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Day 13
Neither, nore to be honest.
I'm doing it a lot healthier than I used to do it in the past but I'm probably still not doing it the proper healthy way since I'm still starving myself
#weight loss#lose weight#weightloss#bpd#bpd ed#clean eating#thin#skinny#lose stomach weight#eating disoder things#eating disorder#ed#tw ed
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Day 12
I "eat" a cup or two of coffee as breakfast
Whatever my boyfriend makes for lunch
And a tomato salad for dinner
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Day 11
I don't really have one, I just look through pictures but I can't show those on here
#weightloss#lose weight#ed#eating disorder#eating disoder things#clean eating#skinny#thin#bpd#bpd ed#anxiety
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Day 10
A lot of my friends, I isolate myself because of my ed and I lost a lot of friends because of it, I was too scared for them to see me eat or to have to go somewhere and eat with them, so I made us lose contact.
#lose weight#weightloss#ed#eating disorder#clean eating#eating disoder things#thin#skinny#bpd#bpd ed#anxiety
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Day 9
Unfortunately yes, I was told that clothes look to tight on me (so now I only wear way too big clothing) and that I'm just not good enough and will never be loveable like this.
#weightloss#lose weight#skinny#ed#eating disorder#eating disoder things#clean eating#bpd#anxiety#bpd ed#trauma
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Day 8
My workout routine/ workout routine for lazy people
50 leg lifts straight out each
50 leg lifts bend each
50 sek leg hold each
50 crunches
20 leg rises (ley on your back and lift your legs to a 90° angle, now lower them as far as you can without lifting your back from the ground, move your legs back up to a 90°angle, repeat 20 times)
#weightloss#lose weight#weight loss#skinny#thin#eating disorder#workout#sport#easy workout#lazy workout
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Insomnia
Hating my insomnia and BPD right now.
I can't sleep but everybody else is sleeping and I have nobody to talk to so I feel lonely and ignored.
#insomia#bpd#bpd ed#ed#eating disorder#eating disoder things#clean eating#lose weight#weightloss#thin#skinny#bpd recovery
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I hate having been t-worded
I was t-worted just a day or so ago and I miss my people so much, I miss the interaction on my profile😭
I had 93 followers and I loved every single one of them and now I'm just a lonely mess😭
Please refollow me if you were following "feathertalk" 🙏🙏🙏😭😭
#lonely#sad#pro ana#proana#bpd#bpd ed#ed#eating disorder#eating disoder things#lose weight#weightloss#thin#skinny
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70 Questions about me^^
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yes and no, yes with my mum and no with my dad
02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? My boyfriend
03: Do you regret anything? Yes a lot of things
04: Are you insecure? Yes
05: What is your relationship status? In a relationship
06: How do you want to die? Peaceful, preferably quickly, meybe a stroke idk
07: What did you last eat? A tomato salat
08: Played any sports? I was in swimming competitions
09: Do you bite your nails? Yes
10: When was your last physical fight? In primary school
11: Do you like someone? Yes
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? Nope^^
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? Yes Philipp Pfeifer
14: Do you miss someone? Yes, my oldest friend anna harrer
15: Have any pets? Yes a cat, a snake and mice, and two geckos
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? Kind of hungry, weak and lightheaded
17: Ever made out in the bathroom? Yup^^ was super fun!^^
18: Are you scared of spiders? No
19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Some time yes
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? At home^^
21: What are your plans for this weekend? Driving a friend of mine to the airport
22: Do you want to have kids? How many? No^^
23: Do you have piercings? How many? Yes one a septum piercing^^
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? Best: art, math, English / favourite: art, English, biology
25: Do you miss anyone from your past? Yes my old beat friend anna
26: What are you craving right now? Food lol anything really^^
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Yes and I'm still sorry for the way I did it
28: Have you ever been cheated on? Nope^^
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Yes
30: What’s irritating you right now? My hunger and that the food we ordered isn't there yet^^
31: Does somebody love you? Yes my boyfriend and my mother
32: What is your favourite color? Purple!^^^💜
33: Do you have trust issues? Yes and no, I will tell you about my trauma all day but I still won't let you in properly
34: Who/what was your last dream about? About a dragon that burned everybody around me and I saved myself into the water
35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? My boyfriend
36: Do you give out second chances too easily? Yes
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? To forget, I can't forgive serton things but I will forget them and treat you normal from time to time
38: Is this year the best year of your life? Haha NO!
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 6
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? Yes
51: Favourite food? Potato salad
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? No! Some things are simply shit and shouldn't have happened
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Smoked
54: Is cheating ever okay? Cheating no, sleeping with someone else yes if it is ok for both people in the relationship
55: Are you mean? Nope I'm a softy
56: How many people have you fist fought? 1 or 2
57: Do you believe in true love? Yes
58: Favourite weather? 24°C
59: Do you like the snow? Yes it is beautiful but so cold
60: Do you wanna get married? Yes absolutely
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Kind of yes^^
62: What makes you happy? My cats, my boyfriend and my friends
63: Would you change your name? Nope I have two first names and I'm cool with that
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? No
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Tell him I have a boyfriend and ask if he can deal with that and if so we just keep being friends
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yes
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? My boyfriend
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? My boyfriend
69: Do you believe in soulmates? Yes
70: Is there anyone you would die for? Yes, my boyfriend lol
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Calling out an abuser
Philipp Pfeifer i hate you, you punched me, you through a raw fish into my face, you through glue covered chalk into my hair, you degraded and made fun of me, you made other people make fun of me, you made me be an outside and "not to be touched" person, you minimized my self worth and everything I ever hoped to be, you made me hopeless to ever find love..
You destroyed me.
I don't speak of hate lightly but in this case it is true. I know you had it hard as well, I know your mother didn't care but it is no excuses to destroy the life of another person.
Bullying is not funny!
#eating disorder#bpd#anxiety#clean eating#lose weight#weightloss#cptsd#ptsd#abuser#abuse#trauma#call out#bullies#bully#bullying
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Intermittent fasting
I'm intermittent fasting now and honestly it just seems like and excuse to fast^^
Why do people think clean eating and intermittent fasting are ok but eating disorders are not? It's almost the same thing and go hand in hand!
Someone explain this to me?^^
#eating disorder#ed#bpd ed#clean eating#intermitten fasting#dangerous#diet culture#diet#lose weight#weightloss
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Day 7
I don't live with my parents anymore so no they don't know this time around.
My boyfriend knows though and he kind of cares, he wants me to do it in a healthy way but says it's ultimately my choice
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This is so important!
We normalise eating disorders by calling it "clean eating" or "intermittent fasting" and that's not right!
my new roommate said that her last roommate had an eating disorder and then talked to me about her clean eating and weight loss goals and how she buys clothes that are a little snug to motivate her to lose more
and like honestly? i have anorexia but this is why i constantly talk about the dangers of the “health and fitness” industry and diet culture bc we have essentially normalized certain symptoms of disordered eating but it’s ok if it’s under the guise of health i guess???
like how is calling it “clean” eating NOT a way to moralize food
how is intermittent fasting NOT the same thing as skipping meals
how come when i buy clothes that don’t fit, it’s something i have to tell my therapist about because it means i am putting pressure on myself to fit into them, but if a “normal” person does it then it’s just motivation for them?
where is the fucking line???
and more importantly when are we going to start acknowledging that the entire world is pro-ana but that’s too harsh of a description so we slap some health buzzwords on it to make it palatable
when are we going to take responsibility for encouraging disordered behavior instead of labeling those of us with EDs as the crazy/imbalanced ones
your fucking Whole30 or keto or whatever “clean” diet you’re on is just as restrictive as the diets we create for ourselves due to our disorders. but we are the crazy ones, right
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you can have an ed at any size, gender, age. skinny, normal, fat. male, female, nonbinary. 8, 16, 19, 40. it doesnt matter. anybody can a have a ed
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for everybody who’s suffering from an eating disorder: i love you
for everybody who’s in recovery for their eating disorder: i love you
for everybody who’s not ready to recover: i love you
for everybody who wants to recover but is struggling to: i love you
for everybody who is afraid to get help: i love you
for everybody who is body positive for everyone but themselves: i love you
im so sorry for whatever drove you to this point. what your brain says to you isnt true. youre beautiful, and you deserve to recover.
youre not alone. and i love you.
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i am pathologically homesick for the lives i could have lived
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