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My behavior is self destructive, but I guess that means I'm the bomb 💣
~sometimes I want to die, sometimes I think I already did~
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Maybe when you come home today you'll be happy to see me... Or maybe you'll think I'm annoying and wish I could disappear like usual... I wish you loved me.....
#sad thoughts#im unloveable#love#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#romance#unloved#love you forever#selfharrrm#lost you forever
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How to get you to like me:
Stop singing
Stop talking
No texting first
No making jokes
No laughing
Stop being cuddly
Stop asking for kisses
Stop giving kisses
No touching at all
Stop saying you're pretty
Stop saying "forever"
Stop saying I love you
Stop being me.
#sad thoughts#im unloveable#love#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#romance#unloved#love you forever#selfharrrm#lost you forever#stop being me
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I told you I felt uncomfortable... You said you wont let me ruin your day... If you think thats what I do why are you with me... You said "you have a point". Now I'm uncomfortable and alone...
Why do I open my mouth... just to ruin things?
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When im gone someday and they search my phone to find out why i did it, I hope they find my page and read everything.
Go ahead and claim you were my friend while im sitting here alone on my birthday.
They'll cry and say "i wish i could've done something" as if their one worded responses would have helped anyone.
You'll say "i didn't think she meant it" when I have told you every day when i wake up next to you.
"I didn't see the signs"
You didn't see me.
#sad thoughts#im unloveable#love#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#romance#selfharrrm#unloved#love you forever#lost you forever#suislide#tw sui ideation#sewer slide#sewercide#end of life#kill me
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With every birthday that passes, the pain of your absence pierces my heart a little bit more.... How am I supposed to be happy today when you aren't here with me....
#sad thoughts#im unloveable#love#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#romance#unloved#love you forever#lost you forever#its been a year#its my birthday#its my birfday#birthday#today is a good day#today is my birthday#worst day ever#worst day of my life#life sucks
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~Valentine's day~
I didn't recieve flowers,
There were no candles or candy,
I didnt even get a kiss.
I made you brownies and cooked a meal,
We ate in silence.
You fell asleep as I pet your head,
Showing you how much i love you
And I fell asleep with tears in my eyes laying next to you in bed.
tomorrow is my birthday and I already know what to expect,
you'll show me again that you dont want me, and again I'll settle for less.
#sad poem#depression poem#original poem#poem#poetry#poets on tumblr#bad poetry#sad thoughts#im unloveable#love#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#romance#unloved#love you forever#lost you forever
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maybe in another universe i am not so hard to love
… but i wish it could be this one.
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I will bleed out because you told me your favourite colour is red
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Cause I can’t find my way out this place
I’ve been screaming for days, please help me
I’m locked in this day, no way to break free
That’s when I lost my sanity
- “Lost my Sanity” by Johnnie Guilbert
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the memories haunt me, paralyzing me in the dissociation:
all things becoming blurry & I am unable to communicate;
I let myself lose the only good thing I've ever fucking had.
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Parental
You left us in strangers homes
To get abused by every single one
Then abandoned us in a foster home
Where all palms locked on
Yet we still call you mom
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Irreconcilable
It’s been several years
And these tears won’t disappear
But I told you my biggest fear
Was living without you here
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Seven Hours Until I'm Home
Laying in bed all day
Walking around aimlessly
Cleaning things in hopes it'll clean my mind with it
Struggling to eat
Conversing with my cats
Searching for anything to make this day pass
A text pops up, its from you
"7 hours of work left, cant wait to be home"
I lay back in bed and try to sleep
Each room quiet and still
Everywhere empty and cold
Begging for the day to end
So I too can be back home.
'I only feel at home when im with you'
#sad thoughts#sad poem#poem#kind of poetry#poetry#poets on tumblr#original poem#love#romance#love you forever#romance poetry#depression poem
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I have other memories but this is the clearest one left of you...
#drawing#sad thoughts#sketch#alone with my thoughts#im unloveable#depressing shit#love#unloved#romance#lost you forever#love you forever#selfharrrm#tw depressing thoughts#memories#artists on tumblr#art#my drawings#new artist
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