"Oh but they're your family! they love you!" not anymore, i don't care how blood related i am to someone, i decide my family. and it's without them.

i'm tired of people saying things like "Lol, can't remember what i ate today, memory loss lmao" i can't remember so so so much of my life, i can't remember days, weeks, months, years and then i hear someone say "Oh i have memory loss lol" and i say things like "Oh, me too! it really sucks to not be able to remember that much right?" only to learn that the only thing they can't remember is what they had for breakfast, and i can't remember my childhood.

"I'm unable to let it go, because I'm on high alert to make sure it doesn't happen again."

hi so this is a trauma blog, please don't interact if that will be triggering to you.

about everything i post will be about trauma and ptsd as well as other trauma disorders

please don't call me "cringe" or anything, you will be blocked

DNI- homo/trans/xenophobes, racists, abuser sympathizers, trauma fakeclaimers, etc.

Me: "Oh, I can barely remember parts of my trauma anyway, so it couldn't have been that bad, i probably don't have PTSD."

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