My morning! First day going to the gym and a protein shake to wrap it all up. Now to make a healthy lunch :)

The bwginning

So tomorrow I go to the gym for the first day of my new membership. I'm so excited that I'm having trouble going to sleep. I have such a great support group to help me out!!! Current weight 182 goal weight (-) 145!

Life at twenty

I have to say that I have been alive for not quite twenty-one years and I could not be happier. I have an adoring husband who has been there for me nearly my whole life. A beautiful baby boy who lights up my entire world. I have given up a lot of opportunities in my life but honestly I do not believe I could ever have been as happy then I am right now. I married my best friend and we made one heck of a handsome little man. We have had our ups and downs and more problems then someone our age should ever have to deal with. But we have pushed through it and are better for it. We piss each other off but who in this world doesn't. I LOVE my life.

Had a good day. Lost a couple more ounces and am on to thinking about tomorrow. Gotta pull a morning shift and then get ready for a weekend away. but I also have to fit in a work out :) 

May the next few months be a period of magnificent transormation

(via fitten-up)

this is what I am hoping for myself! I need to put my nose to the grind stone and stop coming up with reasons why I cant and start reminding myself of all the reasons that I should. I have a one year old little boy that I one day want to see his grandchildren and want to be healthy enough to run and play with them nearly as well as I can with him now.

If you see this on your dash, it’s too late

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Research!!

So For the past hour and a half or so I have been looking up healthy foods and low calorie snacks. I live a pretty busy life style so anything I can simply pre-make and then toss into my bag as I am rushing out the door five minutes later then I probably should be is a winner in my book. Now I just need to prep my tupperware cabinet and get ready to start my journey. Now I need to look up good beginner work out ideas. Thinking it is time to head to youtube and see about finding some videos to make a playlist out of. Any suggestions??

No one ever said it was going to be easy, they just said it was going to be worth it.

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So this is me! And that handsome man next to me is my husband. I have been having A LOT of trouble losing weight since I had my son. I am looking for a support group to help me keep my focus. I have bounced around between the same ten pounds or so but have never managed to actually make any real progress. I cut sodas out for a month and lost five pounds. Worked out everyday for two or three months and never lost ANYTHING. Eating healthy is a little harder I live in a house full of six people and every time I have tried to bring in healthy food they have managed to make it “Snacks” and the food that they choose to make is NOT healthy!!! I need help!!! Tips, tricks, and little things that could help me make a major change in my life!!! I am currently 182 and really need to lose at least 30 to 40 pounds... 911!!! Please!!!

OH MY GOSH!!! This right here though! This is life! ^^^^^

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