Please, June. Be nice to me.

Shoo, fly

don't bother me

There isn't a glitch, you're unfollowing and following me constantly and my husband's theory is that you're trying to get my attention, so you are now blocked. You're a wonderful human being but I'm not going to fucking play those games anymore. Goodbye forever.

And now I'm out of vapes. Day ruined.

I killed one mosquito in my room, and now my entire body is itchy.

I'm asking myself a question. Why am I here❓

I wish I knew

hearing his laughter is why I breathe

Never went to sleep

I remember when ppl cared

Just googled some very horrible things that I wish I never ..

(traumatized)

after care

"I can't do this anymore" says a girl who is not only going to do it, but do it well.

Does it make you feel better to call me a whore? Does that justify your feelings for me when I've been nothing but good to you? I tried to save an injured creature, nurture it with care and love, and it took what it could from me only to say they were undeserving because it knew it was wild and untamed. It wanted me to believe that. I could always see right inside. Lost and lonely. You were too much and I wasn't enough. Why would you try to come back?

I saw you, tonight. That same same long stride walk, a smoke in your left hand, and the stupid leather vest you incessantly wear. Trying to be all tough and careless but deep down inside, you fucking care and you hate yourself so unforgivingly for it. I felt my blood turn to ice and the heart that once beat for you, repelled your presence into a million little pieces of unwanted glass. You are the same fucking boy from eight years ago... Still breathing your lies and manipulating the world to pity you