Imagine being skinny. Couldn’t be me

For any of you unaware I have a twitter account for Ana related things to. I’ll be more active there than here :)

The @ is @ anarunsdeep

Okay so today’s update. I weighed myself for the first time in a very long time. I’m genuinely sickened. Please if anyone has any fast weight loss tips I’m in dire need. Actually begging

eating thats not very ugw of you 🤨

Skinnier is never good enough for me.

I always need to lose more.

Everyone tells me I’m being torn apart by my ED.

But realistically the only person that’s comforted me my whole life is Ana. It’s always going to be Ana.

Skinnier

Skinnier

Skinnier

I always need to be skinnier

Nothing is ever good enough

I always see these models for Victorias Secret and such and I just wish I could look like them

I’ve tried EVERYTHING

I’ve starved myself, gone to the gym daily, got a PT, kept a board

Every.Thing.

And NOTHING gets me where I want to be

Why can’t this be easy?

Hi. I’ve been gone a little while. Finally back, I feel like sh*t about my body so looking for inspiration. Someone please give me inspo thank you x

Starting to fall back into my old ways. I’m back

So I’m gonna be really honest because I don’t like lying to you guys on here. I was honestly getting better with my ED for a week or two. I know that doesn’t sound like much but I’ll explain. My boyfriend and his family order a takeout every Friday and not once have I even thought about participating but I had for the last two weeks. I didn’t even think much about it so I got so excited thinking I can finally indulge in my favourite foods again. I went out for a dinner with my family last night, had a three course meal with desert and even though I didn’t eat it all, I felt good about it. This morning I woke up, 1.7kg more than I was a few days ago and panicked. Now I feel ill thinking about how I’ve been eating.

ANA IS NOT A PRETTY DISORDER! DO NOT GLORIFY IT!

Finally pushing 70KG!!!

Finally fully moved into my bfs house, whoop

Injured my leg the other day during the gym. Literally don’t care about the pain but I can’t work out for the next 4-6 weeks?? Kill me

Body is killing me after going to the gym. 1 1/2 hours per day for the last three days but hey it’ll be worth it in the end

Finally bought new gym stuff, excited to get back to it

No me going through ED tags because I’ve been slacking on gym and need more motivation 🫢

ANYWAYS so I had a bit of an idea considering a lot of you guys have been coming here more recently. At 100 follows would y’all like a body/face reveal?? Also considering doing a YT channel for everything regarding ED if y’all would be interested :) leave a comment so I know!

I just went to the cinema and got water while my bf and all my friends got popcorn and soda and a bunch of sweets.

So I lost access to my account for like a week and I come back to like 20 new people? Hi guys, welcome to the fun side of tumblr lmfao