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A chaotic queer 15yo named Chou rambling about random things. Aspiring author, artist, musician, poet, and comedian. Feel free to DM. (Minor! NSFW, anti-LGBT, racist, anti-semitist, etc DNI)
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Me when I see the test questions
Taylor swift in "Down Bad"
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Yes, you are. If you weren't, you wouldn't have your mutuals' sorry asses be so fond of you (including me).
im not a good friend
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I got obsessed with the polyamorous Party idea again, save me 😭 (In my idea of it, Will dates Mike (gay), Dustin (pan), and Lucas (bi). Lucas also dates Max (also bi), and El's the one who's just there for some reason and somehow connected to the polycule but they don't know how lol. Just my interpretation, other ideas are valid!)
#omg I need this fic#I personally would add El dating Max (and lucas maybe?)#i love this it’s just so cuuuute#<- prev#omg you're right#i love this#it's part of the fic now#want me to gift it to you?#what's your ao3?
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I got obsessed with the polyamorous Party idea again, save me 😭 (In my idea of it, Will dates Mike (gay), Dustin (pan), and Lucas (bi). Lucas also dates Max (also bi), and El's the one who's just there for some reason and somehow connected to the polycule but they don't know how lol. Just my interpretation, other ideas are valid!)
#stranger things#byler#byclair#henderbyers#lumax#will byers#mike wheeler#lucas sinclair#dustin henderson#max mayfield#el hopper#Poly ST#stranger things fanfiction
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Being a young adult is so strange. You enter a coffee shop. The 20 year old girl waiting behind you cried all night because she just came to a new city for university and she feels so alone. That 27 year old guy over there works a job he is overqualified for, he lives with his parents and wants to move out but doesn't know what to do about it. That one 24 year old dude already has a car, a house, and a job waiting for him once he graduates thanks to his dad's connections. The 26 year old barista couldn't complete his higher education because he has to work and take care of his family. The 28 year old girl sitting next to you has no friends to go out with so she is texting her mother. That couple (both 25 years old) are married and the girl is pregnant. The 29 year old writing something on her laptop has realized that she chose the wrong major so she is trying to start all over. We are not alone in this, but we are actually so alone. Do you feel me
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Based on that pepsi post that haunts me at night.
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*peeks around the corner*
*stares dead into your eyes as I effortlessly take a bite out of your door*
:)
>:0 hOW DARE YOU
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Icky :(
Hi, hammer mom! How are you? :D
fuckin eepy! n warm. its fuckin hot out today :(
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Happy Pride Month!
Faust the Crow loves you even more than she did the last 2 years!
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Me-coded for real
Me: The autism isn't that bad!
*Two conversations happen near me at the same time*
My brain: BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Me: I’m not that disabled by my autism -
Also me also overtired and -stimulated to fuck :
🗡️M Y B R A I N I S F U L L O F B E E S🗡️
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S2 shed scene -- Will/Vecna POV -- part 2 of 2.
[Finally finished the Bylerween comic! And only *checks watch* six months late!]
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Kind of funny. SPN was supposed to end in s5, with Sam in Hell, Cas in Heaven, and Dean on Earth, living with a wife and a son. But it ends after ten more season later with Cas in superhell, Dean in Heaven, and Sam on Earth, living with a wife and a son. Like some fucked up game of musical chairs. Except the chairs are never taken, the song remains the same, and they’re just going in circles. Anyways, Happy November 19th.
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When you are overwhelmed:
Find a quieter place
I find it helpful to go outside or on a short walk, possibly with some soft music or white noise.
Getting away from loud or overlapping sounds helps immensely
I also prefer dimmer lights or natural lighting when possible.
Hydrate
Water is essential for all bodily functions, including sensory and emotional regulation.
Have your preferred water bottle with you and sip slowly. Add flavouring or ice if desired
Eat something
Again, taking care of your needs is key
If possible, get a small snack and eat slowly. My system usually keeps oyster crackers with us. They’re bland but have a good amount of salt which is important for us, as we have POTS
Most of our overstimulation is caused by being hungry and not realising it
Identify irritating clothing
Is an article of clothing too tight? Are you too cold or too warm? Is something itching?
Once you’ve identified anything that’s uncomfortable, make any adjustments you can that will remedy the issue
These solutions don’t have to be conventional to be effective. Flipping socks inside out can prevent you from feeling the seams. Dabbing cool water on your wrist and/or ankles can help cool you down.
Stimming
Stimming, or self-stimulatory behaviour, can help calm you down.
Safely stimming can include tapping your fingers, chewing gum, rocking back and forth etc.
There are also stim toys and chewable necklaces for this purpose. I have recommendations if anyone needs them
Identify and Devise a Solution
What led you to feeling overwhelmed?
Write down, either physically or digitally, what caused this and start to plan a solution
If it is a problem with completing a task, We use an app called Goblin Tools. It’s free on the website and the app is $0.99, neither of which have ads. It has a to do list that uses AI to break down your task into steps. It also has a feature to identify tone in writing among other things.
Break down your plan into small, manageable pieces. You don’t need to do everything right now.
Final steps
Communicate your needs to others. If you need to adjust your environment or tasks to accommodate your needs, tell others clearly what you need and how they can help
Breathe. You’re going to be okay. You are not a failure for needing to take a break. You are not a failure for being unable to take on everything at once.
You’ve got this
- Levi
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Mine has Will being self-destructive and despising himself, while in Mike’s POV I have page-long paragraphs of how perfect Will is and Mike talking about how he would believe it if Will confessed to being an angel or even God 😭 (gay idiots, I adore them)
The best byler fanfics are chapters with wills pov being "I hate myself omg mike hates me too I'm disgusting for having these feelings why am I not dead yet?" And then Mike's pov right after being "god wills so amazing i want to make out with him"
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I genuinely don't believe that a single Supernatural character is straight. I just know, in my heart of hearts, that every last one of them is queer as fuck.
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