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topmalereaderblog · 28 days
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I haven't posted in so long school is so draining and now that I'm almost out I might start posting again soon I had so many ideas but I'm too tired all the time my schedule is finally clearing up I'm not gonna make a new account just revamp this one 🙃 and hopefully be consistent but I still need a couple of months for now I'm just gonna focus on a making a new theme (see you soon hopefully)
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topmalereaderblog · 2 months
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Kinktober day 5
Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader + uniform kink
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I’ve been a Darth Vader fanboy (dickrider) for so long, I’m amazed I haven’t written smut about him before. This is loosely based on a plot idea I’ve had for a long time but never sat down and wrote.
This is the longest thing ive written for this kinktober, the spirit of star wars itself must have posessed me.
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You were an imperial officer, you hadn’t always been one of course. Before the empire rose you had been your average war general under the republic working closely with the jedi and their clonetroopers, most of all you worked with the 501st lead under Anakin Skywalker, a name not even allowed to be murmured anymore. You had always carried some sort of candle for general Skywalker, the hero with no fear, but everyone knew jedi weren’t allowed to be in relationships, and even if they were, you could never imagine Skywalker being interested in you.
For some reason, after the empire rose you had joined their ranks. What else could you do? You had lost everything in the war, and even though you didn’t believe in their propaganda, you knew the republic had been just as corrupt, they just hid it better. Your old coworkers had never liked how easily you switched sides for credits, but since you had no one to tie yourself too it was easy to put on a new uniform and kill under some randos orders. It was what had made you so useful during the clone wars and for the empire afterwards, you were quick and smart and had little mercy in your soul.
Of course, your heart gave a squeeze when you would see the formerly lively clones be reduced to mindless flesh droids, or when you saw the few remaining jedi being dragged away for re-education or to be gotten rid of. But under the emperor you were paid handsomely, more than most other officers you learned, why though you could never tell. Maybe it was the fact that you were the longest lasting officer under Lord Vader, as the sith had a tendency to snuff out the life of anyone who got on his nerves. Anyone but you.
For some reason, Vader seemed to like you, at least to the degree a sith could like somebody. He kept you around, at least. And at times you were sure he was staring at you longer than was appropriate, but you weren’t gonna say anything, especially to the guy known for snapping necks of anyone who got in his way.
Your status as Vader’s personal officer came one day in the form of a special uniform. It looked like your average imperial officer uniform, except for the fact that instead of black or white, the top part of your uniform was now a dark deep crimson. The color reminded you of dried blood. The pants were pitch black, the same shade as Vader’s cloak. If you looked deeper into your outfit, you would see the stitches were done with a red thread, almost like Vader’s saber. It was clear you were Vader’s, whether you wanted it or not.
Being Vader’s personal officer was isolating, more than usual. You had always been known as cold and tough, because you had to be to have lasted as long as yourself standing so close to Vader and the emperor. But after being so visibly marked as someone under Vader’s terrifying eye, all new officers and troopers seemed to avoid you or walk on eggshells around you, as if fearing your wrath would be Vader’s wrath itself. You had gotten used to the loneliness a long time ago, but as more and more officers and crew from your time were replaced you ended up having just yourself and your thoughts.
And your thoughts somehow always ended up back on Anakin Skywalker, that jedi general you had fought beside many years ago now. You wondered how he would have felt if he knew who you had become, how much blood was on your hands, how many innocents you had doomed. You knew deep down it was stupid, he had never truly known you, you had been nothing but coworkers, fellow generals. But for some reason, his handsome face, beautiful eyes, and strong body would appear in your dreams and in the recess of your mind.
Even as you stood behind Vader in the cockpit of the large ships he would parade around in, you would find some of your attention sliding to memories of Skywalker. For some reason his clothes had always fascinated you, the dark robes had been so unusual for jedi, but they had been perfect on him. Maybe it was because of this that small twinges in your mind had started feeling a pull to Lord Vader of all people.
Maybe it was his height, his presence, or just the black clothing he wore that seemed to light something in your mind. Maybe it was fear mixing itself with lust, as you had noticed how he seemed even more tense than usual. Others would be unable to see, but you had stood behind him since the moment the emperor brought him forth. You could see it in the way his fists tightened, and his gloves creaked, or how his breathing just became a lad louder from what you could under imagine was frustration.
You were sure you were going mad from your isolation when your dreams were starting to become filled with not only Anakin Skywalker but Darth Vader, their gloved hands pulling at your body, Vader holding you up as Anakin had his way with you, or Anakin’s mechanical hand twisting and torturing your length as Vader made you choke on his fingers or cock, depending on if your dream thought the cyborg sith even possessed privates.
Normally you would be able to release the tension these dreams brought you, but Vader had seemed to call you to his personal quarters late at night. This night your dream had been stranger than usual, there had not been just Anakin or Vader, or even both at once, instead Anakin and Vader had been on. You had been in your imperial officer garb as well, something that rarely happened in your dreams featuring Skywalker, and the Vader Anakin amalgamation has pulled you apart. His heavy breathing still rang in your ears as you hurried towards your lords’ quarters.
The halls were empty, or as empty as they could be as you passed a couple of troopers patrolling, whom all saluted you as they were supposed to. You were sure you looked a mess, the call from Lord Vader had been urgent, and you hadn’t had time to pick up your newly pressed uniforms yet and had to put on the one you had worn all day. Outside the door of Vader’s quarters, you took a deep breath as you collected yourself, before knocking.
When you were welcomed in you almost choked at the sight before you, for a moment you were sure your lord was suffocating you with the force. There had never been a bed in Lord Vader’s room, as he had no need for one, but now there was. It was large, big enough to fit maybe three or four beings Vader’s own size, and the sheets were blood red and looked so expensive even your high salary felt a hit.
“Sir” you stated, straightening your back as you tried to not let your thoughts run haywire as Vader sat upon the bed like a king on his throne. Maybe it was leftovers from your dreams, but the spread of his powerful thighs and slow deep breathing leaving his respirator had your palms going clammy under his gloves. You cursed the fit of your uniform, as you were sure your halfchub caused by your dream was still visible as you stood straight.
This was it, Vader was gonna get rid of you for daring to show up looking so disheveled and uneven. “Officer” he rumbled in his deep voice, and you clenched your teeth and shut your eyes, ready for what you were sure was gonna be your death. Instead you felt your body being lurched forwards with what you knew was the force, falling to your knees as the force seemed to pull your feet out from under you.
As you opened your eyes you found yourself on your knees between Vader’s strong thighs, his gloved palm coming to hold your chin as he seemed to look you over with a critical eye, even under his helmet. You gulped, your halfchub filling up faster than you could dream of suppressing, and the scoffed exhale that left Vader made it sure you knew that he knew just how affected you were.
His other hand came up and adjusted the collar of your uniform, his strong mechanical fingers lingering around the vulnerable flesh of your neck. “Your dreams, officer. Are so very loud” he spoke in that deep voice of his, you were sure you heard it wrong as it felt like he had purred out those words. You face became hot, and so did your entire body, at the mention of your dreams. You knew force users could read or sense thoughts, but some innocent hopeful part of yourself had hoped your dreams would stay secret.
“Your uniform is out of order” he rumbled, the blank lenses of his helmet forcing you to stare at your own reflection. You tried to force yours mouth open to speak, to apologize for your appearance and your dreams, maybe to beg for mercy. But your lord seemed to have different plans, as his booted foot pressed against your crotch where you were hardest, a surprised moan leaving you.
“Remove your coat, officer” he rumbled, the fingers gripping your chin tightening until you followed his orders almost desperately. This had to be a dream, you were sure of it, why else would lord Vader be letting you rut against his boot like some kind of dog. “Your room is just below me own, did you know? You broadcast your dreams loudly” he kept going, grinding his boot harder between your thighs, making you gasp and grasp as his leg.
“You must make it up to me” Vader rumbled, and all speculation if he even possessed privates left your mind. In your dreams he had always been large, as he was so tall, but seeing it did it no justice. His strong grip knocked your hat off your head, another part of your uniform, as he pulled you forwards. You barely had time to prepare before your mouth as filled, and the tight fabric of your uniform pants became unbearable as you found yourself arching at the act.
Vader didn’t moan as he fucked your face, or rather pulled your head back and forth at his whim, but his breathing shook and that was enough for you. Your mind was a jumbled mess of Darth Vader and Anakin Skywalker, for some reason you had grown hooked on the combination. If you weren’t so out of it, you might have noticed that Vader would thrust down your throat extra hard whenever images of the jedi appeared in your mind, but you could barely keep focus.
There was no warning as he came, just an extra deep exhale and him bottoming out, forcing your nose against his hairless pubic area. His shiny boot rolled against your crotch, and you were almost sure he must have done something with the force as you found yourself finish, even as he made you swallow all he gave you, you stained the inside of your boxers and uniform pants.
It took a moment to clear your thoughts as Lord Vader finally let you pull back, your throat sore in the best way and your eyes teary. You must have looked a mess, as Vader wiped under your drooling mouth with his large thumb. “Go fix up your uniform, officer” he rumbled, the force pushing you to your feet even as you almost buckled at the knees. Maybe you were still high on your orgasm, but you swore his tone was softer than normal, and that his touch was more careful as he put your hat back on your head and you tucked your jacket back on.
“I will call for you in the morning” Vader spoke, his tone meaningful in a way that had excitement brewing in you once more. “Sir” you replied in affirmation, trying not to shiver at how raw your voice was. As you hurried back to your quarters, Vader exhaled loudly as he ran his hand over his helmeted face, for once wishing he still possessed his old face so that maybe he could have indulged you in that so powerful dream of yours.
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topmalereaderblog · 2 months
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Hai there, i was wondering if you could do a mandalorian x male child reader?
Can the male reader be a foundling and Mando finds us or something like that?
Like Mando is becomeing some sort of father figure?
If not, that's totally fine too!
I love your storys!!!
Din Djarin with a foundling pantoran reader
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I can’t remember any of the Mandalorian language *scrunches up in pain*. Reader is Pantoran, cuz hehe blue and yellow tattoos.
Din would find you when he’s out on a bounty, sometime after he’s given Grogu to Luke. This means Din is still feeling extra raw and empty, lacking some purpose with his life other than just Bounty hunting, since he’s realized there’s more to life.
Imagine his surprise, when his latest bounty, some slave trader, is already down for the count when he arrives. Din quickly finds you, in all your blue skinned, yellow facial tattooed glory, glaring and barring your teeth like a wild Tooka.
In the beginning he doesn’t know what to do with you, since you end up telling him you have no one to go back too, since your parents sold you for being an affair baby. It aches in his heart to see someone so young, already so jaded by the world.
He might have already grown attached the moment he saw you, but he’s not gonna force any adoption or anything. But before either of you know it, you’ve wormed your way into his life and are living with him on his ship.
Boba and Fennec are in no way surprised when Din arrives on Tatooine with you following him like a baby duckling. They both have a good laugh when you launch yourself feet first towards an assassin though, both deciding if Din won’t take you, they will.
Because of your time as a slave, you have a hard time trusting, and Din doesn’t wanna force it. So, he gives you all the time you need to get comfortable. He definitely doesn’t start silently crying under his helmet when you fall asleep against his side for the first time.
He ends up changing up the interior of his ship so you can fit, giving you your own seat and bunk area, and making sure things you might need are in reach.
Din doesn’t realize he’s pretty much already adopted you in everything but adoption vow, until Boba points it out to him one day. Boba points out how Din has already given you a few armor pieces in durasteel and has been training you in the Mandalorian fighting styles.
Din becomes flustered and embarrassed, and mumbles something about not wanting to force it. Turns out, you don’t want to force it either because you still fear he will get rid of you like your first parents.
After some fighting, you sneaking along for bounty hunting, you almost dying because of this, and Din having to save you, you guys finally accept how much you have come to care.
Din ends up asking if you would be okay with being adopted by him, to join his small clan with Grogu, and to be his child. You tear up, and at first Din thinks it because you are so against the idea. But then you sob out a yes and cling to him, mumbling how you wanted nothing more than to have a family.
Din speaks the Mandalorian adoption vows, and he can now finally take his helmet off around you, as you are his child and that is the way.
You end up looking into the meanings of Pantoran tattoos with Boba and Fennecs help, and add to your already existing ones to show your clan and Mandalorian ways, as you are now Mandalorian.
Din takes you to meet Grogu, if you haven’t already met him, even if its just over a call or video chat. Grogu is extremely excited to have an older sibling, but also pouty that he cant go with you guys on adventures or get his own armor until he’s of age for his species.
You start getting your own armor as you get older. Its up to you if you follow the way, of never removing your helmet or not, Din just wants you to be happy and healthy and will support you either way.
If you meet Dins former clan, you always make sure to kick Paz in the ankles or the back of the knees (he’s still alive to me, idc idc), because he wronged your father in your eyes. You always end up roughhousing with Paz’s kid, the two of you beating on each other like Mandalorian kids do.
Because of your age Din slows down with his bounty hunting, and does smaller and less dangerous contracts, because he doesn’t wanna leave you without a parent. He’s definitely set up something with Boba and Fennec, that they’ll take care of you if he were to pass, just in case.
When you get older he takes you along with him, helping you become the kinda person you wanna be. If you end up wanting to be a bounty hunter, he’s the best trainer there is, and if you wanna be something completely different, he will find someone who can teach you.
Din is a tad bit overprotective, even as you grow older, its in his blood and he can’t help it. He just wants his kid to be safe and happy, and can’t bear the thought of you being hurt even though Din knows that’s just the way of the galaxy.
But no matter what, Din is a very loving father, even though he is a little awkward and tense in the beginning. He would do anything for his kid, and if you were ever in danger or kidnapped, he’s ready to destroy the entire galaxy to get you back.
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topmalereaderblog · 3 months
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Hey everybody I'm not gonna be active much on this account anymore I'm planning on using it to just scroll and put polls but I still will continuing writing here is my new blog @malereaderblog feel free to follow or not that's up to you.
Anyways I need help on decided which ones to write!?!?
Option #1:
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topmalereaderblog · 3 months
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Titles are so hard to write sometimes 😪 This is my new blog where I will be posting more 💗
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Locked behind a Cage
|◆| 『 』 |◆| 『 Captain John Price - Mature Thought 🚨 』 |◆| 『 』 |◆|
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Thoughts: John becomes a desperate bitch while wearing a cock cage. (Hairy Price is the Best Price)
No one knew much about John's private life considering he liked to keep to himself especially when it came to romantic relationships. Most would probably presume he's got a wife back home or something but that was far from true.
Grunts and groans can be heard around the house you shared with Price as he rides you trying to chase his release but the cock cage makes it difficult. You watched amused as he pleasures himself seeing his hairy tits bounce up and down, the way beads of sweat drip down his hairy body, and the cage that surrounded your husband's penis moved with every bounce he made with a big bush surrounding it.
"Fuck~ you look so good like this," Your hands roamed his body going to his pecs and squeezing them. "You want to cum don't you?"
John nodded his head feeling pent up from the lack of sexual satisfaction every time he has to go back to the base he has to wear the cage no matter what and isn't allowed to cum unless you say so. Because of this, it makes it hard for him to focus almost always he avoids trimming or shaving his pubes due to the fact that small movement cause him to get stimulatated, and that doesn't help his case.
He had a love-and-hate relationship with this dynamic he loves the idea of giving someone control over him and allowing his partner to decide when he gets to feel relief but hates the long waiting periods, due to the fact that his sexual needs aren't being met so much so that some night he will call you and finger himself desperately trying to find some relief hearing your voice until you say he can cum his toes curling from how much he has pent up throughout the week.
But when he's home and back with you he loves every second wanting to be bent down and fucked on any and every surface of your shared home becoming nothing but a hole for you to use as you please but today was different he admitted to jerking off and taking off the cage without permission while you where out doing errands and as punishment he has to now earn his orgasm without any of your help.
"All you had to do was listen," You slid your hand behind his head and pulled his hair back. "All you had to do was listen but you didn't instead you broke the rules and now here you are bouncing on my cock like a desperate whore." His faced turned red pleading with you to help him cum a little bit of his flushed tip expose as his foreskin rolled back a bit allowing more pre-cum to leak out.
"Look at your pathetic fucking cock being useless behind a cage" you scoffed. "What would your team think huh? Their Captain being a desprate bitch for his husband cock and cum" you grabbed the cage and moved it making John moan in pleasure. "Yes- so close," he gasped.
"Who do you belong to Johnathan?" You asked wanting to make sure he knew his place your hands sliding through his pubic hair and pulling on them lightly teasing him.
"You- I'm yours only, please- please let me cum sir."
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topmalereaderblog · 4 months
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Honestly, you don't have to put so much into it I never understood those requests I try to make for the reader don't have any features considering I'm only a male reader writer I just make the reader sound like it has more masculine features but maybe (I hope this makes sense)
Ok, serious question. Some requests not all, which I agreed to write. How do I write when its reader is a person of color?
Like what do I write? I'm white/Hispanic so I know I can't use the same words to describe someone else skin color.
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topmalereaderblog · 4 months
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Mature Thought // Captain Jonathan Price
So want this man to worship me like I need him to use me as a dildo and tell me I'm a good boy or something like the idea of a partner being a dom bottom is so funding hot to me just them using you for there own pleasure until they are satisfied. Like I would whimper for this man. If he's FTM (never wrote for this but still) and he asked me to eat him out, I would even better if it's under his desk while in a meeting or something. Like if he asked me to fuck him against the wall or somewhere anyone could see I would do it no questions asked.
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topmalereaderblog · 4 months
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Mature thought // Simon ghost Riley// Miguel O'Hara
Every time I imagine Simon or Miguel being pregnant, I feel as though they would be the horny type of pregnant. Like just imagine them with a bloated belly jumping on your cock and you wanting to be a good husband basically allowing them to use you as there own personal dildo. The feeling of their hole milking you for everything you have cuming so much that you get overwhelmed and overstimulated and you want them to stop but to scared to make them disappointed.
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topmalereaderblog · 4 months
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Mature Thoughts / Miguel O'Hara
Like I just imagined Miguel wearing red laced panties near a Christmas tree his cock hard and noticeable leaking precum as he waits for his husband to come home and fuck him on every surface until he's sobing and overestimated. And afterward, just putting a cock cage on him for the hell of it. Also, no one can convince me. Otherwise, all of all Oscar Issac characters are uncut and some what hair.
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topmalereaderblog · 4 months
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Does anybody that follows me collect / read comics?!??! Like I've been questioning, and I'm the only one in my friend group who does so now. I'm left wondering...if so please reach out. I would love to chat. 🫠 Also, I have some requests that I will be completing but I don't know where to start. (Also contemplating getting the Spiderman 2099 comics)
Oscar Issac: basically just eating him out
Simon "ghost" Riley: impregnating him
Trans Miguel O'Hara: crazy obsessed reader smut (might make this one into a series)
Ps. I might create a new blog just because this one is very, very badly organized, or maybe I'll just rebrand this one I don't know...
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topmalereaderblog · 4 months
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ITS TIIIIIIME! Officially winter break I have so many ideas and also new people I want to write about....
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topmalereaderblog · 4 months
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Thank you to everyone who got me to 10000 likes!
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topmalereaderblog · 4 months
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This happened to me, but with ink, I hope you pass your finals ❤️❤️❤️
im doing the last touches on my psychology exam prep and this is painful, wish me luck folks. this gator is gonna be turned into a fine pair of leather boots.
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topmalereaderblog · 5 months
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one of us
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It so cute ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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topmalereaderblog · 5 months
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Okay, I would like to make a quick announcement. Everything I write about is fiction!! Also, please don't reach out to me with VIDEOS of what you're interested in. There is a difference between actions and fantasies and a difference between reading and doing. That being said, I will promote things that I'm interested in. But please 🙏🏻 don't send explicit videos of the actions I write about.
This is what I felt like when I opened the message.
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topmalereaderblog · 5 months
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It's almost winter break, and now that I'll have time, I'm gonna start writing again?!?!??
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topmalereaderblog · 5 months
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Five More Minutes // Miguel O'Hara
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Breathe the air again, it's a beautiful day
I wish this moment would stay with the Earth
Some primal paradise
But there you go again, saying everything ends
Saying you can't depend on anything or anyone
When there is creation, there is destruction, life, and death. The universe has a balance, and when disrupted, it collapses, taking away everything and anything with it, leaving nothing but a blank void.
But Miguel didn’t know that, how was he supposed to. He wasn’t thinking straight, he wasn’t thinking with his brain but with his emotions the same emotions that kept him grieving the same, emotions that made him cry himself to sleep. He had lost everything in his world and was left with nothing. Living a lonely life, but then.
Then there was hope, hope that showed up in another universe, a universe where his husband was alive and they were happy. He was happy. He had a family, a father to a little girl, married to the love he had lost.
His thoughts consumed him, plagued him, and haunted him. Five minutes, that was his most recurring thought. Five minutes is all he needed, five minutes to act like another version of himself, five minutes to hold you and tell you he loves you one last time, five minutes to get to know the daughter he never had even if it was just a little bit.
But he couldn’t, the guilt eating him alive, the pain in his chest swallowing him and consuming him every day. But he couldn’t, it would hurt too much to go and then leave. Going back to his life a life where you weren't there and he was alone.
If the end of the world was near
Where would you choose to be?
If there were five more minutes of air
Would you panic and hide
Or run for your life
Or stand here and spend it with me
If we had five more minutes
Would I, could I, make you happy?
He did everything he could to distract himself while keeping an eye on the other version of himself the pain in his chest filling with hurt and jealousy. Instead, he waited, watched, and observed. Miguel questioned if this version of you would fall in love with him too if he could make you happy. Soon.
His opportunity arose when the version of himself that he grew jealous of died. Shot in the chest and left alone on a sidewalk. He felt guilty but relieved he knew his thoughts were sick when he felt a sense of relief wash over him but sad that the version of himself that was happy died. But it was his turn to be happy to play a role and act as another, taking the place of another as if nothing were wrong.
He was nervous. But as he walked into the house the thoughts in his mind crashed seeing you again. His heart skipped beats you- you’re his love, and you were back alive standing in front of him. A warm feeling spread around his body.
Five minutes, that's what he told himself, having a home dinner with you and Gabriella talking and enjoying the moment, a moment that soon turned into five days, then five months. Distracted with his own selfishness, happiness, greed, and lust.
And we would live again
In the simplest of ways
Living day after day
Like some primal animals
We would love again
Under glorious suns
With the freedom that comes with the truth
His brain couldn't function, and his senses were overwhelmed. His body felt hot sweat beading down and sticking to his body. His ears filled with your grunts as you thrust up inside him while simultaneously hearing the bed creek.
His hole stretched around you so perfectly, like a missing puzzle piece being filled and abused. His tight warmth sucking you inside as if trying to keep you inside him. His prostate was hit multiple times with every thrust you gave.
Grunts turned into sweet talk, your hot breath near his ear sending goosebumps all over his body.
"You like this Miguel- like me fucking you." You asked, watching as his whimpers and moans increased.
"Por favor no pares-," his legs wrapped around you, his hands feeling up and down your body as if making sure you were real, making sure you wouldn’t go anywhere.
Your thrust went faster and harder plunging into Miguel. His cock bounced with your thrust being neglected by stimulation leaking precum onto his stomach.
Your lips and hands wandered his body as words of praise fell from your mouth.
"You are such a good husband for me, fuck~ you're taking me so well," his hole tightened against your cock as he pressed his chest onto yours.
Your hands worshiped his body, treating it like porcelain. Go near the spot where he needed your touch the most but never fully.
"P- please." He gasped just a little more he needed this needed you to fuck him and worship him to take the guilt he had and make him forget even if it was for a little while.
A moan left his mouth as your hand grabbed his aching cock moving it with your thrust. "Come on baby cum with me."
And all too soon enough you came inside his reaching deep within him as your cum painted his hole. He bit your shoulder moaning and cumming with you as his thighs shook by the intense orgasm.
Was it wrong? Possibly, maybe, definitely. It's been five minutes since you fell asleep after another passionate night with Miguel.
How- why, why should something so wrong feel so right? He knew he had to give up the act, but nights like these, where you both could show your love for one another was something he lost, and now that you were back he didn't want it to leave.
You were his husband, his true love, and while he lost you in one world, you were here with him in another.
Nights where you would fuck Miguel were always his favorites. It was the time when he didn't care if he was right or wrong or crazy or sane he was with you and those thoughts that plagued him left his brain with every thrust every word his mind went numb.
If the end of the world was near
Where would you choose to be?
If there were five more minutes of air
Would you panic and hide?
Or run for your life?
Or stand here and spend it with me?
If we had five more minutes
Would I, could I, make you happy?
But then it happened again after spending the day with you and Gabriella. Something weird happened, everything around you started to crumble and disintegrate. He ran, holding onto you and Gabriella. Not again. He wouldn't lose you. He couldn't lose his new life, his new daughter, not now.
As he ran, Gabriella disappeared in his arms. He turned around, holding onto you tightly around your wrist.
"Miguel!"
"Well, be safe. We have to run." He said, not looking back. Tears fell from his face, sliding down his cheek. Five minutes and everything went quiet. He turned around only to see he was alone.
And with that, Miguel was alone again. He stood there sobbing and falling onto his knees for five whole minutes he sobbed but recomposed himself, trying to figure out what to do. Five minutes had passed, and the only thought on his mind was that he was back to square one alone and by himself.
So it finally came to pass
I saw the end of the world
Saw the madness unfold like
Some primal burial
And I looked back upon
Armageddon
And the moment of truth
Between you and me
Five years have passed and a lot has changed. He created his own organization filled with other spider people, each with their own story.
Then hope arose again a new spider person not just any but you, his mind went blank seeing the screen in front of him. Wearing a suit and taking out bad guys. Was this the universe's way of giving him a second chance? Were you made just for him? Did you have your own version of him? If so, could he take them out just like the last time?
The last thought in his mind echoed in his head. This time, it would be different, just five minutes. And with that, he opened a portal and stepped inside. Leaving his lab and getting ready to (stalk) recruit a new spider.
If we had five more minutes of air to breathe
And we cried all through it
But you spent them with me
On our last few drags of air, we agreed
I was, and you were happy
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