Memories are a museum of Love

About You, the 1975 // 20th Century Girl, 20세기 소녀 (2022) — dir. Bang WooRi // Sarah Lewarn // Boygenius, me & my dog // Twenty Five Twenty One (2022) dir. Jung Ji-Hyun // @/bakwaaas

Oh this song just always gives me so much feels 🥺😭

you’ve had feelings for professor chae, right?  yes, i have. of course i have. 

So instead of doing productive work, I made this compilation of (hopefully) all of the original songs, background music, band performances, OST, and some fanmade videos from Hospital Playlist! 

P.S. There are 99 videos in the playlist to honor our 99′ gang...

Here is the link to The Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLx2XSSnJiuCg1zDTd9aPWi6bOKmo2rb2F

“I have a friend whom I’ve known for a long time. But I started to like her. If I tell her how I feel, things might get a little awkward. But if I don’t confess this time, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life…”

This is like me every time I buy something random from Amazon or Ikea 😅

those small little things that made us happy

“You’ve had feelings for Professor Chae, right?”  “Yes, I have.” (insp.)

What do you do for yourself? What’s a treat for you?

“Nothing is wrong if it makes you happy.”

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“The capacity to be alone is the capacity to love. It may look paradoxical to you, but it is not. It is an existential truth: only those people who are capable of being alone are capable of love, of sharing, of going into the deepest core of the other person—without possessing the other, without becoming dependent on the other, without reducing the other to a thing, and without becoming addicted to the other.”

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“Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.”

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“She waited for the train to pass. Then she said, “I sometimes think that people’s hearts are like deep wells. Nobody knows what’s at the bottom. All you can do is imagine by what comes floating to the surface every once in a while.”

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Broken bottles in the hotel lobby Seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again I know it's crazy to believe in silly things But it's not that easy

I remember it now, it takes me back to when it all first started But I've only got myself to blame for it, and I accept that now It's time to let it go, go out and start again But it's not that easy (that easy that easy)

High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again High hopes, ooh when it all comes to an end But the world keeps spinning around

But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again High hopes, ooh when it all comes to an end But the world keeps spinning around

Broken bottles in the hotel lobby Seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again I know it's crazy to believe in silly things But it's not that easy

I remember it now, it takes me back to when it all first started But I've only got myself to blame for it, and I accept that now It's time to let it go, go out and start again But it's not that easy

But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again High hopes, ooh when it all comes to an end But the world keeps spinning spinning

But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again High hopes, ooh when it all comes to an end But the world keeps spinning

And the world keeps spinning

“Don’t allow your wounds to transform you into someone you are not.”

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“No relationship can truly grow if you go on holding back. If you remain clever and go on safeguarding and protecting yourself, only personalities meet, and the essential centers remain alone. Then only your mask is related, not you. Whenever such a thing happens, there are four persons in the relationship, not two. Two false persons go on meeting, and the two real persons remain worlds apart.”

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If you genuinely enjoy being alone, do you ever wonder if it is an inherent part of your character or if it stems from feeling inescapably lonely in the first place until you taught yourself to enjoy the peace and happiness one can find in solitude? what if the reason you now prefer & choose solitude at every turn is because you were a very lonely child, or teenager, not by your own choice, and that’s how you learnt to thrive and grow, so you no longer know if you can do that around people? There might also be an element of personal pride, an unconscious “you can’t fire me I quit” point when your brain decided to switch your feelings about solitude from distress to relief. I often find myself defending my love of being alone, to people who worry that I can’t possibly be happy to live in an isolated house in the woods; I insist that I do! I really do specifically enjoy the isolated factor and chose to live here because of it, but then I wonder how to differentiate an ingrained love of solitude from an acquired ability to thrive off unchosen loneliness, to learn from it and be nourished by it; to what extent it might be a form of contentment built on a bedrock of resignation.

““You don’t get better on the days when you feel like going. You get better on the days when you don’t want to go, but you go anyway. If you can overcome the negative energy coming from your tired body or unmotivated mind, you will grow and become better. It won’t be the best workout you have, you won’t accomplish as much as what you usually do when you actually feel good, but that doesn’t matter. Growth is a long term game, and the crappy days are more important.””

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