“I want this one moment. It’s what I want in a relationship, which might explain why I’m single now. It’s kind of hard to- It’s that thing when you’re with someone and you love them and they know it, and they love you and you know it- But it’s a party! And you’re both talking to other people, and you’re laughing and shining, and you look across the room and catch each other’s eyes. But not because you’re possessive or it’s precisely sexual, but because that is your person in this life. And it’s funny and sad but only because this life will end. And it’s this secret world that exists right there, in public, unnoticed that no one knows about. It’s sort of like how they say that other dimensions exist all around us but we don’t have the ability to perceive them? That’s what I want out of a relationship or just life, I guess.”

Frances Ha (2012) dir. Noah Baumbach

[Tracklist] drinking games // shot down // slow dancing in the dark // somebody else // waste // 3:00 am // 2 soon // break my heart again // earned it // supercut // streetcar // fools // ribs // time and space - outro // untitled 

“Why is it that you only like me when I’m drunk?” I ask myself this as I throw back my eighth shot of the night Tipsy enough to act drunk Sober enough to ask myself questions I’m afraid to answer.

Colouring in the greys

I see your every shade

I'm saying things I don't believe

And your love casts its shadow on the things I do

And I can hear so clearly all the words I wish I'd said

You're stuck in my head

But I only think of you

Will we be together soon?

Touch me like you know me

Baby when you're lonely

Kiss me on my open mouth

I'll throw you a rope

I'll keep pulling you out

Why would you lie about something dumb like that? 

The lights were off

The mood was right

She came and laid with me

I looked into her eyes

Tried to make her mine

But then she said

"I'm really not that into guys"

Miles City, Montana [1993]

“It wasn’t like this at all, anyway.”  “It has to have been something like this.”  “It wasn’t.”  “Why not?”  “C’mon, Coley... You already know why.”  “No I don’t.”  “Because I’ve been in love with you since forever.” 

The Miseducation of Cameron Post // Emily M. Danforth 

(listen to on Spotify here) 

and i know no one will save me i just need someone to kiss give me one good honest kiss and i’ll be alright

You seem to be down

And I don't see why

Is it something that I've done?

I thought you were fine

Now you don't wanna talk

Can you tell me what is wrong?

I need to say to you

I don't understand

I need to understand

Why you want so much space

Yeah, I need to understand

Why you're making that face

See you all bright and early for this Momentous Occasion

'Cause I know it's you

When my phone rings at night

Let's get away from here

There's this house we could share

Let's find a car and drive it away

Get away today

Let's get away from here

There's this house we could share

A beach house

Where the sound of flip flops and ocean

Is all you can hear

Come on, come on

Let's get away from here

Sugar & Spice by Hatchie (2018) Really Did That™️

“So Bad Blood... Um... this is not the song that I thought I would finish this whole 8 year project with. I mean that definitely was not my original plan... but after a pretty big falling out with a lot of my family last year, I had been looking at my own family history, and very differently, like now I have a lot more pieces and it's... it's a very different picture than I used to see it as. A lot of these things were happening when I was working on this last record so I wound up weaving it directly into this story. I mean there were elements of my family all along in all of the records, but this song is the most... direct I have ever been about my own past. And yeah without getting into too many gory details it kinda covers me getting kicked out of my house at 14 after coming out to my folks and... It kinda goes into, I guess how when you don't quite fit in.. or play into people's narratives- even your own family's, you can become easy to dispose of, or at least that's what I read into. I mean I'm not upset I wrote this song and I'm fine with it being the end of the whole project now, but it's definitely one I don't think I will ever play again.”

- Ben Cooper (Radical Face)

Banks - Warm Water (Snakehips Remix)

And all those miles on your car, I wish that I could give ‘em back. I wish you never picked me up, I wish I never smiled back. And I wish I said nothin’ when you told me that you loved me. And all those fuckin’ love songs, I wish I never wrote them. But really most of all, I wish I wasn’t lying. And I wish I had the time, To tell you what I mean. I’m always showing up late, Like our very first date. I ran away to Hollywood, And said “I’ll see you some day.”