just sent in my uni year abroad application now I can binge aftg in peace (I cannot do this I have two essays due this week ^-^)

locking in to finish my Japanese uni application the same way that Andrew Garfield's Spiderman locked in to hunting down the killer of uncle Ben so if anyone sees me active for the next few hours I hope you remind me that my journey for justice is incomplete and I should not be abandoning my duties so easily

Babe wake up jean and renee are singing and dancing ♡

Fourteenth doctor with longer hair! I've always thought this style would have looked great on him too 😊

so I really really enjoy being able to share like media with other people it's definitely the way I connect because I don't understand social interaction a lot of the time and I forget to do things that you're supposed in relationships simply because it's not how my brain is wired but anyways part of that is how much I loveeeee going to the cinema with people and getting to experience that together and being able to excitedly discuss it after but lately every time I've gone I've decided to just go by myself... and I don't really know why, because technically I'm not allowing myself the joy I normally feel from sharing that experience, but I think it's becoming a form of control? I get a lot of rsd and get convinced the second that someone doesn't speak to me for a day that they hate me and I've done something awful, and then to boot my lack of object permanence with people means I'll have been friends with someone for years and the minute I'm alone I forget that and then don't understand how I was able to interact with them comfortably or anything like that..

idk it's just odd?

not sure what my point is here maybe just that neurodivergence is fucking weird and strange to navigate and I wonder if I'm alone in this?

just got called a jorts guy!!!1!

fun fact about me: I'm writing a book (actually like 5 but who's counting)

another fun fact about me: my writing sucks so much ass it makes colleen hoover look like she deserves a literature award

I'm gonna be sick

Glendower mentioned in my university reading !!!!!

...what if I reread the raven boys 🫠

skipped class today so I sent my teacher an email in Japanese explaining my absence to at least get some brownie points or smth and her reply was just a correction of all my incorrect grammar 😭

catching strays even on the off days pls

currently lamenting the state of TV shows these days and how I hope to the stars that teen shows will revert back to their 2 quid budget and a dream longform type of series rather than these stupid money wasting 6 episode things that just get cancelled immediately

don't get me wrong there's some great stuff coming out but like I'm watching Buffy rn for the first time and it's just so so good and I need these slightly shitty but full of soul shows to be made again

always an angel never a god

an addition to Andrew's cracked poetry:

Joan of exy is such a wild line pls

every time I read these lines from Andrew I cackle so hard this idiot is trying so so hard to be cool and unbothered but fails so epically spouting "holier than thou" like sir I see you you are not keeping your cool and we are barely into book one

nothing more humbling than telling your teacher (and subsequently the rest of the class) that the most fun thing you did all half term was going to various large supermarkets and homeware stores (she did not know what big tesco was </3)

my whole tl is just tsc this tsc that and I am performing gymnastic leaps far above a level that I am qualified to do (meaning none at all) because I still haven't gotten around to reading it yet good grief

about to chug the shit out of an energy drink and complete all the tasks I was supposed to do this month in one day idk call me billy whiz the way I'm about to be getting this laundry done stat