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avatar-mel · 5 years
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I ACTUALLY DID IT <3
IM BACK. HOOBOY. and after more than a year!
Day… I’M NOT SURE ANYMORE LOL wow, I realized I stopped updating this the moment I got swallowed up by my mental health. I literally lost all hope, threw my diet in the air and cried for weeks. Oh yeah, during that time, I also got diagnosed with Polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS), which explained why i had such a DAMN HARD EFFING TIME losing weight during my journey a year ago.
frustration piled up after frustration, and I just gave up on life..
until I accidentally did something. I cut out one meal from my plan(which I continued following using even when I was off my coach’s plan). all of a sudden, I started losing weight. like magic. IDK man, I don’t know how to explain, but all of a sudden it just worked.
and so stoked with the progress i got, I continued with it, and eventually enrolled with my coach again, got back to training MMA, and presently, I’ve managed to slim myself to THIS:
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I DID IT. I ACTUALLY DID IT. from my past weight of 74-75kg, down to 58-59kg It’s taken a better turn, and my mental health has improved coz of this. I’m well on my way back to my chosen “path”
I honestly still have problems losing that last bit of core flabs (probably because my PCOS just hinders me from losing this stubborn part), but the journey continues :)
this isn’t “just a diet” for me anymore. it’s become a LIFESTYLE, and I’ve never been happier to have stumbled on this journey along. and my journey, #ProjectSupremeThunder, continues… KEEP MOVING FORWARD!
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avatar-mel · 5 years
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"On the highest peaks I found the wind. Now, I let it clear my path." Sharing some more Nomad shots from my climb to Mt. Pulag. The scenery made for really nice color grade tests ❤ If anyone plans to visit our country, I highly suggest passing by Mt. Pulag too 😊 (Also apologieeees been super busy for the past weeks adulting lol, so only have this set to show for now. Slowly trying to getting back into the groove for projects bit by bit eeeee) #rainbowsixsiege #nomad #nomadcosplay #rainbowsixsiegecosplay #mtpulag #pulag (at Mt. Pulag Summit) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0WJlMtlwfv/?igshid=k6xicg9w9bq5
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avatar-mel · 5 years
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Yang’s Bumblebee vs Adam (RWBY S06E11) & Haruka’s Tenoumaru vs daimon (Sailor Moon S EP 92) What’s with strong, blonde girlfriends yeeting their motorcycles at the enemy =)) also THE PARALLELS WITH BUMBLEBY AND HARUMICHI ARE SWEET AF, specially with the recent developments during RWBY S06E11 episode <3 (I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE @roosterteeth, I SEE YOUUUUUUUU)
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avatar-mel · 5 years
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SATISFYING AS F U C K
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I want this framed.
Yang really did hit him with bumblebee after all, so fucking cathartic.
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avatar-mel · 5 years
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"No matter how or where our enemies strike, no matter what defense they cower behind, Team Rainbow must stand ready." -Six, Deputy director of team Rainbow
------- here's a team eight squad shot from our last shoot. we finally had a formal Rainbow Six siege shoot and the site we shot at legit looked like the old Hereford map 😄 more pics with MOAR operators to come! just waitin for the pics from photogs lol :D
- Rainbow 6 Siege Cosplayers (team eight) - Caveira - Kitsune (me) Ela - Furan / @furancawai Dokkaebi - Doro-tan / @dorodorocosplay Vigil - Weakman 弱人
shot by: JPR post process: me
Ubisoft Philippines #RainbowSixSiege #UbiFanArt #R6S#R6Community #Caveira #Vigil #ela #Dokkaebi
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avatar-mel · 5 years
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"Can't hide from me, seus bostas!" that feel when you get a clear shot from your kill hole across the hallway 😈 Caveira (and post prod/effects) - me shot by - @jprphotogamer8 #RainbowSixSiege #UbiFanArt #R6community #R6S #Caveira #CaveiraCosplay https://www.instagram.com/p/BrYw0IIBJ5V/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=eem47o419e0k
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avatar-mel · 5 years
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IM CRYING
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Someone please cry with me over how Yang like immediately curls her hand into Blake’s when she holds her hand.
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avatar-mel · 6 years
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Halloween greetings from two of the spoopiest operators 👻💀🗡️
(the light setup on this conjuring wall panel was so perf, legit made us look scarier than usual =))) ) ---- Vigil - Weakman 弱人 Caveira - me
Rainbow 6 #R6S #R6community #Vigil #Caveira
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avatar-mel · 6 years
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EXCUSE ME IM IM HYPERVENTILATING I CANT GDI @dorodoroart ‘s BDAY GIFT IS JUST THE BOMB IM CRYING ASJKGHDJGSAHA THANKYOUUUU~ <3 I NEED ME SOME FRENCH BAGUETTE <3 hey she’s up for commissions too, hit her up if you want some art done (even SPICY artworks :^) )
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Happy birthday to ya girl @avatar-mel ❤️❤️❤️
Enjoy being the same age as Caveira for like a week ❤️❤️❤️
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avatar-mel · 6 years
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Is a subtitled version of the NogiMyu sailor moon musical out already?
and if it is, does anyone have a link to it? ; u ; Many many thaaaanks!! <3
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avatar-mel · 6 years
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Pleaaaaaaaaaase ;u;
if you’re reading this
a lump sum of money is on the way to you
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avatar-mel · 6 years
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“You are currently suspended from any matchmaking session for 7 days due to team killing” :’(
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- Rainbow Six Siege Cosplay -
Caveira - Kitsune (me) Vigil - Weakman 弱人 shot by - Hostage-kun (Miggy :D) derp caveira art by - @pericote9 of twitter (https://twitter.com/Pericote9)
we shot a one take video of me “interrogating” Vigil/Dom with no plans on what to do with the footage, so i went ahead and just memefied it LOL.
I know it’s weird I interrogated a fellow defender, but Vigil was the only one able to fall down on the floor without his costume falling apart so he bravely volunteered to be interrogated here. many thanks to doms!
(I also apologize for the huge watermark on the video, but I had to because in my experience, some people have a bad habit of RIPPING videos off pages to post it on their own page without permission nor mention) —- also, on this day 20 years ago, the original rainbow six video game was released. happy anniversary to the Rainbow 6 series! :D
#RainbowSixSiege #caveira #vigil #RainbowSixSiegeCosplay #HistoryCon2018#Interrogation #Ubisoft #rainbow6
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avatar-mel · 6 years
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C’mon you two, GET A ROOM :v
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"No matter how or where our enemies strike, no matter what defense they cower behind, Team Rainbow must stand ready" - Rainbow Six Siege cosplay - Caveira / Taina Pereira - @avatar-mel (me!!) Ela / Elżbieta Bosak - @furancawai Dokkaebi / Grace Nam - @dorodorocosplay Vigil / Chul Kyung Hwa - Weakman 弱人 photos and initial edit - dorodorocosplay post process - me ------ white barriers + phone camera = impromptu operator shoots! :D these were taken during HisCon with a phone cam hence the noise and low quality. I did what i can to make the photos better, I hope it helped :) Had a blast doing the costumes, and are looking forward to improve on some costume parts too :D #RainbowSixSiege #R6S #Cosplay #Caveira #Ela #Dokkaebi #vigil #Ubisoft
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avatar-mel · 6 years
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"Caveira's coming for you!" Finally, something after months of inactivity. the brazilian batman and team Rainbow's best interrogator, Caveira! Had a blast cosplaying her with my rainbow six siege cosplay squad. This is part of the set of matching icons i did for everyone lol. More pics to come :D #rainbowsixsiege #r6s #caveira #cosplay #rainbowsixsiegecosplay #caveiracosplay https://www.instagram.com/p/Bmd180InFN1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=eoup8k8h00it
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avatar-mel · 6 years
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"5 seconds before extraction... " #r6s #rainbowsixsiege #cosplay
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avatar-mel · 6 years
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what a great day to remember that:
Blake followed Yang through the Emerald Forest from the shadows before stepping in to take out the second Ursa and make eye contact - deliberately choosing Yang as her partner
Yang was the only one able to break through Blake’s destructive, obsessive spiral and convince her to rest, by sharing something deeply personal about her past (in fact Blake’s the only character Yang has spoken to about Raven that didn’t already know who Raven was), and making it clear attending the dance was optional as Blake resting was her main concern
Blake not only took Yang up on an offer of a dance, but ensured it was her first dance of the night (and this was Yang’s only dance of the night too, as she went back to welcoming guests and then watching the dancefloor from the balcony)
When Blake expresses doubts in herself while in Mountain Glenn, Yang is quick to compliment a trait of Blake’s that she admires (even if Blake herself can’t see it)
Blake stands to applaud Yang’s victory in the first round of the finals
Following the incident with Mercury, it’s thinking that Blake has lost faith in her that causes Yang to burst into tears. additionally, acknowledging that her doubts are brought on by a fear of her history with Adam repeating herself, she trusts in Yang’s word
On two separate occasions Blake has been stated to love Yang (”I will destroy everything you love […] starting with her” and “Ruby, Weiss, Yang… they were my friends! I loved them like I never thought I could love anybody” - with a notable voice crack on Yang’s name)
To expand on one of the things quoted above - Blake is saying she cares more about her team than she does about anyone else (which, given how she chose Yang in the forest, rings quite a bit of how the bonds of found family can be stronger than those of the obligation of blood relatives, because they’re something you choose)
Blake holding Yang’s hand and sobbing apologies (notably using her left hand, meaning she’d have to reach over and put strain on her injury, just so she could hold Yang’s hand properly)
According to Armed and Ready, there’s nothing Yang won’t do for Blake
When Yang’s looking at the photo of her team, the photo has fallen one side, so she seems to only be focusing on the half with herself and Blake on it. she also seems to be stroking her thumb over Blake’s part of the picture
Yang has stated that she wanted to be there for Blake and needed Blake to be there for her following the Fall of Beacon - a rare moment of vulnerability from Yang, especially admitting that she needed someone when so often she’s the one supporting everyone else - followed by Yang breaking down in tears because of how hurt she was by Blake leaving
Blake entering a room full of people she never thought she’d see again, and zeroing in on Yang and only saying her name
The look of pure shock on Yang’s face when she saw Blake again (with Wings playing in that specific moment - a song long speculated to be from Yang’s perspective to Blake)
Blake makes it clear she’s not going anywhere (an implicit promise that she’s back and intending to stay with her team) and Yang is willing to accept her back
All That Matters gives us some insight on Yang’s feelings regarding the above - she doesn’t know that Blake left because she cares about Yang, and so believes that Blake doesn’t care about her as much as she cares about Blake (which is just setting up that Blake’s gonna prove her wrong when Yang finally finds out why Blake left), but she’s willing to accept Blake back despite fully expecting to be hurt again because being close to Blake even for a little while is all that matters - the song is heavily romantically coded with phrases like “never asked you to commit your life” and “the way i feel/to you is no big deal”
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