I'm trying (2K)
“I’m trying.” Eddie gasps out, the fabric growing damp under his face, he tries to make himself smaller, “I’m trying so hard, Buck.”
I came across the song I'm trying by Alexander Stewart earlier, and it made me nearly burst into tears. I've never had a song capture how I feel so well. I decided to write this story to help me process the emotions instead.
Sending you a hug if you resonate with it as well, or the story.
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i'm fighting the first three and i'll fight the mean side of your brain but not the other parts 🩵🫂
🩵🩵🩵🩵
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Who Do I have to fight
An old crippled white man in a wheelchair.
Or my coworkers.
Or my job.
Or my brain.
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I got insulted twice by the same guy earlier, even though he tried to pass it off as a joke.
Hope everyone else is having a better day 🙃
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But we've seen Ryan, Aisha, Kenny in dress blues already. We know Oliver and Lou are filming with JLH (and everyone) today. And Angela is in a red dress. I would think we're safe from the crazy people theories 🤷🏻
Or.. I will be eating my own shoe 😂
Yeah, I sent Hippo one message of "Bobby retirement?" and the moved on to "GIMMIE BUCK IN HIS DRESS BLUES BECAUSE LOOK HOW GOOD HIS HUBBY LOOKS!!"
Beyond that? I'm not speculating. I avoid any and all specs because peeps are crazy. And I'm just here to watch the show and write some fanfic.
Now I'm focused on Ryan being a goof and playing around in his nice clothes. Love him.
(Also, hi Nicole! Hope you're having a good day <3)
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bulbasaur bouquet ✿ bloom at your own pace
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“It’s okay. Accidents happen.” We do say this a lot but I wanted to talk about it. I was thinking about this yesterday when I accidentally spilled my drink and immediately started apologizing to my partner. I felt panicked and stressed like I’d done something terrible.
I was surprised when he wasn’t upset at all. He got up and helped me clean it up and said “it’s okay. Accidents happen.”
It made me realize how I reacted was largely because of how much trouble I’d get in as a child and that despite what I’d been raised to think, the world is not over if I make a mess or spill something. It isn’t over if I drop something or knock something over.
I’m sorry you were raised with unrealistic expectations of being perfect. Because the truth is, we’re human and we aren’t perfect.
It’s okay. Accidents happen. And I hope in time, the panic you feel when they happen subsides.
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I need to go to sleep because I work in…7 and a bit hours.
but I’m scared to sleep because of the constant nightmares I’ve been having.
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RB for tags under cut.
@hippolotamus, @actualalligator, @actuallyitsellie, @perfectlysunny02, @bidisasterevankinard, @spotsandsocks, @fortheloveofbuddie, @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove, @theotherbuckley, @daffi-990, @jesuisici33, @cal-daisies-and-briars, @exhuastedpigeon, @theplaceyoustillrememberdreaming, @monsterrae1, @epicbuddieficrecs, @elvensorceress, @eddiebuckley-diaz, @eddiebabygirldiaz, @wildlife4life, @evanbegins, @devirnis, @loveyouanyway, @smilingbuckley, @watchyourbuck, @loserdiaz, @excuseme-greentea, @wikiangela, @scknight05, @dangerpronebuddie, @kitteneddiediaz, @underwaterninja13, @bigfootsmom 🩵
I'm trying (2K)
“I’m trying.” Eddie gasps out, the fabric growing damp under his face, he tries to make himself smaller, “I’m trying so hard, Buck.”
I came across the song I'm trying by Alexander Stewart earlier, and it made me nearly burst into tears. I've never had a song capture how I feel so well. I decided to write this story to help me process the emotions instead.
Sending you a hug if you resonate with it as well, or the story.
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I'm trying (2K)
“I’m trying.” Eddie gasps out, the fabric growing damp under his face, he tries to make himself smaller, “I’m trying so hard, Buck.”
I came across the song I'm trying by Alexander Stewart earlier, and it made me nearly burst into tears. I've never had a song capture how I feel so well. I decided to write this story to help me process the emotions instead.
Sending you a hug if you resonate with it as well, or the story.
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9-1-1 | 4x14: Survivors
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