I talked with an old friend on the phone for a hour and a half tonight and it was awesome. I really missed her. It’s crazy that so many years passed where we didn’t talk and we were able to reconnect and joke, laugh, and talk about our lives and what we’re going through now. I don’t know, I just really wanted to post about it because I’m really happy!

“Promise me not to hide yourself when you’re in pain, it’s unfair that we laughed together but you cried alone”

— Unknown

zeewipark

sorry i called you a fucking idiot i was trying to flirt

KyoAni Month || Day 4: Favorite KyoAni Movie ↳ Kyoukai No Kanata: I’LL BE HERE - Mirai-hen

The abandoned city of Pripyat, Ukraine.

Biggest D you've ever had ?

Depression

Kindergartener. ♡

Amelia’s 1st Day of Kindergarten! ✧

My little girl started Kindergarten yesterday! It was crazy emotional for a lot of reasons. Obviously beginning with the standard, “my baby is growing up so fast” feelings. Those really didn’t hit me right away. It wasn’t until she was walking through the gate to go join the rest of her class when she suddenly turned, ran back, and hugged me tight. She said, “Bye, Mommy. I love you!” and went back through that gate with confidence and a hunger for knowledge and adventure.

It was then. That’s when I felt it all.

I waited until I got to my car before I let it all out. That’s right, I was THAT mom. I sobbed. Ugly, messy, snotty, blubbering bawling.

But it wasn’t solely because the stress of getting her ready, physically and mentally, had fallen off my shoulders.

It wasn’t only because of the memories of holding her in my arms for the first time in the hospital, watching her take her first steps, hearing her first words. Not only because of how big, smart, and beautiful she’s gotten.

It was the realization that I almost didn’t get to witness this. That I wouldn’t have been here for this. My heart felt like it was bursting from all the love and appreciation I had for this moment. I thanked God. I got to take my daughter to her first day of Kindergarten. I got to see her smiling face, the twinkle of excitement and wonder in her eyes, feel the warmth in that last hug before school starts, and feel the love behind that, “Bye, Mommy. I love you!”. Throughout this entire journey, I have felt so humble and blessed, but this was so much more.

So yeah, I was THAT mom.

And I’m proud of it. ♡

my favorite drawings from 2021! 

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my shop

Church girls! ☼

Life size Alolan Exeggutor at the Taoyuan International Airport in Taiwan.

KinnPorsche in a nutshell but also a huge mood in general

Jesse being adorable. ♡

Dont tell me that right after vegaspete have their moment of pete saying "i'm human too, i have feelings" that kim wearing a shirt that says human on it while trying to call the boy he has feelings for will GO UNNOTICED BY ME