I am once again in dire need of a hug and some hand holding.

Having a girlfriend and being loved unconditionally would fix me.

Hugging her and holding her hand would mean everything!

Talking to her feels like a warm hug.

Honestly one of the best feelings in the whole world is to finally -after all this time, find a person who accepts you exactly the way you are. Someone who likes the things about you that others made fun of or criticized. Someone who is kind and friendly to you while others made you feel like you will never belong.

*The girl I love doing anything*

Me: "Wow! Amazing! Look at her! She is so cool! How is she so amazing?!? Can't believe it! Wow! Wow! Wow!"

Okay, but what if you are really sleepy and I'm really sleepy too, so we take a nap together while holding hands!!!

Genuine question at other women who also present or identify more masculine (masc/butch, any other): Do you ever deny yourself to have even the slightest bit of sexual attraction towards other women? Even if it's just thinking"Wow, she looks hot!" Because you're so worried that you could be a thread?

Can't wait for the day when I can finally meet her and hold her hand, and give her a hug!

Long distance hand-holding should be a thing! Like no matter how far away the other person is we should be able to hold their hand!

Friendly reminder that butch/masc's don't have to be muscular or be super into workouts or weight lifting. No matter what our body type looks like, it doesn't make us less butch/masc.

I want a relationship! I want to fall asleep next to her and wake up next to her! I want to support her every day! I want to be by her side and hold her hand! I want to hear her talk about her day to me, every single day.

Reminder, if you are butch/masc, it doesn't mean that you are not allowed to be soft and sensitive. Just because some people see it as a weakness. Its not! Be soft! Be sensitive! Be empathic! There is so much strength in that!

I met her and for the first time in my life I don't feel so lonely anymore. For the first time there is someone who understands me.

Other people my age: *Getting married, buying a house, moving abroad, having children.*

Me: ... I have successfully made an friend online, she is all I have and and I will treasure her forever!:)

The universe: "okay, let me make the most perfect girl imaginable, make her your soulmate, and then let me put her on the other side of the planet. :)"

"Butches/masc can't like pink! It's a feminine colour only!"

Wow, your world-view sound really sad and boring actually!