I believe in miracles.. I will keep trying to spread positivity in the hope that one day this cruel, cold world is full of it.. In the hope that emotions and sharing them with your loved ones more often can be back in fashion.. NO more walls.. NO more pushing important people for you away like it's nothing.. NO more acting like everything is just fine and you don't care about anything or anyone.

I'm thankful for...

Shit I don't know where to start and where to finish... I'm so thankful about so many things in my life... Sometimes I feel more privileged than the most "privileged" people in the world... Because being famous and rich is one type of privileged and my privilege is much more significant than what money or fame will ever be able to get you... It is really hard to put into words, but I'll try my best here (hopefully I don't forget to mention anything)... But before I do let me mention something else.

I know people out there that may be financially very comfortable, they may be one of the cool "kids" as we used to say in high school, they may be smart, good looking, talented and seem to have no certain big issues in their lives... Like on paper they have it all, but they really are missing out on so much more than the naked eye can see... I could be wrong here to be fair, but I would like to think I've experienced enough of life until now to be able to tell.

 Of course, I don't want to generalize because that's always a bad habit to do... But a lot of times people that haven't experienced any serious trauma in their lives either directly or indirectly they don't have that emotional understanding and can come across as assholes or emotionless in so many situations... Just because quite simply it's harder for them to get it... They don't truly know how bad poor mental health can affect someone... Also(again disclaimer: this doesn't go for everyone and it's just my personal opinion from my experiences of coming across people like that), people like that a lot of times are so self-focused  that they forget to form meaningful connections with others... Making them build obvious narcissistic tendencies... They reach that point that their so-called friends are just people to hang out with or future connections for when they do their own thing and need people to support their work or need some sort of stepping stone for their own benefits.

Maybe you are like what was all this for? I thought he was going to talk about what he is thankful for... Well now you'll get it... This kind of goes with it so had to mention all that... Because I am thankful to have a heart that beats not only for me but also for the ones I love... That I can cry on someone's shoulder and be someone's shoulder to cry on... That I experienced trauma and I can sympathise and empathize with most people because I know what it means to struggle... To wake up from your bed and wanting to go straight back to sleep because your dreams are better than your reality... I've been through it and I'm so thankful that I did.

I'm thankful for having so many people in my life that would be here for me not only in the good moments but also the bad ones... That I can say confidently that I have people that love me and truly care for me... That I have friends that are real and would call me out if they think I am wrong on something because they actually bother to help me by telling me the truth... That I have a family that loves me and would do anything for me regardless of the fact that my parents are split up the care they have for me, and my siblings is unconditional... That I have siblings that would do absolutely anything to ensure my well-being... Of course, it goes both ways... I feel like the luckiest man alive sometimes with the people I have in my life, and I would like to think they feel the same for having me in their lives... Words can't describe my gratitude.

Lastly I am thankful for the simple stuff in my life... For having food, water, money, and any other essential facilities someone needs to live a good healthy life... It's easy for us to forget about those things because we consider them to be the default, but it really isn't... I am thankful to be lucky enough to be alive and healthy and having the chance to explore this endless of possibilities life... I am thankful for all my experiences in this roller-coaster of a journey called life… For the good that came from the worse of situations and the lessons I learned along the way… For being raised properly with correct morals and values… Also, for learning and becoming even better as a person as years pass by (I would like to think that’s the case at least) although the struggles are still very much there… I am thankful to you for reading this... I am thankful... I am just thankful for everything.

How many stories can I fit in one blog ? (Storytime)

Alright enough thinking for now and talking about emotions and going all deep.. Time for a little break.. Something more light-hearted! I do not believe in any kind of way that I can write a book from any of these little stories right now.. Or that my life is that fascinating.. But it’s fair to say I had my fair amount of funny, interesting sometimes a bit mad experiences throughout my whole life. So, in this blog I decided to share some of those stories but not any of the more complex ones (those will have their own dedicated blogs).. As I am aiming to fit as many short stories as possible from my life in a single blog.

Okay, let’s see what do we have here..? Okay, yeah got the perfect story to start with.. This is the story of my first proper primary school crush. There was this girl, who I knew nothing about, she was cute that’s all I remember. And trust me at that age almost every other little girl seemed cute to me. I think I knew her birthday and maybe what her favourite colour is.. Nowadays if I don’t know at least 10 proper facts about a girl and spoke to her like a few times I would never have a crush on her just a bit of physical attraction that’s all. Ohhhh and  I remember my mom used to call her “that chick I like from school” to my aunt and uncle and I used to get so pissed.. Proper defensive “MOM STOP YOU ARE EMBARASSING ME!”, “She’s not just a chick, I love her".. Yeahhh it’s pretty funny looking back at it and I definitely had no clue what love meant back then even less understanding of it then I have now. And for anyone that knows me if you think that I now am very bad at chatting with girls, you should have seen me back then. I saw a cute girl and I froze.. I couldn’t recall what my name was.. If a girl talked to me or petted my hair or gave me a hug I would think about that moment for days and days to come.           

Sorry getting slightly off track got to keep the stories short. Anyway, enough about “romance” let me tell you about my short prankster phase.. Before I continue with the story just want to apologize one more time to my sister for this one.. Oh god I was very much young and dumb back then.. It all started with a TV screen and a pranking animated TV show on Jetix.. That TV show was my main inspiration for the masterpiece that I created, and I’ll describe to you now.. So, after watching this series for a while I decided it’s time for me to play my own prank on someone.. It had to be something brilliant, a prank that will make everyone laugh.. For some apparent reason that prank had to be targeted towards my sister. This is what I did.. I got toothpaste and thought “you know what I’ll put all the toothpaste all over her clothes and her barbie doll too that will be a brilliant way to prank her" (in no way dumb or just simply waste of clothes and toothpaste no no no)..  Additionally, with that I decided to put raw pasta inside the cookies box we had in the house.. I was waiting all day for someone to open the cookies box and I decided to tell dad to open it and to his surprise he saw some raw pasta in there.. Yeahhh as you can tell I didn’t get exactly the laughs and giggles I expected from anyone.. I think my sister low-key hated me for a few days after that “brilliant masterplan” of a prank that I did to her.           

Okay, sorry but one last one on “romance” before I completely switch up the scene.. This time I was older like around 16/17 years old. It was my first relationship ever and back then I had the confidence of Quasimodo.. The confidence of someone who did not believe in himself or his abilities not even one bit.. Of a boy that after 16/17 years of living finally got for the first time the guts to ask 1 girl out and got his first girlfriend.. Even after she became my girlfriend and we were giving it a go, I never truly believed she liked me.. I thought she was just being nice because according to myself back then she was “too good” for me.. To be fair she didn’t exactly help much with building up my confidence or making me feel any more comfortable and relaxed.. Our first kiss.. Fucking hell.. Usually, any kind of firsts are not supposed to be that good like maybe they are frequently pretty bad because you don’t know what you are doing.. Well.. This one was proper bad like that kind of bad that you want to forget about.. And yeahhh I told her if I can try again as I was nervous.. I was hoping she would be nice enough to give me a 2nd chance get a better kiss to erase that awful 1st one from my memory.. She didn’t do that.. But the thing is I was an insecure teenage boy, and the confidence wasn’t supposed to come from one good relationship but within me.. So, I can’t whatsoever blame it on her, but I did wish she would be a bit more lenient with my inexperience in anything that has to do with a relationship. But it is what it is, you move on in life and you learn from any past experiences bad or good.            

Oh snap.. I was about to switch up the scene, but this blog is starting to get a bit long.. Fuck it I’ll make a part two then.. To be honest, I do like to give quite a bit of details in my stories sometimes unnecessary and extra as fuck ones too.. Anyway, hope you guys enjoyed these little stories I’ll make sure to give you guys more in the future as I personally love thinking back to memories like that.. Plus, it’s not easy to always talk about emotions and stuff that hit too close to home so it’s a good way to take a break when I am not feeling too up for going in deep in that filled with emotions and thoughts head of mine.

People are always bound to talk crap about you.. Just make sure you flush it all down!

Honestly you're blogs come from within you heart and soul and it's easy to tell and that's exactly what it makes them so much more interesting to read, they are relatable and allows us readers to feel what you feel, think what you think, to put ourselves in that position among the words you use to write each and every blog.

Keep it up, you're doing great!

Thank you so much❤️ Love any appreciation and suport and anything I write in here truly comes deep within my heart. I hope one day I can create a little positive community where people can share thoughts and feelings amongst each other and help each other out using this blog as a platform😁

You are always going to make mistakes.. Mistakes are not the problem.. The problem is not acknowledging that you are making them and truly feeling sorry for them.. Leave your pride and ego to the side.. Apologize.. Beg for forgiveness.. Hell I don't know cry if you have to.. And make sure you learn from them and grow with them!

Love reading it!!! Really open deep thought!!! And presentation is on point!!!

Thank you so much😁 Comments like this are what keeps me going ❤️

Something hopefully a bit more relatable!

I keep trying to write blogs on stuff that I want people to relate to, but the thing is my blogs are purely based on feelings and emotions. That's the problem though.. Writing about your emotions and thoughts in a world too busy to proper care enough to feel emotions half the time. But it shouldn't be like this.. We need feelings and emotions.. We should be embracing our feelings and emotions because after all, those are what makes us humans and distinguish us and machines apart. So, you know what let’s try something different this week. I’ll be giving you some prompts and all those prompts are stuff that anyone can relate to.. Because after all what can be more relatable than the average experiences that the average human had once in their lives before… Worst case scenario you’ll still relate to some of them right?

Hopefully by the end of this you’ll be able to fully grasp how wonderful emotions and feelings can be and start embracing some of them a bit more in the near future maybe.. Anyway, so let me think.. How about? Hmmm, yeah I got it.. You know that feeling when.. That nostalgic feeling after you see something that reminds you of your childhood.. That feeling of comfort which can either be triggered by human comfort or comfort found in places or food comfort like eating your favourite flavour of Ben and Jerry’s ice cream.. That feeling of desperation when your head is spinning all over the place and you just don’t know what to do.. That feeling of pure confusion.. That can be anything really, but I think most people would relate that to Maths back in high school.. That feeling of being homesick and missing even that 10+ years couch sitting in your living room, even though it may be proper uncomfortable and overall, a bad couch there’re so many memories attached to that one shitty couch..

Usually, a lot of  your most significant phases of your life are linked with some of the strongest emotions you ever felt. Like at high school, when you used to get bullied on a daily basis and you woke up every day to go to school being afraid of your own shadow. You didn’t see the point of it all, you thought life was worthless and so many shit went through your head. But you pushed through it right? Well, I sure hope that’s the case if you are reading this, but even if it isn’t trust me you’ll go through it.. And in the end of it all you’ll come through the other side stronger than ever.. You’ll be special and not special meaning weird as the kids that bullied you used to say.. But special meaning different in all the best ways possible as you experienced the cruelty of this cold society.. Building you a character that’s caring and has a heart of pure gold!

And trust me the majority of the most beautiful souls in the world go through some deep shit.. Of course, there are a vast amount of different bad phases someone can have.. But as I said by the end of it you’ll be stronger than ever.. Because honestly there is always light in the end of the tunnel ( Yes, I do love that saying.. Like so much it’s ridiculous).. Plus, how much sweeter are the good phases that follow afterwards when you’ve been through all the shit before it.. While if you think about it if you have been through hardly any struggles and depressing phases in your life that means when you do eventually have an awful phase.. It'll feel much more awful than for someone who has been through a lot of misfortunes already.. So, yes bad phases are key too and they train you for what’s to come and what you will face when you grow up.. That cruelty.. That brutality of society.. That sheer carelessness people have about anything or anybody around them.. You will be 100 times more prepared to face all those!

Okay let’s change the mood up a little bit shall we..? Remember that first kiss you ever hard? How was it? Was it good? Was it mehh? Was it awful? Did you not do it “right”? Do you want to forget about it? What about your first crush? Did it go well did she/he break your heart? But you were young so it's kind of funny looking back at it isn't it? It would be too petty for you to pissed thinking back at any of these moments right? Because that’s what firsts are for.. They are usually bad like sometimes even extremely bad, but it’s hilarious thinking back at some of those moments right? I can see you smiling you are not fooling anyone!

You see how brilliant even this simple switch of moods can be? You need the bad to deeply appreciate the good in life and that goes for feelings and emotions too! Like every bad memory has that silver lining connected to it some are harder to find than others.. But there always is one.. Trust me! It truly is about how you choose to perceive things in life.. You can either focus on the bad after anything happens ever even if something great happens you choose to focus more on the bad thing that happened a few days after it even though that may be tiny compared to the wonderful thing that happened for you.. Or you can have bad incidents after bad incidents (like those insta spamming bots that are all over each post's comment section) and still choose to focus on anything good that either directly or indirectly came after it or with it... Or do the more like “half and half technique”  which usually is called being realistic, but whatever the case is use any positive or negative energy coming from those incidents to fuel you, to stride and drive even more towards your success and doing something significant with your life.. Because after having good relationships with your loved ones and making memories to look back at should come for sure your legacy which is under your control to build.             

In conclusion, emotions and feelings are great sometimes in the worse way possible.. There’s a beauty in every emotion and feeling you have no matter how it seems at the time. We are humans and all those emotions and thoughts we have are what makes the human species so utterly fascinating! By the way in case, you were wondering I am mostly an optimistic person and I know a lot of you will question this and think that I am being dumb for even being mostly optimistic and seeing the good in all bad experiences.. Although sometimes the “good” can be something ridiculous like “Ohhh she broke my heart, but at least we weren’t together for too long so it wasn’t as painful as it could have been”.. I do believe it’s better to be mostly optimistic because that can feed your stride and thirst for the journey towards success and self-growth. But I am a bit of a realist too, so I have some awareness and I am not 100% naïve.. I make sure to never have any true expectations of anything or anyone.. On the other hand, being a realist especially 100% a realist can be too depressing in the modern era.. And being pessimistic would mean you are constantly not satisfied or truly looking up for anything in your life.

Some days you'll feel everything spinning. Some days you'll wake up from your bed, wanting to go straight back to it. Some days you just won't be able to do what you want to do. That's fine just make sure you try your best and if still you can't do it just give yourself a break and come back the other day stronger. Because we are all humans and those days are proof of that. Don't beat yourself up over it. Those days don't define you! Those days will be past!

My belief in doing what is always morally right🤔

Why should I believe that God has a specific form? Why does that matter? Shouldn't it be just simply following some certain values and doing what's right for any religion? I believe in morals, and I believe if everyone believed in some set morals instead of different religions which eventually even lead to a big split between everyone we would live in a much more peaceful world

One way or another religion brings that bit of split throughout the world but don't get me wrong religions are good in a way for sure like even just the fact they exist to give people more faith and belief is good.. Realistically it's just us as people that make religions bad with our close mindset and not being able to accept diversity and the fact that people have different beliefs.. I believe you have to respect anyone that respects you. Treat people with kindness and even if they treat you badly don't rush into attacking them or treating them badly back.. First take a second think.. Are they just having a really bad day? Are they experiencing a lot of struggles right now in their lives? Is all they need just someone to talk to them? Someone to get them? I am not saying that it's possible to do this all the time and of course you can't just do that with every stranger you ever meet.. But try it sometimes especially when someone didn't do anything particularly that bad.. Give them that benefit of the doubt.. Maybe you'll come across that person another day and they'll be extremely nice and cheerful.. Don't rush into judging, don't just label someone as an asshole for 1 thing they did..

 I feel like my points can be very easily invalidated especially when coming from a guy that's willing to help anyone no matter how bad his/her habits are as long as he truly believes that person is a good person that just needs some guidance to learn how to fix those bad habits.. Same guy that also would find a girl at a club or a house party or whatever and have like an intense kissing session but not go all the way with the hope of "maybe this can be something serious and me doing anything more could portray me as a douchebag and ruin my chances of having anything serious with her in the future".. I don't know if I sometimes can be a bit too nice.. Or maybe just naïve.. But I know for a fact that I always do try to give my 100% on being as nice and caring as possible..

 Always there to make sure all my friends are fine, that I didn't say the wrong thing that could hurt anyone, that if someone I love needs help they always know I'm here for them no matter what (no matter if I am okay enough myself to help them at that moment).. Because I am a huge believer on how beautiful strong connections with people can be and that they are worth keeping and quite frankly it's my duty to help them..

Yes, I do believe that they would do the same for me and.. Yes maybe sometimes I am even a fool for believing that, but I don't really care about that.. I prefer to be a fool rather than be cold-hearted, building unbreakable walls and acting like a robot whose only goal is to succeed in life and make money and maybe just have that 1 significant other person in their lives forever.. People tend to forget nowadays the importance of caring for your loved ones at times.. But in the end of it all the only thing that will truly matter are the memories you made along this crazy journey of life and memories usually are better created with your beloved ones.

And I guess legacy but how many people leave that huge of a legacy that would actually be worth your hustles, and it won't be just forgotten after some years’ time by most? Because after all we are just 1 little being inside a planet with 7 billion+ other beings which that planet itself is in a solar system with so many more planets with possibly a lot more beings and that solar system is inside an even bigger solar system and so on.. So, make sure you have your morals straight be nice to people and treat them with the respect you want to be treated.. Keep caring and trying your best every day for your loved ones, go out make new memories with them because that's all that truly matters in this life..

But the thing is that my beliefs are not even clear because morals are so complicated. What even is morally right half the times? Is it right to speak to elderlies with extra respect? Why? What does age have to do with it? If they bring you down and make a fool of you non-stop should you still treat them with respect because they lived some years more in this planet than you did? Or should respect be something that's purely earned from people's actions? But I guess you could say you may not respect them as people and their values, but you respect what they passed through (wars, poverty, immigration, needing to earn a lot of their rights and any other struggles/battles they may have faced that you never had to as they did it for you in a way)!

Anyway, what I am trying to say here is that I believe in good morals.. Being kind, respectful.. Making sure not to judge people too quickly and try and see their perspective too.. But it’s not easy to do.. I don’t even know sometimes what correct morals are, and what not.. But what’s important is that I am trying my best and I hope everyone does that as well!

My guardian angel😇

I am sure everyone has that one person in their lives.. I mean they must, surely right? Or am I just that privileged, and I never realized that I am.. Fuck whatever.. As I was saying.. Everyone has that person in their lives that would do anything for them. That person that would protect you under any circumstances and would put your well-being above theirs. Not like once in a while or only in certain situations but literally every chance they take they will protect you over them. That guardian angel looking over your shoulder all the time!

Well, I can say for a fact that I have a person like that in my life, my own guardian angel. She was one of the first people to set eyes on me when I came to this messed up place called Earth. You could say it was love at first sight, specifically big sister's kind of love. An unbreakable bond, she is my big sister and my idol since day 1 (literally since day 1).

Honestly, I don't even know where to begin.. Hm okay got it.. I'll start a bit general and then go to more details.. Well for starters as mentioned above when explaining what a guardian angel is, since I can remember she put my well-being above hers. Thinking back at my childhood days where my sister was always there to protect me, be my rock even though she herself was just a child too. I can't believe I didn't even realize how strong she was being for me back then.. A child of her age should not need to do all the stuff she did for me.. It's almost supernatural.. I mean she is my guardian angel so most probably that's why.

So, now going into more details. Well let's just say my mom's and dad's relationship was never the best, correction it sucked for the biggest part of it causing a very toxic household environment. My mom didn't have anyone to speak to about her struggles and everything, so she decided "Oh let's talk to my little girl that is still going to primary school" as you do.. Anyway, so long story short our sister knew all the tea from my mom (unfortunately this is the bad kind of tea) and our parents basically hated each other.. They would fight constantly over the smallest of things, shout at each other badly and many more stuff that I prefer not to go into right now.. I used to be so upset after every time our parents fought.. Then I used to look at my sister she seemed unbothered, and I was like "I don't get it why are you not bothered or upset over this?" she never really said anything further on this matter she just said she didn't care really (which was far from the truth).. As a child I didn't get it, but now I do! I know she was acting all unbothered just for me, she knew that if she wasn't strong for me no one else could be strong for me and that would break me. She could not stand the thought of me hurting even more as I am seeing my older sister all sad and pouring her eyes out of the thought that our parents hated each other.

That's not all.. My sister protected me from countless other stuff, but I'll name the most important ones that come to my head. She also helped me form into the person that I am today, deflected any wrong values I could have learned from my parents that they themselves didn't get right. On the whole forming my character topic, I can say that she made sure I am open minded, and I don't fall into this pattern most people have nowadays of "judging everything and everyone when they get the slightest of chances" and not being able to accept diversity.

I wish I knew earlier about my guardian angel so I can show my appreciation and love towards them even more early on but unfortunately that wasn't the case. It's hard to describe in words the love and appreciation I have towards you. I don't how you managed all these.. Was it a natural instinct? Or are you like some sort of superhero maybe the "protect young-brother woman" (sorry lame name I know)? I am guessing it's because you were born as a guardian angel. Whatever the case is just know that I am always grateful, and I would give my life for you if needed in a flash. If you were ever in trouble I would do anything to get you out of that trouble: climb mountain Everest in a day, run a full marathon with no water breaks in between, fly a plane with no past experience on how to fly a plane.. (Anyway, I could go on for days giving examples of what I would do to assure your well-being). I know that I was late to fully grasp how much you've done for me all these years, but I just want you to know that you don't have to be my guardian angel anymore (I know you still will be, but I think you deserve an early retirement). Sister I won't ever be able to truly payback for all that you ever did for me.. I will keep trying, although it would take me a lifetime to do so you are worth all of the lifetimes' worth of care and fighting for your well-being from me.. And hopefully one day I can form from a human-being into your guardian angel even for just a moment. Love you further than words can ever describe big sister❤️

Patience is vital. Without patience consistency would not be possible. Therefore progress would not be possible of any sort. Like healing past trauma wouldn't be possible, getting into a healthier lifestyle eventually wouldn't be possible. In general any sort of improvements physically or mentally would not be possible without the patience to keep on going at it, to see any improvements in the future!

Loved it, cant wait to read more of your blogs. Im proud of you❤ My question is why most people nowadays are emotionally unavailable and why do they scare so much to feel love? I know, people will say that are scared to get hurt but when you have that mindset throughout your life you will never experience true love...i guess?? Anyways

Thank you so much for the support x Your question is particularly interesting. From my personal point of view I believe the whole "being emotionally unavaible concept" is something that just started quite a lot of years back and is mostly a defense mechanism people have after getting hurt quite badly a few times. As the years pass by our society becomes more and more emotionally unavailable which just ends up making it harder for people to build strong, healthy relationships which is indeed one of the many reasons so many relationships end nowadays! So to conlclude in my opinion we all as a scoiety need to work in embracing our emotions and try our best to not close up ourselves and build walls and making it more difficult for people to enter our lives as that would genuinely lead to healthier relationships all around (family, friends and romantical relationships).

The most complex concept in our whole solar system...

In this blog I am aiming to talk about love and how I see love as a whole from my perspective. Like, honestly what even is love?!?

And yes I know! Before someone goes at me for this, I do know love is not the most complex concept in the whole solar system, just emphasizing how hard it is for me to really get what love is and using the modern art of click baiting to draw interest from all of you.

I feel like most concepts in life have a set definition on what they are or at least a small range of answers on what that concept is. With love though I am almost certain every other person you ask they'll give you a different answer on what they believe love is.

Love comes in so many different forms it is almost impossible to name all of them. But I believe the main forms of love would be romantical love, family love, friendship love, complicated(which usually is another word for toxic) love, situational love and above all self-love! Subsequently love can be one sided, two-sided, nowadays it tends to be multiple sided too at times with love triangles, squares, pentagons, hexagons you name it.

Anyway, don't want to bore you to death so let's get to the point what is love? Is love caring for someone because you are related to them, and you are all they have? Is love reciprocating feelings for someone because they are the only ones that ever gave you some attention and affection? Or is love just caring a lot about someone and showing it on a daily with your actions? Yes that sounds like love indeed especially when the feelings are mutual both ways. The thing is what I don't get is if love is what people claim it is and is such a powerful feeling then why do such a big portion of marriages end to a divorce nowadays? Is marriage the problem? Well, if you don't love someone enough to commit to them for life is that even really love? Oh, sorry yeah you can commit to someone without getting married to them so silly of me.. But, wait how about when relationships end for other reasons like for example they end because of the long distance or because the other person still needs to find themselves and work on them before they are 100% ready for a relationship or maybe there's another external factor coming in to play like religion, family disapproving of the relationship, age or the so called "in a different phase of life" issue and so the list goes on. Okay, great so I guess we found the answer love is loving someone and staying along by their side forever no matter the circumstances.

But the thing about love is that it is so fragile one minute is there in all its glory the other it disappears in thin air like it's just a lighten up candle that needed some bit of wind for the fire to be blown away. There's this saying "Rome wasn't built in a day" which goes so well with the concept of love but at the same time in the case of love Rome can get destroyed in a matter of a few weeks or months. Like, just think about that for a second. Take it in! A relationship of 7 years of pain, struggles, working through problems either in the relationship or for individual self-growth, laughter, good memories, love and constant affection just torn to pieces after a few weeks or months. My mind can't even begin to put that into perspective.

Whatever as this is my first blog I think I should be wrapping this up before you all get bored of me already. Although, before I leave you to it, I want to leave you with these questions to answer. Is love a blessing or a curse? Is loving someone holding you back from achieving your full potential in life or helping you through it? Lastly, one more time... What is love anyway???

Consistency is key to everything in life. Consistency brings progress, discipline and a healthy lifestyle overall.