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zetsubobu · 19 hours

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Update, I asked my professor to help me out and we agreed to do a zoom meeting. 10 minutes before the conference, it magically started working again...

Life is not nice to me aaaaaaaaaaa

I atleast know what the issue was now so should it happen again I know what to do

I need chihiro fujisaki to give me lessons because I am not going to get through this class.

My pc is being a little brat and won't let my program, in which I need to code in, work correctly either and I still don't know what the issue is. Meaning I can't do the exercises.

I'm like a math student who looks at the solutions of the exercises but never tried to do the exercises themselves (bc I literally can't)

The gods of programming, be merciful to me pls༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

#ceces rants

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zetsubobu · 1 day

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I'm really working hard on finishing those damn oc profiles

aaaaaa why must it take so long to be detailed, I want to present them already

atleast I can inform you that I'm like halfway done

#ceces talk #for now it will be ocs that I have already introduced here #it's on another website that is really good with profile building so I will send the link once I am done with all of them

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zetsubobu · 2 days

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You know what? I love trauma so hit me with some questions about my ocs

oc asks: not-so-nice edition

alone: How does your OC deal with loneliness? Have they ever been completely alone before? How do they act when there's no one around to see them?

betrayal: Has your OC ever been betrayed by someone they thought they could trust? Has your OC ever betrayed someone who trusted them?

bound: Has your OC ever been imprisoned or captured? What happened? How did they get out? Did the experience leave any scars?

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

desire: What's one thing your OC wants more than anything in the world? Are they open with that desire? Why or why not? What would they do to fulfill it?

failure: What's your OC's greatest failure? Have they been able to move past it? Does anyone else know about it?

fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?

future: What's the worst possible future for your OC? Are they taking steps to avoid that outcome? Are they even aware it's a possibility?

ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?

guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?

hate: What does your OC hate? Why? How do they act towards the object of their hatred?

heartbreak: Have they ever had a relationship that ended badly? Experienced some other kind of heartbreak? What happened?

hide: What does your OC hide? Why do they hide it?

hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?

mask: Does your OC wear a mask, literally or figuratively? What goes on beneath it? Is there anyone in their life who gets to see who they are under the mask?

midnight: What keeps your OC up at night? Do they have nightmares? Fears? Anxieties? What do they do in the small hours of the morning when they should be sleeping?

mistake: What's the worst mistake your OC ever made? What led to them making it? Have they been able to fix it? How have they moved on?

monster: Is your OC monstrous in any way? Is there something that makes them monstrous? Are they aware of their own monstrosity? Do they accept it or reject it?

nightmare: What does your OC have nightmares about? How do they deal with their nightmares? Do they tell people, or keep it to themself?

pain: What's the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?

secret: What's one secret your OC never wants anyone to know about them?

skin: How comfortable is your OC in their skin? Do they grapple with anything that lives inside them—a beast, a curse, a failure, a monster? How do they face the smallest, weakest, most horrible version of themself? Are they able to acknowledge it at all?

torture: Has your OC ever been tortured? Would your OC ever torture someone else?

wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?

#oc asks #oc ask game #pleaseeeee #i want to talk about their traumaaaaa

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zetsubobu · 4 days

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Art trade with a friend of mine

Drew their oc in 1920s fashion as well as the theme "bunny in wolfs clothing" due to her personality and backstory

#ceces_art #I really really like this one #I really went off there #wow an actual rendered drawing for once haha #i just grew to like sketches a lot because rendering is exhausting af

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zetsubobu · 5 days

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Contrary to popular belief, riddle rosehearts actually does have a sibling

I should make this a guessing game. Who's riddle and who's astolfo haha

#just kidding ofc #but you have to admit that they do look very similar #both are angry little shorties that are quite powerful #both with family trauma as well (but different kinds)#twisted wonderland #twst #riddle rosehearts #astolfo granatum #vanitas no carte #the case study of vanitas #ceces talk

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zetsubobu · 5 days

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I've grown so used to making shaded sketches that actually rendering feels strange now. I really should finish my art works more often

#ceces talk #yea it's for an art trade #I'm going to post it soon hopefully #it looks good though I really like how it looks so far

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zetsubobu · 7 days

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Going right back to this one but sunday it was 26°C and a friend of mine literally went swimming with some friends. Literally the next day it was snowing with 1°C

April is like a flag in the wind, not deciding which direction it wants to go with

Just a few weeks ago I was freezing in my jacket and now it's legitimately summer weather and feels like 20°C

April is confusing

#ceces talk

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zetsubobu · 7 days

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Btw a lot of you must have noticed that I like to talk a lot so if that annoys you just filter out the hashtags "ceces talk", "ceces rants" or "ceces vents"

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zetsubobu · 7 days

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Adding right to my previous post but little funfact about myself:

The reason I got into art was because there was a certain ninjago artist that I really loved and she had very interesting ocs. Those ocs became like a huge hyperfixation to me (that I still kind of have) and I remember screenshotting so much art of them, making folders, etc. In the end, those ocs inspired me so much that I wanted to create my own (as well as do fanart for them) so that's the reason why I wanted to learn how to draw.

I have always been a huge oc artist supporter which is why I just love learning about other people's ocs because I think that's one of the things where a persons creativity can shine the most.

#it's why I post about my own ocs sometimes because I know that there will be someone interested in them #even if they don't interact (because I certainly didn't #i was too shy)#although I haven't posted too much about them yet except for maybe marvolo #most of my oc lore is hidden on my private instagram account #because I don't want to talk too much here about my ocs and drown out fanart (because that's the reason most of you are following me)#though sometimes I really do feel an urge to just lore drop because I worked very hard on them #the only oc that doesn't have a proper personality and backstory is cece and that's because she's just my persona #she's supposed to represent me #i am always open for questions though #i'm actually working on a proper profile for my characters #some of which are sort of finished but I will only share the link to the website once all of them are #which probably takes a long time due to procrastination school and other works

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zetsubobu · 7 days

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Beginner artists are so endearing. They are either really shy about posting their art or they are really proud and I just love encouraging both. We all started out at one point and I would love to be supporting person for them.

I know a few people that have encouraged me on deviantart back when I just started out and I'm still chatting with most of them. They were also a huge source of inspiration for me and I probably wouldn't be like I am today without them.

One reason why I rarely dislike my art is because I know that if my old self came across my recent art, I would be a huge inspiration for myself. And I don't mean it in a narcissistic way, it's just because my art progressed a lot from back then. If I hadn't received encouragement from other artists back then, then who knows if I would still be drawing

#you'd think that with how shy I am irl that I was the shy type of beginner artist #but no I was quite proud of showing off my art in 7th grade #i was just 13 and now I will turn 20 this year #time passes so quickly it's crazy #i still have my old account where all my old art is (it's like an archive by now)#one of my first drawings were art of nici (though she looked a bit different back then compared to now)#i'm honestly very thankful I got into art because I met so many amazing mutuals through it #plus it became my biggest passion #i just love that nowdays I can just draw anything I want without needing a machine or another artist #ceces talk

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zetsubobu · 7 days

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I need chihiro fujisaki to give me lessons because I am not going to get through this class.

My pc is being a little brat and won't let my program, in which I need to code in, work correctly either and I still don't know what the issue is. Meaning I can't do the exercises.

I'm like a math student who looks at the solutions of the exercises but never tried to do the exercises themselves (bc I literally can't)

The gods of programming, be merciful to me pls༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

#ceces rants #java just says class not found exception and won't elaborate #tried to google what that meant but I literally don't understand anything the suggestions say #because I'm a noob who just began programming #and bc english isn't my native language

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zetsubobu · 9 days

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Ngl I really like my recent marvolo and deuce art because of my color choices

I'm not an expert in color theory yet though I do have a bit of an understanding of it and I feel like the completementary colors of the light really make that drawing look interesting and give it some kind of mood that I don't know how to describe

Though dramatic light will forever be my favorite part to draw and somehow became one of my art traits that make others recognise me (at least that's what some friends told me)

#ceces talk

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zetsubobu · 9 days

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Wow, two drawings in one day? Crazy