im a creep I’m a weirdo

me when the human character loses their humanity while the non human character gains humanity

mizuki the world!

Sharon with different coloring 🤡 plus a doodle

My favourite babes

Reading Nana for the first time and there’s a lot interesting about it. And this particular monologue from Hachi really spoke to me as the relationship between girls has always been something beautiful to me as a sapphic and something intense and loving and comfortable as the inherent nature of our relationship already breaks social norms so why try to fit the rules of what society wants and not just be ourselves the way we’re comfortable being? I was skeptical going in at first because I had worries about queerbait but I do very much think the story IS going for Hachi having comphet, with actual discussion on sexuality being common and while I’ve yet to read it paradise kiss has canon lgbt characters.

There’s something so special about Hachi and Nana’s relationship that really speaks to me. While I do hope to see them awknowledge their feelings out loud I think the platonic and romantic love they both share is equally important because Hachi views love as a way to fill the void in her. She’s lonely and latches onto people to compensate for her insecurities. We don’t know of any friends she had back home besides Jun. she doesn’t know what she wants to do with her life and often picks up her interests through other people and always tries to change herself to fit what others want from her and views men as romantic interests. To fill this void she personifies toxic femininity as her identity as a girl is the one thing she can latch onto to find a place in this world and something to tell her who she should be.

Hachi’s feelings for Nana isn’t JUST about her being a lesbian/sapphic/bisexual with intense comphet. But it’s about slowly learning to love someone as a person and all the emotions that come with it. They learn about each other, they’re there for each other in tough times, later on in the story I’m sure they’ll have fights to, it’s the true essence of love of wanting to be seen of what you are for the other person. I’d love to right about this more in deph when I’m caught up and maybe more on Nana O’s side.

There’s another interesting line of Hachi speaking about how she doesn’t know how to love someone else and there’s a lot to impact with that. Queer people are already inherently prone to identity crisis and loneliness but I think another reason Hachi is afraid of accepting her own feelings is the threat it would have on their current relationship

I think clown emojis should be banned from being used in arguments because it’s always the most obnoxious people who use them. And it’s always being used as a way to make the other person look stupid instead of actually arguing and engaging in the conversation. Every time I talk to someone who uses them they’re always the type of person to just quickly jump on you and don’t even try to listen they just wanna be annoying. Very fun people

pocket mirror is fun

Should start using my Tumblr more. I like posting here a lot actually it motivates me to write long posts but I get self conscious about my writing

Ahiru and Rue from Princess Tutu.

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[Pandora Hearts spoilers]

I always wondered what they might talk about, you know

white day knights 🤍

happy mother's day

And they were rommates...

some mizukis !!!!! and mizusis!!!!!!