yea sex is cool but have you ever been treated like a priority instead of just an option

Sometimes I want to let the mental illness consume me fully so I can stop fighting and not be exhausted anymore. Sometimes I want to give up and feel the release.

i really don’t

people get tired of me and leave, but they don’t know that i’m tired of me too. if only i could leave myself simply too,

I don't think anyone really understand how tiring it is to act okay and always be strong when in reality you’re close to the edge.

“And I knew it. That’s the worst part: I knew it.”

— Marguerite Duras, The North China Lover

I hate myself so much it’s embarrassing to be alive

today's mood, 05/31/2022.

I think I couldn‘t stand my feelings if I would have them lol

being really alone <<<<<

why does it only help when it hurts?

i have never felt so much pain. i don’t want to do this anymore. i cant.

and everyday i go to bed in tears thinking ill have to do this over again the next day. it’s become too much to deal with.

imagine I would be enough - we would be such a cute couple

Going to sleep bc ur hungry>>>