i hate that my cal limits are higher than most people on ed tumblr. everyone’s on here restricting below 400-500 calls every day and i’m lucky if i stay below 900. i know it’s not a competition but my brain sure wants to make it one.
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“Pls eat for me 🥺🥺🥺” bro i cant live laugh love under these conditions tf
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People be like “I won’t eat until you eat something”
Ok then you wanna compete or what 💀let’s see who can last longer
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These are my new hyper fixation
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not me watching ed recovery youtubers for thinspo
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the day someone looks at me and tells me to eat a burger is the day i die happy
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I wanna starve... nothing matters anymore
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Losing weight you already lost before but gained back feels like some weird psychological torment to me.
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I think I've gained but I am genuinely terrified to go on the scale, so I have just ended up thinking about it all day every day for the past week or so. Having an 3d is great 👍
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The truth is yeah I will “recover”, I will gain weight and not be at risk of dying anymore. But I will never look at food the same way. Bc the truth is I don’t know who I’m without my ed. i don’t know how to eat food without counting the calories, I don’t know how to live without counting calories. And the sad thing is I don’t need to anymore I have them all memorised and I can’t look at a peace of food without adding the calories in my head. I will never truly recover
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Feeling like fat trash today...
So inner me was like: "Wear something pretty to make yourself feel better."
So I changed into something cute...
Other inner me: "Great! Now you look like trash with glitter on it." ☆ ~('▽^人)
Cutest trash bag with mental illness alive.
。゚(TヮT)゚。
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