I’m the only student in my geometry class who sits in front, so often my math teacher will see me draw the most out of pocket things in my math notes and just trying to ignore it.

(He is legally obliged to report me to the counselor but he doesn’t want to deal with the legal bullshit, respect.)

Ah, love cuddling with all my plushies and body pillow

I have more plushies, they’re just in my closet

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I'm not sure if I'm in love or I am just infatuated. I swore to myself that after I ended my relationship with my ex-boyfriend, I would only focus on my studies. But she is just so captivating. She has been my friend for two years now. The way she inventively listens to my words. She respects me and ways. The way we share our time. There may be downtime days, even still we enjoy each others' presence.

Her lips (oh, her lips) pressed against mine, the feeling of her hands intertwined with mine, and simply hugging before saying goodbye.

The way our bodies move together under the moonlight. Love bites, hickies, and scratches are one way of showing love. I believe aftercare is crucial and I hold it highly. Massaging her back with lotion after scratching her all night, kissing every bite I leave, and telling her how wonderful of a time I had. She knows I am extremely fond of cuddling, so we tend to do that often. Especially during aftercare. She will tell me how she enjoyed the night, cuddle and coddle me, and give me words of comfort (I get very emotional after our shared rendezvous). Stealing kisses in empty hallways, holding hands in class, locking arms in the hallways, and whispering 'I love you' in the back of the class. At the beginning of this change in our friendship, we agreed to call ourselves as 'friends with benefits' (secretly); now after so much we have shared, I believe that phrase to describe us is weak. Fucking useless and not strong enough. They're not benefits because they are something we share because of all these moments require trust. I trust her. I care for her. I love her.

Went to an amusement park and won this medium (in carnival game terms) Shadow the Hedgehog plushie. Only and ONLY because Keanu Reeves is voicing him in the upcoming movie.

Anywho, because he is from a carnival game, he’s full of styrofoam pellets which makes very uncomfortable to cuddle him. So I’ll get some plush and perform a surgery on him.

If he’s gonna save lives, why not do it in style?

I love the cute lil’ poses he does <3

The drawing with the lyrics from “AND I’M GONE” got me banned from a discord server lol

Then there’s that decapitation drawing on my math notes

Ah, yes, my top album being the fucking Sneaky Sasquatch OST

There’s been a significant drop of me using Youtube for music ever since my friend put me on her Spotify+ plan

Originally wasn’t gonna post these, but I found out Keanu Reeves was casted in Sonic 3

Tummy hurt :(

Hatsune Miku doodle on my math notes because my geometry teacher and I got into a fight

I lost my headphones…

How am I supposed to be listening to my favorite songs that are 1100+ BPM without people thinking I’m listening to static?

Handy babysitting Cub

Pop: “thanks for babysitting my son… here is your pay”

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Accursed Tree Friends doodle. As edgy Pop and Cub may seem, they love each other dearly

Why… why are his clothes so tight around his ass?

Anime: Cestvs: The Roman Fighter

My dad randomly decided to go through my sketchbook and he recognized my recent art is Happy Tree Friends fanart

I don’t know how to feel about that

Drew this… sometime in Oct-Nov 2023

My persona having an M4A1 aimed between my eyes by Ghost from CoD

And my persona being strangled to death by John Wick

(My geometry teacher checks my math notes regularly, that’s why there’s that sticky note)

Might upload my weirdass Crime and Punshment fanfic I wrote for a portfolio in class to Ao3 about Raskolnikov losing his mind

Dumb doodles I did on my math notes… a while ago (maybe Nov-Dec 2023)