bokuaka | bokuaka's daughter being afraid of letting her fathers down

English is not my first language

Yui knows she loves volleyball, it's her favourite thing in the world and she can't even imagine her life without it; then, why is she hiding in the gym bathroom crying before going home?

The thought of letting everybody down after all this years scares her. Her family, friends and everybody in her life is constantly rotting for her in every game, every volleyball path she takes, but, right now she just know she can't play at least for a while, mentally and physically she's in her lowest, tired and sick of routines and she can't do it anymore.

Right now the whole world have their eyes on her, being the captain in her high school team, the #3 ace in this league and one of the students that since the firts moment have been selected to go pro after graduation, she's also the daughter of the wing spiker/outside hitter of the msby and the Japan volleyball team everything makes it ten times more difficult the preasure over her should is just so suffocating and overwhelming and she needs to make it stop before is too late and the need to completly stop her volleyball career is the only option.

She knows she can't hide it anymore from her fathers, that she needs to tell them even though she doesn't want to. Those thoughts where on her mind as she grabs her bag and leave the gym to walk home, fear in everysingle step she takes.

Her shaking hand is there, a few centimeters away from the handle, the feeling of preasure and the thought of her parents, uncles and cousins that constantly support her and her volleyball career stepping away from her because she isn't sure if she wants to keep playing are the only things keeping her for opening the door, she can feel the tears in the corners of her eyes alredy forming as she reach out to open the door.

As the door opens the first side of her house was her fathers wide arms open wating to give her the usual welcome home hug which they recive but not in the way they would expect it, between their arms they have her daughter, the one that never cry is now a horrendous crying mess, they are in shock, they don't  know what to do, they just let her cry as loud as she wants and need, the only thing they can do for her now is hug her tight and wait for her to relax

After what feel like thirty minutes Yui and Bokuto has finally stop crying, they're now on the sofa hugging and giving her the space she needs while they wait for her to open up with them.

"is there anything you wanna talk to us?" keiji says, he absolutely do not want to put preasure on her but he is extremely worried about her "you know you can tell us everything" kotaro add with his raspy 'I just endend up crying' voice

"It's just... I don't really want to let you down, I'm scare" they can hear the clearly crack in her voice and that break their heart in million pieces "Yui, sweetheart, this is obviously consuming you" keiji says "if you dont feel ready now we'll wait, but we just want the best for you, you will never let us down, you're our biggest pride and joy and that is nothing that will never change, please know that"

"Okay, I want to tell you right know" she says "I dont think i can handle it alone anymore, but..." she pause, unable to continue because of her increasing anxiety "will you please wait until i finish to say something?" she says in a rush "of course baby" kotaro says calmly.

"I dont think i want to keep playing volleyball" she says as she turn her head to face her parents, she obviously saw the shock in her fathers faces but they try keeping it quite after she add "at least not for a while" her parents relax their faces "look" she add as she breath to keep her tears for coming "I know I'm in the top 3 aces, and I also know that everybody is looking at me, I know they're expecting me to be a leader ace of the new generation but I'm just so tired" her voice crack as she starts sobbing "everybody wants me to be perfect, to be a perfect ace also a perfect student, they always expect me to be a extremely good player because I'm carrying the Bokuto name and I'm gonna be the one manteing it in a national level, everybody is expecting me to go pro I have like ten different teams asking me to play for them after high school and I greatfull for that but everything has become just way to much is just overwhelming, I know I love volleyball, it is actually my favorite thing in the world but right now is just way too much and I don't know what to do" at this point she's once again a crying mess, her fathers look at each other and just hug her as tight as they could until she's calm once again.

"I'm sorry" kotaro was the first one to talk, breaking the awkward not so awkward silence "why?" she says "im sorry I never notice or asked you anything about this preasure, even though in a moment of my life I where in the same situation, I should have played more attention to you, I'm really sorry Yui" kotaro have a few tears streaming down his face, she wipes them with her thumb "I'm the one who's sorry here, I should have told you this earlier"

"you have anything in mind or an idea of what do you wanna do now?" kotaro ask her "I wanna take a break of volleyball and i wanted to ask if you would help me with something" "shout you shoot little girl" kotaro says "I saw this course on the internet, and it got my attention and i want it to try it out" you pull out you phone showing them the information "how to make your own clothes from zero?" keiji ask "it kinda got my attention seems pretty interesting" Yui says "it is" kotaro peek through your phone "you want us to help you pay for it?" kotaro ask "yes please" "well you better learn how to make clothes for us too" kotaro says as his smile grew bigger "yay! thank you so much!" she says as she hug and kiss both of them and goes upstairs to her room giving an end to the conversation. "what are we going to do now, keiji?" kotaro asked "just give her space and support her no matter what, darling"

two weeks has pass by, she gave the news to her uncles and cousins, they were extremely surprised but support her anyways, she started the course and she is extremely excited and her enthusiasm quickly became her parents as well, she usually would go with korato and her uncles to practice with his teams and when she felt like it her fathers would play volleyball with her at home

after three months, lots of up and downs and a public announcement from bokuto to the media talking about the unrealistic and unhealthy preasure they have been putting on her daughter she decide to come back feeling happier and healthier with the support of her family and friends, excited to see what's coming next, not just in volleyball but in her new hobby as well.

bokuaka´s dauther being an amazing volleyball player full of energy outside her house but in the moment she arrives home she´s a quite girl who loves when her papa jiji reads to her and her daddy kotaro is waiting for them to finish for them to wacht a movie or a serie together

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