Thank you Ao3 for the Search Within Results feature. You are the only thing in my life that is perfect.

Anyone who read those? Are they good? I am just curious because i'll probably never touch them in my life and would like to know if the characterization is good. Not that this information is relevant but I found them while I was trying to discover if a CM fanfic was ever publised as an original book

So I like to search for gender bender sometimes because I think it's fun trash and I saw a few posts about female Spencer a while ago and since I can't come up with an answer by myself i'm thinking if anyone has an idea of who coud play a female version of Spencer? Thoughts?

I hope someone understands what I'll say because i'm trying to think about how to say it and i'm confused.

When I look for fics to read, most of the times the fics that I find are first person or limited tird person from the point of view of character a ( or from reader's pov if it's and x reader fic) there's nothing wrong with that but I'd like to see more of character b falling in love as well and their fellings towards character A. generaly I love to see the more introspective and introverted half of the couple falling in love. I don't know maybe i'm being anoying but I start to think " ok I know why A fell in love with B but why did B fell in love with A? When? How?" And if i'm reading x reader I can guess what would make reader fall in love with character but why that character, that I alredy know is amazing BECAUSE I'M READING ABOUT THEM, would fall in love with this version of reader?

Again nothing wrong what either POV just personal preferences and thoughts.

Ok I'll checkon the p*rn bots and other notification later but for now I just want to scream something into the void ( and yes, I know that I could coment this on AO3 itself but I choose not to do it)

If you are the person who wrote "can you hear my heart" ( then the odds are in my my favor) I just want to say that I loved each and every line of it. It's just amazing and even now, while writing this, i'm happy just thinking about it. It made feel cozy and soft and I just want to thank you for writing it. Maybe you already know how wonderful the story is but I'm trying to say obvious things more often.

But if you are not the author but ship Newtmas just go read it, for the first or tenth time, either way, I think it is worth it

One of the things that will always make angry is when it's shown that a character wishes a thing very much and the show/book/whatever ends without the character getting it or worse there's a time skip and suddenly the character alredy have the thing. Of course i'm not talking about death or others problems being the reason why the character can't make their dream come true, shit happens, c'est la vie. But if they want a thing very much I want to see the journey, the struggles, the little achivements or the sadness and the deception, the self loathing, the realization that it's not as good as they though it would be or that they aren't good enough

One of my favorite tropes (if I can even call it "trope") is when everyone calls Character A by a nickname except for the character B who call them by the full first name/a different nickname. I don't know why but it hits me, it's like " every time you think about that name you will think about me", especially if character B does it with that intention in mind and/or gets jealous when other person uses the name/nickname

They killed the love interest! That's awesome! Unless it's Newt... I love Newt too. And that letter, I almost cried,,, but no... they had to shoe Thomas carving Teresa's name on the rock... but let's see the bright side of things... I can read Newtmas fanfics now

I'm watching the Maze Runner's movies for the first time and so far I like it, althoug I don't understand the reason behind the maze thing completely there's action, pretty people, a new fandom to explore, nothing revolutionary but it's ok, they don't try to shove a bad couple down my throat too much and the fact that I won't need to read 3 books to read the fanfics it's *chef's kiss* you know? But I feel like Thomas' motivations are kinda shallow, I mean, he doesn't remember anything before the maze so how does he know that the villain are THAT BAD? As far as my poor abilities to measure time can tell he was in the maze for 3 weeks max and nothing really bad happens to him,why he chooses "rebel himself" when the others are happily brainwashed and kinda conformed alredy? Why bother to save the life of people that he barely knows? Why figth for freedom in a fucked up world when he doesn't even remember if he has a reason for it? If it is worth it? And why fall in love with such a boring girl? Just because she has a V? I will settle with "he is curious" and survival instinct and "just because she has a v" and move on to the last movie.

I feel like the only person who can be a bit happy in the good doctor is Shaun. Everytime anybody else is the focus is never for a good reason. To be honest, I feel like The Good Doctor is a bad show and the fact that I keep watching it makes me feel stupid. I hate the characters because they could be so much more but they are weak because Shaun need to be The Smart One all the time. I hate the weak development of the couples. I hate Leah. I hate the fact that they don't try to make Shaun more independent and I hate that earthquake. It's easy for Shaun to be "the good doctor" because everything else is bad

I just want to say that I love Morgan Reznick. That's all. Somethings need to be said

Morgan is analyzing Claire and I'm shipping them

Why I don't like any canon ships in The good doctor? Come on Carly and Shaun are so cute together, and Melendez helping Claire during her first surgery was a very heart warming scene. The writers suck at writing romance,that is the only explanation because even Lim and Melendez were bad and they had so much potencial as a couple. Also why tf Jessica is gone? She was amazing. All my favorite characters are disappering,

Oh shit, I was on Pinterest living my life, procastinating and fangirling and I discovered a thing called Maladaptative Daydreaming and now, suddenly, I make sense. I thoughts I was just dramatic and anxious and had a very creative imagination but what if I have that?

Since i'm not very good at keeping up with fandom updates I just discovered that Warrior nun was cancelled ( which is weird because I thought that season 3 was confirmed, but, again I'm bad with updates). My point is: How dare you netflix? I mean Season 2 was even better than Season 1, Warrior nun has an amazing mc ( which is rare, most of the mc are boring af) amazing plot and amazing side characters as well. Yeah, the first time I watched I though it would be crap but that is a marketing problem because the quality, oh, the quality was there, so instead of canceling good shows you should promote them because I KNOW that you do a lot of marketing but, unfourtunately, only if it's for crappy things

So...... I opened my computer to write the christmas story but now I'm procastinating.... by writing another thing. Does it still counts as procastination? I don't know but I'm having fun

It sucks that I get ideas more often than I actually write because right now I'm trying to think about how Lisa Reisert could become a villan on Red Eye