I’m Sorry

Remember the many times I was inactive? Well...it seems that its now permanent...This blog is dead...I’m feeling very discouraged now. My WiFi is cut off from both cellphone and laptop and I won’t be having it back for a very long time but its mostly because of my family issues. I got into a fight with my siblings and never bothered to hear me out, not even one bit. And with the WiFi cut off, my assignments and projects are gone, I no longer have the ability to make them anymore, my grades will drop. 

Why not the computer shop? My mom and dad wont let me out and the internet is weak and I can get sick, something could happen to me.

The asks? Please forward them to someone else. I won’t delete them because it made me happy knowing you took the time to ask me but I’m not answering them.

What if I resolve this issue? Question is, How can I come back and be the way I am now? There is no way m coming back the same I was before. I might come back but what are the chances? I will come back here but don’t know what to do...

I got so depressive that I even lose my appetite and interest n drawing. I went as far as deleting ALL 200 plus of my drawings to forget about it. And even lose my interest in making stories, nor writing down the ideas that pop in my head.

I never even got the chance to explore other fandoms and contribute to it.

Send me messages? Its nice but i don’t think I could read them because I don’t have internet access. Nor I would answer them in other of my blogs.

You might call me dramatic or couldn't care but I’m not. This blog is dead because I’m dead inside.

I got so much more to say but I don’t want break down in tears in public, so I’m ending it here. I’m sorry if I couldn’t end it in a better way but this is it.

You guys make so happy but...

Like my brother said yesterday “Nobody likes you”

This is really painful when I wrote this down.

I just got so lonely lately. I’m so very sorry for disappointing you guys again but it seems this one is permanent.

This is my Good Bye.

Adorable birb is adorable. Such birb. Much cute. 10/10

Lol! I really am!This comment truly made my day! 😊 ❤❤❤Hope this isn't late. Got caught up with school.

The birb is so cuute!

I know right!!!! :D

Gel-chan you forgot a few others in some post no respose,first laugh and disable post

What? Fu-I mean what the heck?! How did I miss it? This was late because o have to look for those posts. It took longer than expected. But for some reason I have hard time looking for it. I'm so sorry but I can't seem to answer this. I'm sorry but its taking up my time...I hope I could make it up to you Anon.

My birb is photogenic than my classmate. Yes, I bring her to school since the first day.

She is 26 days now. She is much younger in these photos.

First pic is my AU version of Yui. Her name is Yukaro Hikikomori. Don't ask, I don't why either. The second pic is the genderbends of three of the Sakamaki siblings. Their looks are based after their mothers'.

I have the serious need to art dump because my gallery is a mess! I can't answer any asks until its the weekends. Sorry guys! These characters are from a game called AnticLove. James X Fem! Abdel and the second photo is Male! Marianne x Rachel in their past life. Prince Bes and Princess Rashida. I haven't played that game for so long!

Please enjoy this dumb idea

Sorry if I cannot update, mainly because I’m quiet busy and this will affect me from writing from my story on Wattpad. But currently I got obsessed with X men Apocalypse because of the cinnamon roll blueberry and angsty birb, so please enjoy this mini scene.

Mystique and Nightcrawler are sitting on couch next to each other while holding hands with Angel on the back.

“Mutter can I be with him” Mystique glances at Angel who nervously waves at her before looking back at a very hopeful Nightcrawler.

“Of course” Mystique said happily. But the unexpected happen.

“Nooo! Mutter!” Kurt screamed as he goes onto his knees and cries out.

“But Kurt. I said you can be with him” Mystique said. Definitely shocking her and Warren.

“I know but I love him” Kurt unncessarily yells.

“I like him too! He is a mutant!” Mystique reasons but its not helping the situation at all.

“Why are you trying to separate UUUUSSSSS!!!!!” Kurt yells much louder and much unnecessary than before, his head shaking, his teeth baring, and eyes wide.

Warren stared wide eyed at what’s happening. He is both confused and scared that he felt like hugging his knees to his chest at how much more terrifying this “meeting Kurt’s mother” is going.

“I’m not trying to!- I’m not trying to separate you” Mystique says as she stroked his cheek, her voice lowered as she tries not to yell at him.

“Please Mutter don’t do this to me! Please! I will run away!” Kurt begged. Luckily its not unnecessary yelling.

“You run away with him like-” Mystique says but notices her son is not calming at all since he grabbing onto her and shaking. She turns and yells:

“Charles bring the holy water!”

“Please!” Kurt pleaded.

“What the fuck?!” Mystique tries to get away from him but the grip he have on her ankle is not letting her.

*Kurt yelling not so understandable words in German angrily*

“Please just be with him” Mystique pleaded as she keeps calling for Charles.

Warren stared at the mess with "What have I gotten myself into?" Or "What the f*ck".

And that’s how Warren met Kurt’s mom.

Notes: If you a know viner, you would know where I got the idea from.

P. S. I don’t believe that Mystique is Nightcrawler’s mom (I guess its because I’m confused if his family history) but since I don’t who know who his mom is I decided to choose Mystique because of the complicated family history the comics gave him.

Hey senpai, have you seen Koumi-senpai genderbender of the Light Music and Gardening Club leaders??

I just got home, turned off airplane mode and open my gmail, saw this ask, widened my eyes and went there...OMG Senpai have done it again! Incredible as always! The boys are hot hot HOT!!! ❤❤❤❤❤

This is Ramoanah. I just put more effort on it. I hope you guys like.

Awww the bird is so cute

Aww~ Thank you so much! 😘😊❤

Hey guys! This is proof of my baby bird! Actually this is over ten days old and planning to release at tomorrow which is Independence Day but it appears its not ready. I didn’t name it because I don’t want it to get attached. I’m even more worried knowing it likes human contact, so I’ll try to avoid. I assumed its female because the way its butt looked and she doesn’t have a black dot on her eyes like what male sparrows have, maybe its just underdeveloped. I have a confession, I once found a baby bird filled with feathers but I don’t know what happened, I think it died, please don’t flame I was only like what? 6 or 7? Idk anymore. Then two baby birds but my dad saved it and the parents came back. And this bird right here, is left on my care. I feel really guilty just to leave it to die. I found it on the other side of my house on the curtains (I don’t know how it got there). What’s worst is when I found it, it was like barely 24 hours old. It was featherless and its skin is very transparent, you can see the organs. I waited for almost two hours for its parents to return and went back to see it, it was nearly drowned in soap bubbles, have I forgot to mention it was right next to the washing machine. I freaked and got my cousin to put it in my box. I pleaded my dad to buy puppy food, not without calling him 3 times and thankfully, he did. Ever since then, its been with me for the past ten days. I even brought it to school since no one will feed it at home. At least my teachers where pretty chill and it didn’t affect me in my studies at all.

Here’s how the progress went. First day: Barely 24 hours old. Only flesh, skin is transparent. Second day: Black parts on wings, back, and head. Third day: The straw of its feathers starts to stick out. Fourth day: Eyes blinks open but still closed and the straws grew much longer than before. Fifth day: The straws on the ends starts to protrude small feathers. Sixth day: More feathers protrude and gets longer. Eyes are open. Seventh day: More and longer feathers, more brown color and tries to stand on its own. Feathers appear on the underbelly. Eighth day: Have been stretching it’s well developed feathers and become fluffier and thicker. The colors began to pop more and its trying to balance. Ninth day: The small feather on the underbelly and head is still small and barely fluffy. Stands more properly and moves around. Eyes are protruding outwards. No longer sunken when it was still young and its wide open. Tenth day: The pics from above. It is now able to balance but still needs practice, explores outside its makeshift nest.

I didn’t take photos of it’s progress. I guess I was lazy and found it too unnecessary.

Hi there love your posts!!! You're headcanons for yandere simulator are so good *admitttedly i binge through all of them*

R-really? Thank you so much! This means so much to me! You have no idea how warm and fuzzy I feel now! ❤💗💓💕💝💞💟💖😊😀😄

AHHHHHH YOU'RE BACK SENPAI! I'M SO HAPPY! Right after my exams too ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️!

Heck yeah! I'm back for you guys! 😀😀😀😀😀

These are the last drawings of mine Monster High and Ever After High. The first one is Fem! Dexter Charming. I used the scarf as a large ribbon on her waist. Next is Male! Elissabat, I named him Elibat (from Elijah). And the last, is just a lazy drawing but of Ramoanah (Draculaura's step mom). I looked at her design on the cover book and decided to draw her. I hope you guys like. I think I could redraw and put more effort.

If Kokona and Saki are Ayano's (only) friend and actually care for her, how would they react to Ayano says she's in love with *rival's name*? (please answer please)

I'm on it Anon Friend!Okay, I once read something about gay students in school remain in the closet and can only open up when they're graduated. But we can push that aside.Osana, Saki and Kokona knows about Osana's fiery personality and they fear that she might treat Ayano harshly. They would try to convince her to make a move to somebody else. They are so confused to why Ayano still goes for her. Eventually they accepted it, but threatens Osamu behind her back if she does something that could hurt Ayano. They would suspect abuse but then finds out Osana is just tsundere. Next thing you know it, they won't stop making fun of Osana for it.Amai, they approve. Amai is perfect girlfriend material and they know she can make sure Ayano is well taken care of. Also,they don't question it because they are both in the cooking club and knows Amai all too well.Kizana, they don't like her, as much they disliked Osana (at first). I do believe its mostly Kokona due to fact she was bullies to change her hairstyle (or just about anything). They don't like the idea of Ayano being bossed around and they find Kizana annoying. Sure her acting skills are great and all but her personality is just a "no" to them. They are of course confused to why Ayano wants to pursue her. It took slow but progressive acceptance. They still glare at her if she acts too bossy.Oka, this person is.the one they are confused the most. They're not mean but they'll hesitate to admit Oka is weird but since Ayano is quiet questionable herself, they aren't so sure what to say but then they accept. Besides, this oddball couple is so cute!!! Asu, approved. No question at all. Asu is a ball of sunshine and she is perfectly fit and healthy. Ayano seems to like PE and they thought why not. And besides, Asu could bring sunshine to Ayano's life.Muja, confused and at the same time its a "no". Muja is older and a ditz. They are afraid that Muja won't notice Ayano's feelings which could lead to heart break. But when Muja and Ayano did end up together, they are shocked and feared for Ayano's safety and worries that the relationship won't be successful but it did. It made both of them happy. And Muja seemed to be genuine, so they let it slide. Though they are bit worried Ayano gets injured by Muja's clumsiness.Mida, is an abosulute no. Please its obvious. They will not accept. They forced themselves for Ayano (and that Ayano can't be stopped). But they hate on secret and forces to be supportive because Ayano is so happy. One time, they visited Ayano and Mida is somewhere. When they're about to leave, Ayano asked if they wanna say hi to Mida, they said no in a rather fake happy way before leaving immediately. Ayano is confused.Osoro, they're scared. Its pretty obvious and would plead to Ayano to move on with someone else. It took much longer to accept but they are still scared. Though one time they stood up to her and made sure Osoro won't break Ayano's heart.Hanako they both love the sweetie pie! But they seem to doubt the possibility of a relationship because Hanako is very attached to her brother. But when it happened. They all became inseparable. They put up with her childish attitude because they find it cute and know that they will be adults soon, so why not enjoy the few tidbits of childhood.Megami, Saki and Kokona would just sigh. They didn't want to break the news to Ayano on how untouchable Megami is and tells her that Megami rejects all her suitors. But that never stopped Ayano which made them facepalm in the background. However, despite the many times they tell her she that Megami is quite impossible it never really stopped them from supporting her. If Ayano does end up with Megami, they would so happy knowing she will be well supported and it never changes their friendship. They approved even more after finding out that Megami is pretty chill person.

Baby Bird

Hey guys, I know this is irrelevant but I found a baby bird yesterday. It seemed to be abandoned because the parents did not return over an hour or so and I felt really just leaving it to fend for itself so I took it in. It seemed to be new born because no feathers where present and the eyes are still closed. I believe the species is House Sparrow. And I'm gonna be a bit busy.knowing school starts next week and I have to feed a baby bird but don't worry I'll get through it.