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@ninotbh

idk if this is vent but what should i do if im hearing voices/seeing stuff? this started a couple days ago with people calling my name when i try to fall asleep but ive been noticing more and just in general being really paranoid about everything. i know schizophrenia/psychosis are heavily stigmatized and not dangerous but im just so fucking scared right now

I’m so sorry that you’re going through this, I can relate, sometimes it’s my family that I “hear” saying my name. I would highly suggest talking with your psychiatrist or someone in the mental health field about this, don’t forget to be completely honest about all of the symptoms you are experiencing so that they can help you. Wish you nothing but the best 💖

QUEEN OF THE DAMNED (2002) dir. Michael Rymer

Hey there, just needed to say something quick. ALL of this misrepresentation about schizophrenia everywhere is ableism. People that say “schizophrenia is spiritual”, “schizophrenia is satanic”, “schizophrenia is demonic”, “schizophrenia means that you have demonic entities attached to you”, “schizophrenia means that you are in spiritual warfare with demons”, “schizophrenia just means that you are going through a spiritual awakening” is just so frustrating for people who ACTUALLY have this mental Illness or suffer from psychosis. It all comes from people who don’t even HAVE this illness or experience these things. It is dangerous to tell people who have or don’t have schizophrenia/ schizoaffective disorder, people who are on the schizo spectrum or people who experience psychosis that what they are experiencing is real and is caused from external forces or that they are just in a “spiritual awakening”. Stop spreading your misinformation on this mental illness and do some research, your ableism is showing. This goes to all of you new age spiritualists that say “people with schizophrenia just experience the world differently than us” No, we are suffering from psychosis/hallucinations or delusions. It is a mental illness, not what your idea of what schizophrenia may seem like to you. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder, I’m not haunted or “woke” I’m mentally disabled, It is a mental illness PERIOD.

Vampires got it right, immortality, not going out in the sun and coming out at night, ahh 😌🖤

Thierry Mugler Haute Couture Spr/Sum 1997

If I am able to remember all of those codes for produce at the grocery store, then I can remember when I go to study for my permit test ❣️👏👏👏 that was one of my biggest issues with memory because of my diagnosis with schizoaffective disorder it makes it kinda hard to stay focused but I can just pull out the codes for any produce at any given time, I got this 😂😊

Psychosis memory #11: talking to absolutely everyone I encountered like I knew them personally