think about is you and what you think of me I sneak glances once in a while and I find you so mesmerizing to look at I think you are a really cute guy.

I look at him from a far and I just wanna talk to him and make him laugh grab on to his cheeks and tell him just how cute he is before kissing him all over his face and tell him how perfect I think he is

IK SO EXCITED FOR NEXT YEAR ! I want to sit on their lap and give them kisses all over their face and all over their neck and make me laugh and giggle . I wanna go to prom with them and wear matching outfits and be able to talk to them freely. GOD I JUST WANT TO MEET THEM AND KISS THEM ALREADY:(

“I don’t care what they are, I just know I love them” I wanna go to prom with them, I wanna go watch my favorite movie and eat with them. I wanna dance and talk to them in person I wanna meet them I wanna be able to tell them that I love them and I wanna show them around I wanna treat them like royalty because to me they are. I want to hold them tightly in my arms to make sure they are real and that I’m not dreaming. I hope you can come over so that I can hold your hand never let go.

I’ve had a certain hyperfixation for quite a while a little over year which is insane and it’s on a webcomic called Cherry crush. EVERYTHING ABOUT IT IS AMAZING… the characters development and the way the author (Yemsao) is able to allingne the characters feelings and develop each of ther stories separately but still make them make sense in the story. The PLOT IS SO GOOD it’s mainly a drama but the fact it has a romantic relationship about two guys enveloped in it makes it so much better. The art style in itself it’s amazing YEMSAO is such a good artist and they really try their best when making their comic and make sure that is the fans are able to enjoy to the max . Unfortunately there isn’t much media on it due to the fandom not being very big but the little there is REALLY GOOD. So if you haven’t already and are looking for something good to read you should read CHERRY CRUSH THE 3RD SEASON COMES OUT ON APRIL 23 SUPPORT YEMSAO ON THEIR PATREON TOO!!

It’s 1AM and all I can think about is how I haven’t dated a boy ever AND I WANT TO SO BAD.I wanna experience cute dates at aquariums at amusement parks or just relax inside and cuddle while doing something together or being in the presence of each other even though you each are doing our own things. I wanna experience teenage romance with a boy so bad I want them to see me as a boy and love me as one and respect and love me for who I am PLEASE I JUST WANT A BOYFRIEND AND FALL IN LOVE PLEASS

i spent 5 STRAIGHT HOURS reading cherry crush yesterday and its ruined me emotionally. theyre GAY and SAD and I LOVE THEM. i cant remember the last time i got so emotionally attatched to and obsessive over a piece of media like this. everytime i see a picture of them i immediately want to giggle and aggressively shake things. have you ever wished a non-sentient thing was alive so that you could kiss its forehead or bite it or idk do ANYTHING to satiate that giddiness you get in your chest from it?? thats what this STUPID webcomic is doing to me. but you know what REALLY sucks about it?? there is ZERO fan content of them. nada. nothing. i try my best to find fanart or fics or ANY content to fuel my little squirrel brain and all i get is leaks of that one asmr lady's onlyfans. AND I CANT EVEN MAKE THE CONTENT MYSELF. ive considered drawing them or writing a fic myself but i CANNOT do yemsao's art style justice and i would never have the confidence to write a fic. so here i am. im more passionate about this interest than i am most of my other interests COMBINED and i cant do SHIT about it.

I dream about you being at school with me and being able to hang out with you everyday because when I’m with other people all I think about is how much fun I would be having if we weren’t thousands of miles part and not have an 8 hour time difference between us..

How can I tell you I think im becoming in love with you when I’ve never actually met you? but I feel like I have after knowing you for almost 4 years. I wonder if you feel the same way about me.. I always think about how when we meet what if we fall in love with each other? Would you want that?

Dear, T

Although we are over 5,000 miles apart I’m always thinking about you. I miss you so much I wonder when will the next time we call be? I hope its soon because you’re the only thing I’ve been able to think about

-sincerely, Your long distance “friend”

How does it feel to be kissed by him? Did his other partners like kissing him? Was he gentle or rough kissed I WNANA know so bad.

This guy makes me go actuallly insane he makes me a mess and I don’t know what to do about it cause he also makes me so happy

Boys can be so confusing sometimes just say you like me or not I wanna get over you but the things you do your subtle touches make me go crazy

I wish a boy would just come into my life and confess how much he is in love with who I am as a person and just holds me tightly and makes me feel loved.

Just wanna be a boy wish fluffly hair and piercings with a boyfriend who sees me as a boy and respects me

I stare at him and I just think of how cute and handsome he is? Like I just stare at him and I think about how cool he is and awesome he is and how soft his lips look and how nice of a kisser he would be :3