fuck it friday

tagged by @tizniz @diazsdimples @bidisasterevankinard 💖

my bucktommy the will talk fic didn't get to the will yet but we're getting there slowly lol somehow they're talking about the sperm donor storyline rn, idk, i'm just letting them talk and writing it down haha

for now have this lil snippet (here's hoping I'll finish it soon and won't get carried away with another >5k lmao)

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“Kind of? I mean, I tried not to think about it a lot before, but then Kameron was pregnant, and by the end I kinda got involved, and then I delivered the baby-” he starts rambling, and he knows it’s all very vague, and maybe one day soon he’ll tell Tommy the full story in detail, but right now it’s not that important.

“Of course you did.” Tommy shakes his head fondly, and then leans in to press a sweet kiss to the top of Buck’s nose. “You’re incredible.”

“I- she gave birth on my couch.” Buck just says, face burning from the affection. He doesn’t think he’ll ever get used to the effect Tommy has on him. “It was cheaper to buy a new one instead of clean it. But it was an awful couch, anyway.” he adds, like it matters to the topic, and Tommy chuckles. “But it- it felt good. To be able to help them, to- to give them this, you know?"

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Requested by @buddiesmutslut here's number 9 the lawyer Eddie and innocent Buck fic! I tried my best to make things clear but still keep the air of suspense lol. Also, yes Buck is going through it right now.

Tick, tock, tick, tock, the hands of the clock continued moving but Buck was frozen still. This was a warning, this should be a warning, right? He may act as if he wasn't scared but in reality, he was losing his goddamn mind. Coming home to his place being absolutely trashed was a big wake-up call. He needs to stop this. Yes, his loft wasn't his home, never was, but still, it was a place that gave him shelter for so long, and seeing it like this was painful.

There was a time when he was his own person, and had no one who could suffer the consequences of his actions but now it was different. He had Bobby, Chimney, Hen, and Eddie, oh my god Eddie.

It was as if Eddie had some special power when it came to Buck and suddenly his loft opened to reveal Eddie.

“Hey so Bobby was doing some research and I think-”

“I'm withdrawing the case.” Eddie looked at him as if Buck had lost his mind but in reality, today was the first time ever since this all started that he was really thinking.

“What are you talking about and why are you cleaning the loft?” Buck needed the previous Eddie who didn't care about him so much. He needed him to ask less questions and do what he was asked to.

“Because it doesn't matter. It's not like I can practice after this so why even bother?” Some time ago they were standing at the exact place where Buck screamed about how important his job was to him and how he needed Eddie to trust him and today at the same place he's asking, no begging Eddie to leave him alone.

“Buck-”

“No Eddie, maybe I deserved it. I mean it was my fault, right? I took an oath to save people and I couldn't so maybe I do deserve it. Or what do you know, maybe I did kill him? Maybe-”

“Buck! If there's one thing I know about you is that you'd never hurt anyone on purpose-”

“What do you even know about me? Nothing. I just want you-” Buck needed Eddie to just go away. If Eddie said anything else Buck would completely break down and tell him everything that happened. And that's what Buck didn't want. He didn't want Eddie to put himself and in turn Chris in more danger because of Buck.

“I know how you act like you like dark coffee when your favorite is oat milk vanilla frappuccino. I know how you feel bad for killing a moth, a literal moth because it did nothing wrong. I know how you give your whole heart for someone without anything in return because that's how selfless you are, Buck. So yeah, I know you. I know you to the core and that's how I know that something is wrong.” One side of Buck wanted to cry in front of Eddie after everything he just said. There was finally someone who saw his whole existence and still thought he was worthy of something and yet he couldn't.

Christopher, the absolute treasure of his life would be in danger and Buck would literally walk through fire alone if it kept Chris safe. And if the fire was Eddie's disappointment and hurt, then so be it.

“Eddie, I want to withdraw the case”

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wip wednesday

tagged by @theotherbuckley @daffi-990 @tizniz @bidisasterevankinard @dangerpronebuddie @hoodie-buck 💖

I'm jumping between wips and ships so much rn, but trust me, it's even more chaotic in my brain like at all times lol it's so annoying

wasn't gonna post today but I figured I'd share a bit of the cheating fic bc I moved my self-imposed deadline to middle of may and istg I'm not moving it again so I need motivation to finish this lmao

(this scene is fighting me ngl, but I need it, and it's just gonna need a lot of editing but for now this is just a rough draft lol)

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Not breaking the kiss, Eddie shifts, throwing his leg over Buck’s lap, straddling him, and Buck’s hands immediately wrap around his hips, bringing him closer, as close as possible, just needing Eddie closer. Eddie gasps when their crotches collide, and breaks the kiss, Buck’s lips moving to Eddie’s neck.

“Buck.” Eddie whispers. “Buck, we- we should talk.” Eddie tries, but one of his hands is tangled in Buk’s hair, holding on tight. Buck stills his movements, looks up at Eddie and sees reluctance in his face. He’s not sure if it’s reluctance to stop or continue, and he needs to know for sure, would never want Eddie to feel pressured in any way. They have no alcohol to blame this time, after all.

“If you want to, let’s stop, and we can talk.” Buck says, voice a little shaky as he adds, “But we can always talk tomorrow?”, knowing this is a very bad decision, once again. He’s looking at Eddie’s face and sees something complicated, a conflict, a battle with himself. His eyes roam over Buck’s face, lingering on his eyes, then lips, then back to eyes. In the end, some part of Eddie wins, or loses, and he captures Buck’s lips with his own again.

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@diazsdimples

Thank you so much for the tag🥹 honestly the quiz results seem too good to be true haha

Tags: @smilingbuckley @theotherbuckley @steadfastsaturnsrings

I was tagged by @sortinets Thank you so much!! i just love picrews ashdjas <3

1. Do this uquiz.

2. Do this picrew.

3. Tag people.

tagging: @totallynotmystuff @hyperobsession @devoured-by-shadows @ramblingoak & @come-mist-eternal if you want to 🤗🤗

In 2023, 27-year-old Buck yearns for his missing boyfriend Edmundo, who's been presumed dead for two years. On his birthday, he wishes to "see him again." Meanwhile, in 2004, a 17-year-old Evan pines for someone who doesn't return his feelings. His birthday wish is to "become the person that Eddie loves." A mysterious cassette player transports Buck into Evan's life as he awakens in the past, facing a shocking twist where he is living the life of Evan, a high schooler. The person beside him isn't his Edmundo but Eddie. Stuck in the past, living Evan's life, Buck must prevent his impending death in the following year. Meanwhile Eddie, his new classmate, unexpectedly develops feelings for him, complicating matters as his friend Tommy also harbors a crush.

A very small description of the fic that I'm working on.

Tags: @smilingbuckley @theotherbuckley @buddiesmutslut @wikiangela @cal-daisies-and-briars @honestlydarkprincess @estheticpotaeto

2023

“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Buck, happy-”

It's said that when celebrating your birthday, one should wish for three things. The first two should be said loudly because those are the things that'd make you happy if they come true but won't hurt you a lot. But the third wish, the third wish should be said very quietly because even though people believe it's to make sure they do come true, in reality it was to avoid the disappointment that one would face lest they don't.

That's why Buck, in his third wish even though it was physically impossible, hoped to see Edmundo once again.

2004

“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Evan, happy-”

As Eddie and Tommy continued singing for Evan, Evan only wished for one thing, to be the person Eddie loves.

Note: Buck and Evan are different people just like Eddie and Edmundo are. I know it's a bit confusing but it will be clear very soon. This one's inspired by a Taiwanese show, someday or one day.

Tags: @smilingbuckley @honestlydarkprincess @wikiangela @steadfastsaturnsrings @theotherbuckley @cinematics123 @buddiesmutslut

Will upload snippets of a lot of fanfics by the end of this week! I'm on vacation right now and the network here sucks😭 will be sharing pretty pics though.

Here's one for example

2023

“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Buck, happy-”

It's said that when celebrating your birthday, one should wish for three things. The first two should be said loudly because those are the things that'd make you happy if they come true but won't hurt you a lot. But the third wish, the third wish should be said very quietly because even though people believe it's to make sure they do come true, in reality it was to avoid the disappointment that one would face lest they don't.

That's why Buck, in his third wish even though it was physically impossible, hoped to see Edmundo once again.

2004

“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Evan, happy-”

As Eddie and Tommy continued singing for Evan, Evan only wished for one thing, to be the person Eddie loves.

Note: Buck and Evan are different people just like Eddie and Edmundo are. I know it's a bit confusing but it will be clear very soon. This one's inspired by a Taiwanese show, someday or one day.

Tags: @smilingbuckley @honestlydarkprincess @wikiangela @steadfastsaturnsrings @theotherbuckley @cinematics123 @buddiesmutslut

Tidbit Tuesday/WIP Wednesday

Tagged for TTT by: @underwaterninja13 @perfectlysunny02 @actuallyitsellie @tizniz @exhuastedpigeon @rogerzsteven @cal-daisies-and-briars @wikiangela @dangerpronebuddie @jesuisici33 @bidisasterevankinard @diazsdimples @thewolvesof1998 tagging you all back for WIP Wednesday

Uh so here’s more from “Eddie goes back in time and meets Buck 1.0” yes I did forget about this fic in the midst of bi Buck and bucktommy sorry 🫣. Anyway me and @diazsdimples were writing this uhhh I’ll write more… eventually (I have 2 tests tomorrow and the day after and 4 assignments to do so like once uni fucks off a bit I can write more I swear)

By the time they reach Buck’s place, Eddie is aching in his pants. He’d had to stop and adjust himself twice on the way over, much to Buck’s amusement, who kept looking at him smirking. Eddie could see the thick line of Buck’s dick pressing against his own jeans, so he’s happy to know the struggle is mutual.

“Huh, guess nobody’s home,” Buck says as they walk through the door before his whole expression changes, and he smiles. “It’s my lucky day,” he grins, “means I get to do this.”

Buck slams Eddie against the door, hungrily kissing him again. His hands drift down Eddie’s chest before creeping under his shirt.

“Off, off,” Buck demands, tugging at the hem of Eddie’s shirt.

“As you wish,” Eddie jokes, reaching down to do just that. Buck slaps his hand away.

“Wait, no, let me,” Buck says, and of course Eddie lets him. He has no idea why the fuck he’s here or if any of this is real, but boy, is he enjoying it.

“So fucking hot,” Buck says, staring at Eddie’s body. A deep red blush blooms across Eddie’s cheeks, spreading down his neck. “Pretty, too,” Buck chuckles.

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@fortheloveofbuddie @goforkinard @wildlife4life @honestlydarkprincess @eddiebabygirldiaz @spagheddiediaz @your-catfish-friend @ladydorian05 @giddyupbuck @eowon @elvensorceress @watchyourbuck @steadfastsaturnsrings @housewifebuck @king-buckley @rainbow-nerdss @evanbegins @bucksbirthmark  @daffi-990 @aspecbuddie @lover-of-mine @nmcggg @monsterrae1 @smilingbuckley @loveyouanyway @hippolotamus @incorrect9-1-1 @buckdefencesquad @actualalligator @pirrusstuff @babybibuck @buddieswhvre @loserdiaz @bucksbignaturals

👶👶👶 PLEASE

👶 - magically deaged buck

Using this as my tidbit tuesday even though its not a tidbit but 3 paragraphs but I'm channeling my inner Buck and say rules are meant to be broken👉😌👉 (those are meant to be fingerguns why is there not a fingergun emoji)

“Seems clean enough,” Bobby says with a chuckle. “Want to do rock, paper, scissors on who has to dry him off?”

Athena huffs, “He’s only three and already rubbing off on you. I gave him a bath, you dry him off. There are clothes on the counter… that is, if he didn’t grow out of them yet… does he look taller to you?”

Bobby studies Buck. The toddler is slapping at the water and giggling to himself. “Normally he ages when we’re asleep and not during the day. But I won’t pretend to understand the rules of this… curse?” It still feels weird to say. Only a few weeks ago he was still blissfully ignorant of magic actually existing. Now he is questioning everything in the history of the earth.

Still doing this game so if you want me to share another snippet for a WIP, check here how to make me write :)

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tease tidbit tuesday

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started another bucktommy wip 🙈 they consumed me, and im not even mad haha

I was just thinking at work and thought about buck telling tommy about the will (this is gonna get there i promise lol and I think the sperm donor thing too bc this is bucktommy endgame fic and buck wants it all out there haha)

ngl im lowkey annoyed bc I had a whole convo in my head and it was so good, but couldn't write it down and forgot half of it, but I think it came back to me more or less haha

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In Buck's defense, he doesn’t mean to ask this question right then. It just slips out. He's lying in the big, strong arms of his very hot, amazing boyfriend, both sweaty and still breathless. He’s blissed out and fucked out, and so content and still dizzy after a mindblowing orgasm. He doesn’t have a lot of control over his thoughts and words right now. So he surprises even himself when the question flies out of him.

“Do you want to have children?” he asks casually, absentmindedly playing with their intertwined fingers where they're splayed on his chest.

“What?” Tommy asks, surprise and even shock evident in his voice, and only then Buck realizes what he said, and he feels his eyes widen and face starts to burn, and he stares at the ceiling, but feels Tommy’s gaze on the side of his head.

“I- I- I mean, like ever, some day, down the line- not like- I mean, you know, I- I just thought we should talk about it if- if- if it’s going where I hope it’s going- because I- we’ve been together for a while and I hope that- I think I-” he starts rambling and stumbling over his words, panicking just a little bit. Fuck, they’ve been doing so good the past few months, it’s honestly his best relationship he’s been in, probably the longest, too, and now he goes and screws it up by being too much, too soon, too serious-

“Evan.” Tommy’s hand lands on his cheek, and he gently turns Buck’s head towards himself. He meets Tommy’s soft gaze, and relaxes a little instantly. Tommy doesn’t look freaked out, just surprised, but there’s a hint of a smile dancing on his lips.

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no pressure tags: @thebravebitch @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @watchyourbuck @eowon

@loserdiaz @evanbegins @ladydorian05 @wildlife4life @diazpatcher

@lover-of-mine @monsterrae1 @weewootruck @loveyouanyway @spagheddiediaz

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@911-on-abc @steadfastsaturnsrings @theotherbuckley @buddieswhvre @fortheloveofbuddie

@hoodie-buck @your-catfish-friend @hippolotamus @daffi-990 @honestlydarkprincess

@aroeddiediaz

fav lines game

rules: share your favourite lines or paragraph you've written from one of your fics, posted or wip.

tagged by @lover-of-mine @bidisasterevankinard @diazsdimples @dangerpronebuddie @hippolotamus

so ofc suddenly I'm forgetting everything I've ever written lol but here's some of the most recent ones idk

from I wanna breathe you in

“Both.” Buck nods, so confident and sure in this. “I want- I want my family, my friends to know that I’m- that I’m bi.” he says, a smile splitting his face. He’s taken a minute to label himself, but when he found this one, it felt right. Bisexual. That’s what he is, that’s what feels like him, like Buck, like Evan. Like all the parts of himself that felt scattered and chaotic and weren’t making any sense are finally settled in the right place, glued together by this realization, by this one simple word – bisexual. The only person who knows so far is Maddie, and he wants to tell everyone else, wants them all to know, and wants to share how happy he is. Besides, he thinks she’s going to explode if she keeps it from Chimney any longer – and once Chim knows, well, even with the best intentions, he sucks at keeping secrets. He doesn’t want Tommy to be his secret. “And I want them to know you’re my boyfriend.” he adds confidently.

from I'm comin' back, don't let me go

He feels like every single action, just getting up, getting dressed, pouring a glass of water, getting something to eat, just anything takes much more effort than it should, than it used to. Living takes much more effort than it used to. Sometimes he thinks maybe it’d be better if he- He doesn’t want to die, not again, not really, but he can’t help thinking that he’d rather not be here. Not when he feels the way he feels. He doesn’t feel like himself, he’s just putting up a front, a Buck-shaped mask in front of people. He feels like a hollow, empty vessel. He just- he doesn’t want to be here.

from you can see it with the lights out (you are in love)

 It’s sweet and soft, and it makes Buck’s stomach flutter even more, but at the same time it feels like everything is finally as it should be, like relief, like coming home after a long trip, like taking a breath of fresh air after being in a smoke-filled burning building. It feels familiar, like home, like they’ve been doing this forever, like maybe they’ve been in love through multiple lifetimes, always finding their way to each other. It’s a ridiculous thought, a little bit, that he knows Eddie would fondly roll his eyes at and tell him there’s no such thing as past lives or fate. Buck believes what he believes, though. He feels like he’s loved Eddie for an eternity, and he’ll love him for another one, or a hundred, or a thousand eternities, as long as the world keeps turning, and if there’s anything after that, then even longer. He’s never been more sure of anything in his life.

also this from my most recent fic bc for some reason i just love this little moment haha - we don't know where this is going now (don't be afraid of heights, let me open your heart wide) 

“I know.” Evan chuckles, his gaze settling on Tommy’s. “I just- I really want to.” “Okay.” Tommy repeats, smiling, and waiting. It’s fine if Evan changes his mind, but this is his to initiate. Tommy will wait. He’d wait forever, is the thing, and it’s scary, with how short they know each other. “Okay.” Evan echoes, and then he’s grabbing Tommy’s chin, similar to how Tommy grabbed his during their first kiss. His thumb nestles into his cleft, and Tommy sees a flash of an endeared smile before Evan’s lips are on his, fingers not letting him go.

no pressure tags: @elvensorceress @thebravebitch @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @watchyourbuck

@eowon @loserdiaz @evanbegins @ladydorian05 @wildlife4life

@diazpatcher @monsterrae1 @thewolvesof1998 @weewootruck @loveyouanyway

@spagheddiediaz @rainbow-nerdss @epicbuddieficrecs @pirrusstuff @spotsandsocks

@alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @nmcggg @rogerzsteven @giddyupbuck @tommykinards

@honestlydarkprincess @underwaterninja13 @exhuastedpigeon @911-on-abc @jesuisici33

@steadfastsaturnsrings @theotherbuckley @buddieswhvre @tizniz @daffi-990

@fortheloveofbuddie @hoodie-buck

Honestly, I was not expecting such a positive response from this one.🥹 I'm so glad that you all liked the ideas❤️

Will be posting the snippets slowly of the numbers requested. Meanwhile, you can send in more requests❤️🥹

Now that I'm officially done with buddie week, (yayyy) I was thinking of continuing all the other fics that I have in mind. So please help me choose one.

1. A universe where Buck gets shot and gets stuck in a timeloop

2. One where Buck and Eddie are still not on good terms and Eddie gets shot and Buck gets stuck in the timeloop

3. Firefighter Eddie and Nurse Buck

4. Rivals ceos where Buck suffers an accident and ends up in a universe where he's married to Eddie

5. Buddie fic related to Kaleidoscope of death

6. Secretly dating buddie where everyone knows but no one knows that the rest also know about them

7. Buck puts random things in Eddie's bag as a form of love language and Eddie thinks someone is haunting him

8. Pride and prejudice buddie

9. Lawyer Eddie and innocent Buck

10. Police Detective Eddie and behavior analyst Buck

11. Buck can see ghosts

12. Buddie college fic where they hate each other but do they really?

13. Buddie inspired by the hating game

Tags: @smilingbuckley @wikiangela @honestlydarkprincess @steadfastsaturnsrings @theotherbuckley @cinematics123

These are the ideas I have till now, send me asks to know more about the fics❤️

Now that I'm officially done with buddie week, (yayyy) I was thinking of continuing all the other fics that I have in mind. So please help me choose one.

1. A universe where Buck gets shot and gets stuck in a timeloop

2. One where Buck and Eddie are still not on good terms and Eddie gets shot and Buck gets stuck in the timeloop

3. Firefighter Eddie and Nurse Buck

4. Rivals ceos where Buck suffers an accident and ends up in a universe where he's married to Eddie

5. Buddie fic related to Kaleidoscope of death

6. Secretly dating buddie where everyone knows but no one knows that the rest also know about them

7. Buck puts random things in Eddie's bag as a form of love language and Eddie thinks someone is haunting him

8. Pride and prejudice buddie

9. Lawyer Eddie and innocent Buck

10. Police Detective Eddie and behavior analyst Buck

11. Buck can see ghosts

12. Buddie college fic where they hate each other but do they really?

13. Buddie inspired by the hating game

Tags: @smilingbuckley @wikiangela @honestlydarkprincess @steadfastsaturnsrings @theotherbuckley @cinematics123

These are the ideas I have till now, send me asks to know more about the fics❤️

Monday snippet whatever

Idk what the usual Monday thing is but I needed an excuse to share a snippet. Thanks to the 'make me write' post (which you can still send asks for) I got back into rewriting my 'Buck finds out he has a daughter' fic.

His breath catches, “That’s why you asked about the guestroom. You want to live with me.”

“Duh,” she answers, giving him a look. “You’re my father. You didn’t give up your parental rights so you don’t even need to adopt me… unless you don’t… want me.” She trails off. For a moment there is a deep sadness on her face, but she masks it quickly.

God. He’s only known her for, what, ten minutes? And he already sees so much of him in her.

“I do,” he answers. And he means it, he realizes. There’s suddenly a desperate feeling to protect her. To love her.

She looks up again, hesitant. “Are you sure? I’m a lot.”

He can’t help but laugh, “Yeah, you are my daughter.”

Interested in more? Send me the emoji in my ask haha

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🧑‍⚕️ this please🥹🥹

🧑‍⚕️ - dr eddie / hospital au

“I’m sure it will be fine,” Eddie reassures him, sitting down on the stool so he can access the wound better. “It can happen to anyone. There’s nothing you need to he embarrassed about.”

Make me write!

And I love to love you

wc: 3902

“Eddie, who is Buck to you?” Buck, Buck was the filter that made harsh sun rays soft, Buck was the clear blue sky after rainy days, he was the warm rays of sun after a cold night. He was not his world, but he made everything in his world better. If God forbid he ever lost Buck, Eddie would exist but that would be the only thing he could do, merely exist.

/the one where Eddie is in love and Buck gets a nightmare but it all works in the end/

Tags: @smilingbuckley @honestlydarkprincess @wikiangela @theotherbuckley @cinematics123 @911buddieweek @steadfastsaturnsrings @cal-daisies-and-briars

we don't know where this is going now (don't be afraid of heights, let me open your heart wide)

bucktommy rating: G words: 5.6k summary: Tommy cuts their first date short, but to his surprise he gets a call from Evan just a few days later. or, 7x05 from Tommy's POV.

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It’s honestly a surprise when just a few days later, late in the evening, Tommy’s phone rings, and Evan’s name pops up. His traitorous heart beats a little faster when he answers the call and leans against the kitchen counter, where he’s been finishing up making a late dinner. “Evan?” he asks, confused but trying to play it casually. He’s good at that. He thinks years of pretending, trying to act straight, playing off gay jokes and even joining in to not make anyone suspicious made him way too good at acting cool and unbothered. He’s definitely surprised and excited, though. “Hey.” he smiles to himself. “Uh, hey- hi, Tommy, hey.” Evan stutters, and Tommy can imagine that flustered smile.  “Hi.” Tommy greets him again, grinning now. “Gotta say, I didn’t really expect you to call.” “I- I know, I just- I wanted to talk?” he says it more like a question, then huffs quietly, takes a breath. “I was wondering if you’d like to grab a coffee. With me. Tomorrow morning?” he says, sounding nervous but hopeful. And Tommy- Tommy has had a very hard time trying to say no to Evan, especially when he doesn’t actually want to. Besides, they can be friends, if whatever potential for romance didn’t work out. He’d be fine with that. He’s friends with Eddie, anyway, so he’ll surely have to be around Evan sometimes, and he doesn’t want it to be weird. “If you’re not- if you’re not busy? “Yeah, okay.” Tommy responds, trying to ignore the excitement swirling in his stomach at just the thought of seeing Evan. “I can do morning. What time?” “Uh, how’s nine? There’s this place I usually go to- I can text you the location? Or we can meet somewhere you like, that’s totally-” “Evan.” Tommy interrupts softly, still smiling. Even over the phone, even still this nervous, Evan is just adorable. “I’m sure your pick is fine. Just text me, and I’ll be there. Tomorrow at nine.” he assures. He thinks if Evan wanted to meet right at this second, he’d be there in a heartbeat. Which is a surprising thought. He really didn’t want to get attached this fast, but there’s just something about Evan… “Okay.” Evan breathes out. “So- so I’ll text you.” he repeats. “And I’ll see you tomorrow.” “See you tomorrow.” Tommy says, before Evan stumbles through a goodbye and hangs up, and Tommy just chuckles to himself. He’s curious what Evan wants to talk to him about. But he also needs to be careful, because he can see himself falling for him so fast and deep and easy. He shakes his head at himself. He’s being silly and ridiculous. Evan makes him feel silly and ridiculous and giddy, and Tommy doesn’t remember the last time he felt like this. 

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