hey hey!! switched accounts; my new one is @kuki-bar. i am not taking requests on there, which i think will help my stress levels a lot. looking forward to easing into a writing schedule now that the school year is nearly over!! i can't wait to start becoming a part of the genshinblr community again :D!! love u all xoxo /p

hi abbie! what you're going through sounds like a real struggle; i hope your situation improves! these may not be the most comforting words/what you're looking for, if so i'm so sorry but in any case, sending you love<3

thank you so much. no matter what you say, kind words always help a situation in my case. your words are more than enough,,, thank you <333

WHY HAS @yeluki BEEN GONE?

tw:: mentions of depression, anxiety, not having enough money, being poor, poverty, heart attacks, aneurysms, severe health issues, hospitals, pills, car crashes, de4th, mentions of being arrested, charges, being paralyzed, drunk driving, robbing, blood, and drugs.

hey everyone. so, i know i disappeared for like, what- 2 months or so? i haven't been posting, been active, or really been doing anything. i know, and i'm sorry. i have tons of ideas for headcanons and scenarios that will be released in due time, but i'm in no rush.

in return for my abrupt absence and lack of any sort of communication, please allow me to explain my main reasons.

lets begin with the subject of my mother. my mother is an extraordinarily important figure in my life; she is by far the most important woman to me. she is everything to me. however, there is a great chance that i could loose her. forever. if you know what coronary arteries are, then it'll be easier for you to understand this. basically, your coronary arteries are the arterial blood vessels of coronary circulation, which transport oxygenated blood to the heart muscle. (i just took the definition from google.) typical, healthy coronary arteries are smooth and slick, however, my mother's are scraggly and bumpy. they're also filled with blood clots. some of the bumps on her arteries are beginning to grow, and if even the tiniest one pops, boom- de4d. my mother has also had a heart attack before (to make matters worse, she was pregnant with my little sister when she had it). she said after she experienced it that she had felt the same pain three times before, years before- and her doctors think that she's actually had multiple. one more HA, and boom- gone. my mother is also on blood thinner- but if something happens and a family member isn't with her, the paramedics won't know. why is this super important? because even if my mother isn't bleeding on the outside, she could still be bleeding on the inside. pretty scary. the issue with this is that, my father works. my sister and i both go to school. i can't be with her all the time. so what if she gets into an accident and i'm not there with her? who's gonna be there to tell the paramedics about her meds? yea- that's only one issue of mine.

next up, money money money. basically, my family is poor. yay. there was also a car crash in my town where a high school girl was killed, another one is now paralyzed from the neck down, and the guy driving is being charged with manslaughter, drunk driving, and like two other things. whatever. there was a guy who robbed a store next to my house looking for drugs, and my baby sister is growing up and drifting away from me. </3

im also going on anti-depressants and anti-anxiety meds, which is great for a chick who has a fear of swallowing pills. yahoo.

i've got friend drama, boy drama, sexuality and gender drama, isecurity, and so much more. ugh i hate my life

anyways,, but my life's great so how are y'all? <333

Heey, it has been a while, I know, but well, I've been practicing my social skills a bit, since I start presencial school in a week, and I need some confidence. It didn't work at all, but I'm trying, at least it's a little more easy online... A little. (I get too nervous talking to new people, and it's a new school, again...) It may be just for today this confidence, but it's a progress! I guess.

Anyways, how are you? Hope you are doing great! Here some food, for today's specialty— we have, a Yelan fanart! /j... But the fanart is really pretty though!

-☕

hey hey!! sorry for the late response; i've had a lot of shit going on. but i'm glad you're trying to motivate yourself to gain more confidence; that's healthy! always do that.

i've haven't been the best if i'm being honest. bills are high, family nearly broke, going on new meds, my mother is on the brink of de4th, and far too much emotional turmoil to be healthy rn. how about you?

and yess,,, hit it with yelan ;DD

hey guys so i actually didnt die and im still alive

i know like what the fuck

yes, i'm sorta back. i'll make a post later on some general updates :)

but this is my friend, sophia. she's new to writing fanfics on tumblr and to tumblr itself (and no, do not attack her please-), so let's give her a warm welcome. :)

hello!

Hi loves! My name is Sophia. I just joined Tumblr and I’d like to tell y'all a bit about me. I’ll probably be posting a lot of Marvel headcanons or stories- along with Stranger Things, X-Men, OBX, Ginny and Georgia, and a ton of other things. I will also probably post some mental health reminders because you always deserve the most and to care about yourself as much as possible.

Aside from writing stories- I also write music. I play far too many instruments but my main is Guitar. I’ve been playing for 8 years now and I’ve been writing music since 2019.

There’s still so much to say but I’ll leave it here. I hope everyone has a great day, afternoon, or night. 

Love you, Phia :).

wait

isn't sumeru based on sumer from ancient mesopotamia? (which was in the present-day middle east im pretty sure)

because it looks and sounds like it

idk

LOL HAPPY THAT YOU LIKE THE LAYOUT! :DD

then may I request cyno, yoimiya and yelan hcs about taking them to a festival? yoi would absoluetly love if you took her to a festival and cyno would find plesaure spending time with you away from studies :)

TAKING THEM TO A FESTIVAL — cyno, yoimiya, yelan

a/n: here you go! enjoy this is set in a tiny bit of a modern au though, so i hope that's ok! warnings: nothing, just fluff! (but this piece came out before cyno and yelan were released) characters included: cyno, yoimyia, and yelan

CYNO: — cyno would be a bit confused when you first ask to take him. he's never really been to a festival before, but won't reject the idea. actually, he's quite excited. he's usually so busy with his studies, he finds that taking some time off to spend time with you sounds quite nice. — now, cyno's definitely pretty introverted, so don't expect him to be bouncing from shop to shop around the festival with you. he'd prefer a quiet time there; maybe a stroll with some sweets, a picnic just outside the grounds, or a nice meal under a tent with some drinks. — he's also not a big festival game guy, so he'll most likely watch you while you try desperately to win him something to remember the occasion. he'll chuckle at your cute expressions, stand next to you with a hand on your hip, or might even join you if you get lucky. — so overall, it's a pretty chill and fun experience,, maybe a 7/10. cyno isn't a huge festival guy, but if you can get him to have a drink or two, he'll be just as energetic as you, and the night will be really fun. have fun you two <33

YOIMIYA:

— this little firecracker is super excited the moment you ask her. she's all happy and bubbly, hopping up and down and clapping her hands. she prepares an entire outfit for the night, with some cute pumps and her hair pinned up with a shiny hair clip. — once you get there, yoimiya goes all out, running from stand to stand, trying every type of food there is to offer, and the whole time she's dragging you along with her. she keeps that adorable smile of hers all over her face all night, and she truly has never looked happier. — if there's a fireworks show at the end, and you were aware, she's gonna marry you. she's so touched that you always take her and her interests into consideration, and will have you lay your head in her lap the whole time. she'll rub your head, and will weave her fingers through your hair in such a loving way <33 — overall,, 19/10. amazing night, and honestly couldn't be better. she's the first person i'd personally bring to a festival to be honest lol

YELAN:

— yelan is pretty indifferent when you offer to take her to an upcoming festival. she's not particularly excited, but she doesn't hate the idea of going with you. she'll come, if it's what you really want. — yelan might drag you to a few interesting stands, but don't expect her to be screeching every second and dragging you all over the place like yoimiya. she, like cyno, will probably just watch you if you play games, and when she does join you, she'll get super pissed super quick. because of this, she'll drag you away mumbling about how all the games ar rigged lol — if you guys find a good food stand though, yelan is not leaving. she'll be there all night ordering food, and eventually, the shopkeeper will just stop accepting payment from her because she's spent, like, $2,000 on the booth already lmao — overall, 6/10. pretty nice overall, and it'd be enjoyable! <3

i love how i always read the most heart-wrenching, crushing, tear causing fics with fucking primadonna by marina playing in the background

so like im sobbing but vibin

im debating whether or not to get an undercut right now..

like,, im genderfluid and it'd feel really nice on my masc days but,,, i really love my long and thick hair

it's just like my name

i feel like i wanna/should change it but i really love my name

shit

fuck

ugh

i love when it rains

... but i don't like when it rains while im trying to finish the 6 assignments ive been putting off all fucking week at 3am

ugh

TOKYO REVENGERS D3ATH PREDICTIONS (for after 248)

a/n: please,, this makes me so sad. don't wanna lose any of them :(( warnings: MAJOR SPOILERS,, AND LOTS OF MENTIONS OF VIOLENCE AND BLOOD!!

(disclaimer!! : this post was made before the release/my reading of chapter 249 or any chapter after that!! thank u <3)

predictions under the cut

SENJU VS. SANZU —

ooohh, tough call. I can say, however, that the battle between the two of them is gonna be bloody and fucking emotional at the end. all in all, I'm gonna guess that sanzu is the one who will die, and it'll be as he's dying when him and senju have a devastating heart to heart talk with apologies, i love yous, sanzu dying in senju's arms, and a shit ton of crying. rip sanzu and your joker ass </33

INUI VS. WAKA —

i can't. i can't loose any of 'em. anyways,, though,, :sobs:,, i don't even think either of them will die. if we do end up getting a little flashback of the two, however, it'll definitely be waka who dies. I really kinda wanted to see koko and inui go at it but....y'know...

but yea. probably waka :(

HAITANI BROTHERS VS. MITSUYA AND HAKKAI —

i hate to say this, but ran is 100% gonna die. I honestly don't think i've ever been so sure of anything in my life. but for this battle, i think it'd go one of multiple ways. firstly, ran is the only one who dies. rindou is heartbroken, and mitsuya and hakkai just kinda leave him alone. secondly, ran could die, then in a fit of rage, rindou tries to kill taka and hakkai, resulting in him dying too. both of the brothers could die too,, and die next to each other,, and i- ;sobs;

or,, ran and taka both die,, then hakkai and rindou just kinda.... cry?? idk-

CHIYFUYU VS. MOCHI —

im sorry but i feel like they're both gonna die- like,, there's no WAY chifuyu's gonna make it to the end. like,, he's the only super super major character who hasn't died,, and like,,, that's it. both of 'em are gonna die and it's gonna be sad as fuck. my guess is that mochi dies, then chifuyu goes to help takemitchy, then takes a big hit for him and dies... L

TAKEMITCHY VS. KAKUCHO —

kakucho goes BLOOD, BLOOD, BLOOD; AND DEATH! (zootopia reference?!?) but i mean COME ON,,, like it's gonna end any other way-

AKKUN VS. SHION —

ok... hear me out.

akkun.

but only BARELY :')

currently making a d3ath predictions post for what happens after chptr 248 for tr

rip

so i finished what's out of the tokyo revengers manga and holy fuck did rindou look fine as FUCK in the last few chapters

OH MY FUCKING GOD PUT ALL UR INFO AND SHIT IN MY INBOX RN IM GIVING YOU THE SHIT I SAID ID GIVE HOLY FUCK THIS IS AMAZING HOW

@yeluki hi I saw your yelan/cyno layout request and wanted to give it a shot :)

Not my best work but ehh hopefully you see this 

WHAT THE FUCK WAS 178-- (implied spoilers)

LIKE,, NOW IM SOBBING

KAKU

IZANA

PLEASE

WHY

Chifuyu though…

Rindou my beloved

I like calling him my Rindou window-

Ran the banana man and Rindou Window

Mikey likes bikies and Sanzu should go to the zoo

- tired

HAHA

i honestly relate to chifuyu so much that i just cant "like like" him >:''''D (like jean from genshin-)

ok so we got

rindou the good old bimbo

chifuyu, the one who goes moo

ran the pan

mikey (the super duper anime watcher really likey)

and sanzu who needs to take a poo

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