Based on these lyrics, I will do a mini analysis of where Stolitz are at in this episode and what it says about their relationship as a whole. The title of this song I assume is called When I see him tonight and it says a lot about where Stolas and Blitz are regarding their feelings.
Stolas loves Blitz dearly. He is singing about when he is with Blitz, he can hide the pain of his fucked up life behind a careless smiling front because he thinks that's what Blitz would want. He doesn't want to hear about his divorce. He isn't here to listen to him bare his soul but he just wants him to be with him through all the good and the bad. Stolas is coming to terms with the fact he loves Blitz but he knows he has to let him go. He feels like he is hurting Blitz by keeping him a prisoner in this arrangement and doesn't want to make it seem like he's a burden. He wants to give him the choice whether to stay or go but he knows if he does that, he'll lose him forever. He'll be alone without any love in his life and he thinks he'll die because of it just like Blitz did after the altercation at Ozzie's. He can't decide whether what he's doing is right or wrong but he wants to believe that he can still have this. That he can still have a sweet relationship with Blitz but he knows eventually it'll only fall apart because the only way Blitz can truly be set free is by giving him the crystal. Stolas thinks this is what's best. He wants to give him the decision to let go rather than set boundaries between them.
As for Blitz, he is the most naive out of the pair. He isn't really good with words and opening up about his feelings as he can't really say if their relationship is going strong. He wants to believe they are doing okay together but a part of him knows it's a complicated arrangement and can't bring himself to talk about the pain he may inflict on Stolas. So instead he buries it all away for sex because he thinks that's the only thing he wants. The only thing that will get his attention. To look his way, so to speak. He wants to believe that everything is going fine and he seems excited to see him again. He is singing about all the nasty things he's going to do to his owl prince during sex because he is intent on impressing Stolas because he thinks that by avoiding the subject of their feelings, they can be happy and not have to get themselves hurt. Blitz thinks this is not only the best for Stolas, but also himself because he likes where he stands in this relationship. He doesn't want to let go of this relationship and by indulging the bird in sex, he'll still have him.
The way they are singing also tells us a lot about their stance of their relationship. Blitz is rapping throughout the duet as he isn't really good with words. He gets himself hyped for this date by thinking of all the ways he'll fuck him as that's where he is at the most happiest. As for Stolas, he sings with a dramatic broadway grandure because this is the biggest decision of his life. He is about to let Blitz, the love of his life go and he can't decide whether he is doing what is best for them or himself. He loves BlitzĆø. That's why it pains him to make this decision. The song starts with him singing happily in the bath about how he's so excited to see him. Getting himself prepared clean and proper but when the thought of Blitz coming over settles in, he is scared shitless about screwing up with what they have as he is scared of leaving their relationship in tatters, hence the mess of his living room and the fridge. Blitz remains optimistic as he gets himself ready for a night of sex and pleasure because he knows that's what Stolas likes and where he is most good at when showing people he loves them/what he likes. He causes a stir, he shouts out from the rooftops that he is in love with Stolas. He announces it to the world because he wants to share his happiness with everyone who cares to hear it. He feels happy with Stolas and he wants nothing to ever change.
So here's my analysis of the Full Moon duet and Stolitz heading into the new episodes as a whole. Do I believe they will fall apart? Probably. Will they reconcile? Most definitely. But if I missed anything, feel free to add more.
stolitz duet lyrics
transcribed to the best of my abilities! ellipses and question marks indicate sections i couldn't make out. not fully accurate :)
STOLAS
Thank you to the butterflies
In my stomach. I havenātĀ
Felt this nervous since I wasĀ
A little fluffy dumb nestling
My derring-do is half-disguise
Behind a smile, my beak is grinding
Ever minding
I swore I wouldnāt dwell on the divorce
So for my own health
Iāll remind myself
That when I see him
I know that it wonāt feel so tough!
Iāll believe him, and not the voices
Who say I'm not enough(?)
If I can manage it(?)
It can just be him and me
Iāll set us free
Oh how perfect it could be
When I see him tonight!
BLITZO
Full moonās tonight? Alright alright!
Itās been a while
Since he craved your attention(?)
Are we okay?
Canāt really sayā¦
Iām getting by
By avoiding this question
So complicated
I hate when itās complicated!
Why do I always end up in situations that are complicated?!
Here I go again, getting in my head
So Iāll focus on the sexy stuff instead
STOLAS
When I see himā¦
BLITZO
Weāll go a round or two and I'āll 'm gonna do that thing he likes
STOLAS
When I trust himā¦
BLITZO
No need to change things, Iāll just bring the rope and spikes
STOLAS
Oh god!
BLITZO
Weāve got a nice arrangement
And itās working out just fine
We'll keep it light!
STOLAS
Iāll fucking die alone if this goes bad tonight!
STOLAS AND BLITZO (TOGETHER)
When I see him tonight!
STOLAS
Am I doing something I canāt take back?
BLITZO
(spoken) Relaxā¦
STOLAS
Would he want me if he was free?
BLITZO
(spoken) Weāre fine!
STOLAS
And if heās only here as a prisoner
What kind of monster does that make me?
My entire lifeās been written in stoneā¦
BLITZO
(spoken) Weāre gonna boneā¦
STOLAS
He taught me that I could chooseā¦
BLITZO
(spoken) It's cool
STOLAS
He deserves the choice to stay or go
Though it scares me to think
What Iād loseā¦
BLITZO
Canāt wait to lose ourselves in nasty sex and make that bird squawk!
STOLAS
Would it be so bad?
BLITZO
Replace thinking with what makes sense, like him sucking my--
STOLAS
God this is the worst!
BLITZO
[...]
Who needs words when youāve got a mouth full of
STOLAS
(spoken) Come to your senses
[...]
Deserving of your love and trust
BLITZO
Iāll eat his bird puss nice and thrust!
STOLAS AND BLITZ (TOGETHER)
And soā¦
[...]
And I...
BLITZO
Oh yeah!
STOLAS
But when I see him
Will it be tender? Or be tough?
Will it please him, or will I just be fucking it all up?
Can this be our relationship?
Or am I still naive?
Iāll set us free
Whatever it may be
When I see him
(spoken) tonightā¦
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šš characters from hazbin hotel as books šš
i finally got around to posting all of these on my bookstagram, and i figured i'd post them here too! putting this together was so much fun that i just had to share. full book list below the cut!
š Charlie:
- Tress of the Emerald Sea by Brandon Sanderson
- One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston
āļø Vaggie:
- The Bandit Queens by Parini Shroff
- Hopepunk by Preston Norton
š„ Angel Dust:
- Rented Heart by Garrett Leigh
- Gay Bar: Why We Went Out by Jeremy Atherton Lin
ā£ļø Husk:
- The Lost Weekend by Charles Jackson
- The Gambler by Fyodor Dostoevsky
š» Alastor:
- A Certain Hunger by Chelsea G. Summers
- Lost Signals by Max Booth III
š§¹ Niffty:
- Maid by Stephanie Land
- The Dead Janitor's Club by Jeff Klima
š Lucifer:
- Angels Before Man by rafael nicolƔs
- Dayspring by Anthony Oliveria
š Sir Pentious:
- Soulless by Gail Carriger
- Boneshaker by Cherie Priest
š£ Cherri Bomb:
- Girls to the Front by Sara Marcus
- We Sold Our Souls by Grady Hendrix
š¬ Valentino:
- Snuff by Chuck Palahniuk
- Getting Off: Pornography and the End of Masculinity by Robert Jensen
šŗ Vox:
- Universal Harvester by John Darnielle
- White Noise by Don DeLillo
š± Velvette:
- The Devil Wears Prada by Lauren Weisberger
- Followers by Megan Angelo
šø Adam:
- Fifty Shades of Grey by E.L. James
- Why Men Love Bitches by Sherry Argov
š”ļø Lute:
- Joan by Katherine J. Chen
- The Valkyrie by Kate Heartfield
š Sera:
- The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom
- Dark Rise by C.S. Pacat
š¼ Emily:
- Halo by Alexandra Adornetto
- Blue Skies by T.L. Martin
š„ Rosie:
- In the Garden of Spite by Camilla Bruce
- Woman Eating by Claire Kohda
šø Lilith:
- Lilith by Eve Marmery
- Jezebel by Megan Barnard
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every gay friend group has: the repressed academic, the ska loving "brawn", the formerly mean girl psychic, the match making anime fan, the astrology lover, the lesbian butcher/reluctant big sister, the sexy cat with nine lives, the walrus who runs a magic shop and the local witch who wants to kill everyone
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Bi Bi, Miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee, but the levee was dry
And them good ol' boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye
Singin', This'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die
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