I think i may rename that blog so it make more sense to people that its "me". Maybe taikeero-writes ?

Think I might revamp this blog for future mark ego thoughts.

Seperation Post !

..Im thinking about a scene where Robbie would get slapped harshly by another ego. Is it because of something he did?Because of something he said? No idea But also why am i thinking about this ): (maybe cuz i crave zomboi suffering.wonder which scenario would fit this)

I just had a horribly sad idea

So,you know the concept of the following: Anti finally get to Jack and kills him,which eventually result in the Septic egos eventually fading? Well I just imagined how sad that would be for the “weaker” egos. Because, come to think of it,in such context, Robbie would definitely be the first one to go. Because, despite relying heavily on the fan’s love and attention in order to keep existing, once Jack is gone,he doesnt have anything to ground him to existence,so to speak. None of the egos have any ideas how long each of them are gonna last without Jack. But for Robbie, it’s already starting. Robbie eats as much as usual,even if he needs to be a bit forced by the others because his appetite recently decreased. His body starts breaking down,and moving at all hurts him. Usually such effects would only happen if he hadn’t been fed since a while.But its not the case here. But,then it get to the point where Robbie is in too much pain to even stand up at all.And so,he is stuck in bed,left to wimper in pain. He knows he’s gonna die.Well..It doesnt match the definition of fading,but being gone for good terrifies him. Marvin is exhausted,and is the one to stay by his sides the most.He can’t bear to see the zombie literally withering away in front of his eyes. Even if healing magic is not his forte (and it may have potentially not so great effect on the undead) Marvin stays up every nights,searching thoroughly for any kind of spells that would be able to soothe the zombie’s pain. At first,it worked.The zombie’s wounds were able to be closed again.But it wasnt until a few hours later that Robbie would be moaning in pain again,the previously healed wounds,back to being opened and,almost rotting. Fading takes a huge toll on the ego’s endurance.But Marvin doesn’t care if his spells are saping him off his energy,he just want to help Robbie.Maybe if he stays up a little longer to study... But,eventually,Robbie would ask Marvin to stop doing this.He says that each time Marvin heals him,and that the pain come back regardless is not worth the magician’s heavy fatigue. He feels bad for making the magician tire himself out to this point. And Marvin want to cry. Because he can’t help Robbie,can’t help any of the others,and he can’t help himself either. And so he cries. The following days,Marvin remains by Robbie’s side always.he grew desentized to the foul smell coming from the rotting pieces of bones and flesh. He will never get used to Robbie’s painful whimpers however. So the least Marvin can do is to let Robbie’s head rest on his lap,as he sits on his bed,while the zombie weakly grip the soft fabric of his pants,all the while Marvin carefully brushes the zombie’s hair with his fingers. Its a sad sight,really. The messy hair of the magician went unkept for so long,they’re actually hiding the redness of his eyes,after crying for so long. The others do drop by to leave food for the both of them,since Marvin refuses to leave Robbie alone for a second. He could fade..he could fade if Marvin had his back turned on him for even a second.he couldnt allow that. The others understood that. After a few weeks,Marvin notices he can start to..actually see through the zombie.He sees more of his bones,too.He know Robbie’s time is almost up. Yet he can’t seem to accept it. He cannot. Robbie barely reacts at this point when Marvin talks to him or caress his head gently.Unfortunely,the zombie can’t hold any longer. He’s so tired. Marvin knows Robbie is gone when he doesn’t feel the weak grip of the zombie on him anymore.He isn’t clinging to him anymore. And then,Robbie’s body is simply gone from his lap.With just his torn up,signature shirt is left to remember him by. Marvin can’t cry anymore.yet his eyes are burning. It burns. Before the others can be made aware as to what happened to Robbie,Marvin is already gone,looking for the glitch. He doesn’t know if Anti will fade along with them,too,since Jack is gone. Or maybe he’d live on,as he had grown to be independant from him. Marvin didn’t cared. The only thing that mattered to him now was to find him.Make him pay. If he was going to go down,then Marvin swore to himself he’d drag Anti along with him. The magician always stay true to his promises.

Robbie tries to bake some goods for the other septics to cheer them up,and because of his poor coordination,the results aren’t..great. He starts feeling bad,but when they tell him it was great of him to even try at all,he feels better. Chase even suggested they’d bake together next time. Maybe it was indeed worth a try in the end:)

Robbie tries to bake some goods for the other septics to cheer them up,and because of his poor coordination,the results aren’t..great. He starts feeling bad,but when they tell him it was great of him to even try at all,he feels better. Chase even suggested they’d bake together next time. Maybe it was indeed worth a try in the end:)

I like to think that... When he have no one else to turn to,Robbie just seek comfort from stuffed animals. I like to imagine he have a lot of them in his room,and can clearly remember how he got them in the first place (probably gave them a name each too) So,when he’s afraid of bothering the Septics(especially if they argued recently),he stays in his bedroom In the long run,its definitely not healthy because he’d need actual human contact.Shutting you off from the others will defintely fuck with his mind at some point. But for the time being,Robbie is the type to bottle things up and appear like everything is a-okay,as to not worry the others (sicne,to his mind,they already have enough on their plates) Thats a big default of him.

May or may not be planning on writing a (kinda fucked up) Robbie torture fic feat. Anti and Henrik..

If anyone seeks angst for the zomboi,let me know and i’ll add you to the tag list,careful,its probs gonna be super graphic

Today,on Tai’s angsty ideas..

Robbie always seeks shelter in his bedroom when the other septics starts arguing loudly.

Whatever the topic is about,they seem to argue more and more as time pass.It wasn’t like this before. Maybe it’s an accumulation of  unsolved tensions among them,among other factors. Robbie can only cover his ears as he hear them tearing metaphorically each others appart,screaming. Lately it just seems to be centered about Jackie,Marvin,and Chase arguing,and they all say hurtfull stuff to each other. Robbie hates this. When silence falls on the house again,no one come to comfort Robbie,as all of them are still too heated up about the previous argument that took place.

Robbie feels incredibly lonely and guilty for not being able to do anything to calm them down. The first time he tried to do so,he was pushed away rather quickly (and was hurt in a metaphoric sense too) The poor zombie is tired. But thankfully,as of lately,it seems that a certain someone decided to visit the zombie to comfort him after hearing such horrible things. Robbie is not scared of this person,even if he’s looking a bit...out of place,glitching in and out of existence. he says reassuring,and sweet things to him when the others wouldn’t.

He feels less alone.

But he wonder sometimes why the shadowy glitch seems so keen on getting him to leave the house. He says he want Robbie to be safe,but,the zombie can’t just leave his family on his own. That wouldn’t be right... ... Tomorow, the glitch would show up again.

The boy! He is here!!! So my buddy @doodle-egg-noodle has a super neat swamp au with the septic egos (check out their designs,they’re super good) and I was allowed to ‘insert’ my favorite zomboi in this au :D (Also I dont know which version to go for him,arms or no arms,and i still can’t decide azsd)

Okay,so,a few facts about him!

-Robbie is a leech mermaid! That also means he’s cold blooded and need to find heat sources to regulate his body temperature. -He doesn’t have a lot of vocabulary, but the longer he’d stays with the other septics,the more he’ll learn and the more he’ll speak! -He loves getting comfy and burrow himself in any sort of nests he’s able to find within the swamp. (now to the more ‘scary’ part) -His teeth are retractable! He use them to have a better grip on his prey when he’s feeding,so he can properly use his leech-tongue-thingy and drink blood without having his prey escape. -Goes into a blind rampage when he hadn’t had any blood in days/weeks.He’ll attack and suck dry anything that moves,so the best thing to do in that situation is to play dead until he calms down. -Kinda voracious and tends to drink blood when he’s already satied.(someone should scold him about this) -Okay,so its a bit yucky,but if Robbie ever came across a predator bigger than him,he’d be able to spit the blood he collected in his tail to distract the ennemy,in order to flee in time,as a defence mechanism (you know like how squids spew ink to confuse predators?Its the same) -All in all,he’s very curious when he isn’t hungry,and is quite chill.An absolute sweetheart when you get to know him better!

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It’s the first time I tried to draw such positions,and I’m still learning about anatomy,but that was fun to draw.Close up and ficlet to accompany this pic right under the “read more” ! If any of you don’t like to see that sort of gore stuff,please let me know!! @pumpkin-demon @septicart-appreciation @chasebrody-daily @chase-brody-protection-squad @kalehdo Reblogs and feedback are appreciated!

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