Guys I relapsed and it was deep, I am freaking out but I am good! I promise🤍

Guys my ed is raging. I need to stop fucking 34ting, i need to be skinny and perfect and happy

I gained 10 lbs in comparison to last summer. I am still underweight but jesus

I have a question. Do any of you tell your friends when you relapse? My friends used to tell me that I should reach out whenever I feel urges, but I never do. One, cuz I don't know how to. Two, because it would be too often and I don't want to disappoint them. Three, I don't want to worry them and be a burden. Any tips?

Hi there. I hope you are okay and that you see something that makes you smile today. :D

Thank you love! You have a great day as well :) <3

Hello my beautiful tumblr people! We are relapsing tonight🫡

I need to get better

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What do I do? I am freaking out I want to cry so bad but I am in downtown clubbing and I can’t get away. I want to di3, I want to cvt. I am suffocating

So excited to move back to nyc so I can start my eating disorder again. Love this new bf I have but he, just like all my exes, makes me feel like I have to be skinnier. I am already underweight but I am soft, I am not enough

I realized that I hit 1k followers here! *round of applause*

I am super grateful that you guys enjoy my blog so much and are following my journey in some way or another. You rock! Also thinking about sh-ing but gonna stay at the boyfriend's house so idk if that is a good idea lmao maybe I'll take my kit with me? Who knows?👀

hey there. i'm sorry you are having such a rough time lately.

i get it though since i also got some nasty marks on my neck from scratching it.

i hope something makes you smile. and it gets easier for you.

Calii, my favorite lil bean!

I am not sure why I don’t get notified when y’all submit stuff🥲 I promise I an not ignoring you

I hope you are doing good my love🤍

is it just me or do you use rubber bands when you cant use your blades too¿

THIS IS SO REAL!! Absolutely yes

I got my dream job as a graphic designer in new york city yesterday. Why do I want to relapse so bad today?

Edit: i relapsed

Sh, masturbate, or sleep? That’s what’s really about…..

Nothing better than reading smut while sitting on my bf’s lap as he orders food for us

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and i need it now

The feeling of when you scars are fading and you wanna replace them with bigger and deeper ones <<<<<