today i was at a demonstration. We demonstrated 3 rapists who got to go free. during the demonstration i saw a 70 year old woman. this absolutely broke me. She was taking pictures of the people there and i am just astounded that we still have to fight for something as simple as prosecution for criminals.

speaking my truth

this allogator i saw thinks its joji😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹

all my followers are bots. My biggest fans😍

im trans in norway. everytime i go outside i am ridiculed and laughed at. People bark at me and make crude gestures. Im just a guy less fortunate than them, im struggling.

Their actions should not affect me yet i find myself nitpicking everything i do, i stare in the mirror and pray that when the next day comes i will be someone else.

Maybe in another life i am content with myself, for now i will keep inside and hide away until my bones rot and my skin is as pale as the bedsheets i lay in. Maybe in another life i am not myself.

The problem with Dahmer

The Dahmer show that released on netflix has sparked a lot of controversy. This is because of the exploitation of the victims in order to tell dahmers story. Instead of this being the case, it should have explained it from the victims point of view. The dahner show humanizes dahmer and at times even tries to make us feel empathy for him. In the scene where young dahmer walks in on his mother having an overdose, clearly shows his trauma and tries to rationalize dahmers behavior later in his life. People forget that this is a real human being who killed and murdered real people. Real underprivileged people. The show doesnt only show how dahmer felt guilt, it also (at times) comes across as a fethisization of the man himself. Its no secret that middle aged woman around the world find homosexual relationships to be a turn on, but they also chose evan peters to play this role, a man who many already finds very attractive. Crossing this with him playing dahmer makes it come across as if theyre trying to make him seem normal or like an attractive guy who “struggles” with his life and identity, they want us to see his point if view. But if anyone understood his point of view they would turn in to him. The creators subconsciously wanted us to be empathic towards him and have an understanding for what he did. its really disgusting how they portrayed him, and in my opinion this show should never have been made. Documentaries show how killers like him are, and what has happened with them, without glorifying it in any way. Thats my biggest issue with dahmer, they glorified him and his acts and his emotions and it is disgusting

my big sister will always be my best friend, shes the only one who has known me through all the phases of my life. i love her more than i could ever imagine i could love someone

in 2010 a boy from brazil moved to the small island i live on. We were in the same class for 10 years, even though he was a year older.

He went to parties, he got his license and he has two younger siblings. One of them is still a toddler. On a sunday in late january i got a call from my close friend saying he had gone missing. he hadn’t answered his phone after he fought with a friend at a party.

It was late and before i went to bed i prayed, im not religious but my mum always said that its nice to believe in something when it truly matters.

That monday, at 3ish am my partner woke me up. He had been found, he had been found dead, the most probable cause was drowning or freezing to death after hed been in the ocean. I mourned for him, for the child i knew him as. The class clown who always made everyone happy.

Right after the accident i thought about him a lot. i cried in the school bathroom. I never thought i would cry because of him, i didnt really talk to him the last 3 years of his life because we moved away and started separate schools so i didnt think id think about him much.

I feel guilt, i feel guilty for being able to remember him, when i know his youngest sibling wont. I feel guilty for the time i kicked him on accident and he started crying. I feel guilty for holding a grudge towards him after he asked me out as a joke, i feel guilty for leaving his funeral early when i was sick, i feel guilty for not stopping what happened. I feel guilty for feeling guilty.

His funeral was the first time in 3 years i had seen my classmates from that school, i probably wont see them again.

I continue mourning him and thinking about him. All my school memories, hes there, in the back laughing and making others laugh. I pray and hope that nothing like that happens again, no matter who it is.

i miss him, even though i barley thought about him before it happened, i wish i couldve changed what happened. He was a normal teenager who deserved to live

when i was 15 i moved out of my parents house to study, because the island i grew up on didnt have a high school i could attend. I got all new friends and drifted away from the ones i had known all my life. All the people im close to now met me these past 4 years.

everyday im thankful that i have a big sister, she keeps the memory of my childhood alive. shes the only one who truly knows me as a child, who has seen me through all phases of life and has always been there for me. having a sister has saved my memories and i will be forever grateful for that. Now the new people in my life will know the real me, and my sister will know the journey and challenges i went through to get where i am. I love her more than i can explain

this scene always stuck out to me because if they were separating wouldn’t the right cinematography choice for them to be going in different directions? i think it was intentional, foreshadowing even,

jack and ennis heading in the same direction, but jack is ahead of ennis. they’re both going the same way, ennis getting there a littler later than jack, too later.

jeg skulle ønske jeg var en annen person

why are we letting twitter be funnier than us

It’s so fucked up how tiktok culture has made clout-poisoned people turn the public into content, every day I see people minding their business have their entire faces put online for thousands of likes, a couple kissing on the train, a lady dancing across a cross walk, a guy nodding his head to the music at a club, a lady buying a banana at the store, ring camera footage of the neighbors kids being stupid. Just let people live jfc

Brokeback Mountain,

when i first watched this movie i was bedridden for 3 days because i couldnt stop crying. Having to find fix-it fics on AO3 just to dull the pain a little. It is another tragic love story. In the face of poverty and helplessness Jack and Ennis both go to Joe Aguirre in search of a stable place to work. While on this mountain herding the sheep, Jack and Ennis experience a spark, a spark that grows into a fire, a fire thats burning down their lives while simultaneously taking a hold of them in a way they’ve never experienced before. burning everything they know and love. Ennis’ fear of commitment to a man because of the traumatic experiences he had when his father was still around, scared to face these problems he runs iff and marries Alma. Ennis reunites with Jack 4 years after and is dragged back into this hazardous fire that grabs a hold of them both. This time around however they both have families, children, wives. And i think thats important to remember because through the film you see Jacks willingness to up and leave them all just for the sake of Ennis. His love for Ennis is bigger than just the two cowboys out in the suburbs of wyoming and texas. Its this swallowing feeling, a feeling of loving something so much you cant even put it into words, and on top of that youre not allowed to act upon them.

Brokeback Mountain is easily my favorite movie of all time. The cinamatography mixed with the beautiful gut-wrenching story line is something that only a few directors have achieved. This is one of the movies i could talk about for forever, it’s meanings hidden so deep within, all the subtle hints and the longing feelings and the heartbreak. This movie has so many layers.

The best scene of the movie isnt any of the ones of them together, in my opinion it is the scene after theyve come back from the mountain. Jack has just droven off and Ennis starts walking, he suddend\ly rouches over and starts retching. The overwhelming feeling in this scene show just how deep their releationship will last, how much it truly means to them both. Ennis acts calm and collected while on the mountain, when he gets down and is alone for he first time in months he finaly lets all the emotions go, he doesnt hold back. The guilt he must be feeling because of his father, the adoration he has for Jack. Its like everythig comes crashing down on him all at the same time. The overwhelming feeling of not knowing what was next, his whole life has changed in such a short amount of time. He is in love with Jack and he knows it, but he cant do anything about it because of the timing and the place.

That feeling is such a reletable and crushing feeling. The feeling of suffocating while also feeling like you’re dreaming. This movie is such an amazing portrayl og being gay. It doesnt make it seem perfect, it shows us how bad it can get, and how some people never have and never will get to terms with it. After Jacks death, Ennis moves into a trailor, his daughter and ex-wife concerned for him because hes alone all the time, but thats just it. He found his forever person and that person was taken away from him. You never get over something like that. It takes a hold of you and its all you can think about.

This is my favorite movie, and it will continue to be one of the best of all time in my opinion. I cannot reccomend it enough.

“Jack, I swear.”

i write movie essays when im drunk, heres one of them. written a few weeks back:

1917. one of the best movies. people like to say its running scene is the most iconic scene in the movie, thats it is the best scene but i have to disagree. its the build up to this scene that is the best part. seeing the thrband utter horror of the world around you. it doesnt romanticize war like other movies do. Saving private ryan is a perfect example of this, they get shown as heroes, while in this movie you see the fear of two young men wanting to help themselves sonthey can get home safely.

Blakes need to save his brother so him and his mum wont have to got through the grief and horror that comes along with it and schofield need to be done with the war before he can return home. its a movie about love, it show these young mens love for the other side, for people, for their families. it has so many layers and it portrays it in suxh a beautiful and heartbreaking way. seeing the love and hearing the live schofiles has for blake during blakes last moments. seeing the colour drain from his fave, the far gone burning of the barn that neither pay attention too. how out of place they seem compared to the beautiful blossoms trees, the blue sky and the green grass. the day was as perfect as any war day coukdve been until the nazi stabbed blake. seeing how horrible schofileds experiences are after hes no longer doing it with blake. the feeling he has if drowning in his own thoughts and actuons. the death scene is the most beautiful and terrifying scene in the whole movie, maybe not the most iconic but definitely the most beautiful one. it is unmatched

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