"You know, I didn't like the way you spoke to me at all. Who do you think you are?"

"Me? Who do you think you are? I should be the one receiving the praises! You're just a stupid son of a bitch who got lucky!"

"You call it lucky? You don't have any idea of what I went through or what I did to get here! Do you want a place under the sun? Then get the fuck out of this dark shit that is your mind! I don't give a fuck if I lose all I have tomorrow because everything is going in the way it is supposed to go. I did get here and I did my best. Idiots like you only make my job harder, but it teaches me anyway. Teaches me to never let my guard down."

— Apprehensions, Sylvia Plath

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not at all

yes all my favorite characters are desperate to be loved. no i don’t think that says anything about me

I'm so sorry for you and your cat!

I've never had a cat so I don't know what to do here but sending love 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

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Love,

@heroes-villains-side-blog

thank you ❤️ I'm not sure what to do either... wait for bad news is the worst feeling in the world :(

[Villain and dying pet]

"Don't cry, my friend. You did your best. I'm happy I had all this time on earth with you. Don't cry."

"No. I didn't do my best. If I did, you'll live... I-I can't. I can't watch you leave.", Villain sobbed with their pet on their arms.

"Then don't.", the pet offered a kind smile, their eye deeper than they ever were. "I understand. I wouldn't want to watch you leave either. You can go, Villain. I don't mind having an ugly end because the middle was so great. I was very very happy. I hope you know that. I hope you remember who I was, my adventures, my mess, our moments, you playing guitar while I napped, you chasing after me when I stole something of yours. You looked funny. That's what I'll remember. Thank you for looking me in the eye. Not a lot of people do that. You are my favorite."

"That's why you were hiding in there? In my home?"

"Of course. You are my home. Where else would I be? I'm sorry I left a mess in there too. I couldn't help since.. you know.."

"It's okay. It's all forgiven now. I love you. I love you so much and I'll miss you a lot."

"In the green fields where I'll be I'm not sure I'll remember much, but if I do, be sure you'll be on my thoughts. I love you. Goodbye."

[Villain and dying pet]

"Don't cry, my friend. You did your best. I'm happy I had all this time on earth with you. Don't cry."

"No. I didn't do my best. If I did, you'll live... I-I can't. I can't watch you leave.", Villain sobbed with their pet on their arms.

"Then don't.", the pet offered a kind smile, their eye deeper than they ever were. "I understand. I wouldn't want to watch you leave either. You can go, Villain. I don't mind having an ugly end because the middle was so great. I was very very happy. I hope you know that. I hope you remember who I was, my adventures, my mess, our moments, you playing guitar while I napped, you chasing after me when I stole something of yours. You looked funny. That's what I'll remember. Thank you for looking me in the eye. Not a lot of people do that. You are my favorite."

"That's why you were hiding in there? In my home?"

"Of course. You are my home. Where else would I be? I'm sorry I left a mess in there too. I couldn't help since.. you know.."

"It's okay. It's all forgiven now. I love you. I love you so much and I'll miss you a lot."

"In the green fields where I'll be I'm not sure I'll remember much, but if I do, be sure you'll be on my thoughts. I love you. Goodbye."

never

Never leave Your side

“I want to be held and told my name. I want to be valued, in ways that I am not; I want to be more than valuable. I repeat my former name; remind myself of what I once could do, how others saw me. I want to steal something.”

— Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale

"You know what, that's your fucking problem, Villain. You let those fools walk all over you. They keep mistreating you over and over again over nothing and you just stand there and let it happen!"

"And what do you want me to do about it! They're the only thing I have left."

"So what? That doesn't mean you deserve to be treated like that! Shoot people on the foot, break a few windows, and yell at them! Anything is better than letting yourself be treated like that. For goodness sake, you're the fucking villain! Why on earth I'm the one who's giving you advice!"

hey there :)

"You miss me when all this is over. I'm sure."

"Don't flatter yourself. This is never gonna end."

"I'm not giving up, Hero. I won't become a shallow little life like you. Pretending to heal while poisoning the water your people drink. Pretending to wish well upon them while plotting their death. You never question your motives and blame it on the name you placed upon yourself: a hero. You're not a hero: you're a wolf pretending to be a sheep. I am what I am and that may never change, but I wanna go out being me. They'll hate me, but they'll know who I am. That's enough."

who up wanting something they can never have

"I threw my future away because I was drunk in love. I did EVERYTHING for you and this is what you have for me? Gratitude? You can take that gratitude and shove it up your--"

"What do you want to say? That I like you? That I love you? I never asked you to do anything for me, Villain."

"You didn't have to."

"Why?", Hero asked with tears in their eyes. "Why can't we be friends? Why are you doing this to us? After all these years?Why now?"

"Because I don't trust you anymore. Not after all that. I'm not perfect, Hero. I'm fucking miles away from that, but I can't be around you when it doesn't feel right anymore. I feel like I don't even know who you are. And I tried so hard to hold on and keep pretending everything is fine, but it's not. I can't forgive you for what you've done."

"But I didn't hurt you! I agree I messed up, but it wasn't with you... why can't you stay beside me? What kind of friendship is that when I need you?"

"I can't do it anymore, Hero. I rather be alone than pretend for one more second that you're trustworthy. You're right. You didn't hurt me. But the way you destroyed that family... those kids... maybe they'd die anyway.. who knows? But it was by your hands. And that's my problem. You're unrecognizable. I can't do it. Leave me alone."

"Wait a minute... you're crying over a dead flower?", hero mocked as Villain's tears kept coming out of their eyes like a flood. "how stupid are you? Why are crying over this shitty flowers?!"

"Because it's me!", Villain shouted. "I-I'm the same as these flowers! Can't you see?", they held them tightly against their chest. Like a dear friend. "I thought I could make them live again... be well and pretty again... but look at them." Villain pet the rose petals with love. "They're dying slowly and there's nothing I can do about it. There's no vinegar, sugar, water… anything. There's nothing I can do to stop it."

― Virginia Woolf, A Writer's Diary

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