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#one time at school a straight girls group called me and my friends emos for chanting ''we want bloodshed'' at our beyblades in the hall#and its made me Very Aware of how much black and frankly BORING clothes i wear and how much they Dont Represent Who I Am#its bc when i was 13 i went through a ''please nobody look at me ever'' phase and then i just....didnt....grow out of the clothes#like... i dont even wear pins or makeup or patches or cool jackets or even patterned clothes#you have no fucking clue how many tags i just deleted#actually my entire life story from baby to now#to summarize#ive been thinknig a lot lately about how to express myself through clothes and im not sure how#and my friend made a really cool fucking jacket a few weeks ago for their beyblade oc for beyblade club.#almost everyone at beyblade club has ocs for their beyblades and lore and costumes btw. except for ME. and. like. 3 others.#?!?!?!WHAT THE HELL I WROTE ANOTHER ESSAY#ok im just hitting post now#for every tag you see on this post just know there was 10 more where i elaborated which i have now deleted
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
Tagged by the fabulous @dear-massacre 😘
How many works do you have on ao3?
21 - it would be a lot higher, but I purged all but one of my old Destiel fics back in 2017. They weren't very good, so I can't say I really regret it 🤷♀️
What's your total ao3 word count?
319,994
What fandoms do you write for?
Now, just Teen Wolf 🐺
Top five fics by kudos:
Find Your Fire - Reddie (IT)
Clue(less) - Reddie (IT)
Nah, He Didn't - Destiel (Supernatural)
Worst Enemy - Reddie (IT)
as dear as a brother - Sterek (TW)
Do you respond to comments?
Embarrassingly, it's very hit and miss... I want to! I love and cherish every single comment I ever get! But I find the process of replying to comments bizarrely stressful, so sometimes it takes me... a while. And that while might be, like, years. Sorry!!
What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I genuinely don't have anything with an angsty ending posted; I need my boys to be happy too badly for that. I guess I could say maybe striking out - just because it's not finished yet, and where it is in the story right now is angsty af!
What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
All of them have rom-com level happy endings lol. Maybe Clue(less) - it's a childhood friends-to-lovers soulmate AU, so it has all the sap that comes with those particular tropes wrapped up in there.
Do you get hate on fics?
I wouldn't call it hate, per se - but I guess my interpretation of Stiles is a bit harsher/more rough-edged than others I've seen, and some people don't vibe with that, so I get comments telling me they don't like Stiles in my story for XYZ reason.
To be clear - I also don't write Derek as a completely faultless, entirely perfect guy. I also have him do bad (arguably worse, in some fics) things. But for some reason, I don't ever really get the same kind of comments about him!
Do you write smut?
Like, almost exclusively at this point. It's like my brain can't come up with a story unless I'll get a chance to write them fucking nasty in it.
Craziest crossover:
None, they're not really my jam.
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
omg yes! years ago! It was this Destiel HS AU I had posted on AO3 (since deleted because it was... not good) and someone posted it onto ff.net and claimed it was theirs. I can't remember if I ever was successful in getting it taken down.
Have you ever had a fic translated?
I don't think so!
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
I have not.
All time favourite ship?
All time is so hard... I do probably have to say Sterek. I shipped them intensely back in 2012, and I ship them even more intensely now. So - yeah. Probably them.
What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Are we talking real WIP that I've actually made a meaningful dent in? Or just ideas I've put down to paper?
Because I have so many ideas, there isn't enough time to actually finish them all lol. But for fics I have actively started, I'm pretty confident I'll manage to muddle through to the end of all of them, even if it takes a little while.
What are your writing strengths?
Dialogue and smut, I think.
I tend to develop a scene around the dialogue - in that, it's the dialogue that will come to me first when I'm planning the outline, and I'll note it down for when I come around to writing the scene. Then it's mostly a case of refining that dialogue and building the scene with descriptions around it.
I also love smut as character study. It's not just about being horny for them. It's about being horny for their introspection, too.
What are your writing weaknesses?
I don't have the imagination to come up with some of the flowery prose I see and love from other people. I wish I did, but that's just not how my brain works unfortunately!
Thoughts on dialogue in another language?
I only really feel comfortable writing in languages I'm fluent in. For anything else, I think we all know Google Translate can't be trusted, so I just... avoid it.
First fandom you wrote in?
Harry Potter! Wolfstar all the way back on ff.net <3
Favorite fic you've written?
Oh god, this is hard. Let's go with a Teen Wolf fic, because they're the nearest and dearest to my heart right now.
I think I'd say feels so good inside. It was so much fun to write, and I just love loss of virginity fics so damn much.
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Open tag to anyone who wants a go!
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Honoured to have been tagged by @my-secret-shame, legendary paw patrol stan.
How many works do you have on AO3?
Three. All abandonded, two are Naruto and ones DC. Darker times...
2. What's your total AO3 words count?
7,541. I haven't posted there in years.
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Oscar Isaac almost exclusively. In my head I also write for... is cryptids a fandom? I write the best horror novels in my head, putting HP Lovecraft to shame. One day someone will give me an Oscar character with a horror prompt and it will be the best day ever.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Since I don't even have five fics on AO3, I'll do tumblr instead. Also just gonna stick to Oscar stuff, the only other posts are slasher ones.
Pumpkin Porno
In My VeinsTo Be Involved
Blue Jones The Makeup Artist
Oscar Characters Dating a Witchy Reader
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I response to almost all of them! There's some where I don't know what to say so... I kinda don't. But I do try my hardest, I appreciate when people take time to say a kind word to me and like to return that.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Uh... I don't know that I've ever written one. I do absolutely love angst and I feel I could write it decently well, but to end with angst? I simply cannot. Maybe Caladan Attacks, since its basically on the line of non-con with no hope of escape?
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
The Moon Knight system playing minecraft with you post is just silly, self indulgent fluff that was so funny to write. So thats a very happy one.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I have never, which I'm happy to keep like that.
9. Do you write smut. If so what kind?
I've written about maybe six smut ever, it's all here and it's... the Oscar Isaac character kind. Or it's always got plot even when I don't mean for it too. I'll get 1k wc in and go "Why the fuck have I not even gotten to the smut yet?".
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
I wrote the Steven Grant Travelling the Oscar Verse thingy, where Steven accidentally teleports to Poe Dameron, Leto Atreides and Basil Stitt. Was crazy because I didn't make Steven and Leto bang.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
No. Unless they stole it really well and I don't know.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Once with an MHA x reader thing back in the day. It also got put on youtube! Highest achievement.
13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
Nope, no clue how it works and too nervous to accept an offer.
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
Oh no idea, it always depends on what I'm into. Currently in the Oscar fandom I have a bunch of random ships in my head I imagine for god knows what reason.
Steven/Jake
Steven/Cecil
William/Jake
Blue/Jake
Me/Jake
15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
There's a MK system x reader breeding request I've stared at so many times yet cannot muster the strength to finish. Idk why. I just cannot. Won't delete it though.
16. What are your writing strengths?
When I'm in the zone I can crack out four fics in a day. I feel I can put a decent amount of character depth.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
I burn out so, so easily when writing. Maybe I need more practice, but it burns out my want to write and my love for the thing I'm into.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I only know English and Scots, but there's nothing to write Scots for and people are rude about it.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Naruto, back in the dark ages.
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
A Fake Taxi because the concept is so fun, I was encouraged by a friend and it's my first ever smut so that's a milestone!
Thanks again for the tag <3 My no pressure tags are:
@winniethewife @minispidey @lunaesidus
#fen you tagged everyone i know#im too introverted for this who else am i left to tag 😭#jk ily#tag game
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20 QUESTIONS FOR FIC WRITERS
I was tagged by seven of you (!!!) so here are my answers. Consider this an open tag, I have no idea who hasn't done this yet.
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1. How many works do you have on AO3?
222 if you don't count the hidden ones, 245 if you do.
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
1.5 million (this does count the hidden ones because I'm too lazy to go subtract them from the total).
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Currently HP and Good Omens, but I've written for 16 fandoms over the years, and you never know which one I'll go back to.
4. Top 5 fics by kudos?
-Finding Home (no longer available)
-the spaces between
-Da Capo (no longer available)
-Courtship Rituals (no longer available)
-quicken to the new life (no longer available)
5. Do you respond to comments?
Sometimes. I go through fits and spurts of either responding to every single comment, or responding to none. It doesn't mean I don't appreciate comments! But I'm already writing and posting fics for free, and responding to every comment is something that I don't always have the time or mental space for.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Fuck, idk. I don't know what's angst and what isn't. The Fall of Gods, maybe.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I write a lot of fluff, actually! Idk how I got a reputation as an angst writer, smh. The Trouble With Quidditch is pretty fluffy.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Oh, sure. But it gets deleted.
9. Do you write smut?
Begrudgingly. It's extremely demoralizing as a writer to know that the only way a fic is going to get attention is if you put smut in it, so I do it sometimes just for the kudos/comments. But I hate every second of writing it.
10. Do you write crossovers?
Yep. I've done a HP/GO one, and some cracky Sherlock/Star Trek ones, and probably a few others I can't remember.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of!
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yep, several of them into different languages.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes! @allcanonisrelative is probably the person I've written with the most, but I've written with others as well.
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
This changes by the hour so I literally can't answer this question. Maybe Aziraphale/Crowley?
15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?
Hm, I have a few unfinished fics on AO3, but I've already admitted that those won't be finished. I have a Sirius/Bellatrix + Sirius/Remus fic in my drafts folder that it would be nice to finish someday, but that will have to wait until I feel like writing Wolfstar again (which will probably be never, thanks to the Remus apologists).
16. What are your writing strengths?
None.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Everything.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?
Well, I know that it used to be standard that you would italicize it, and now you're not supposed to do that, so I no longer do. I also think that you shouldn't translate it! Especially not right there in the same line on the fic. If you're writing dialogue in another language, context clues should tell us enough about what the characters are saying that translation isn't needed.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Star Trek: TNG.
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
I never like anything I write, so idk. Price of Memory, maybe, because that one was at least a lot of fun to write.
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i'm sorry, you seem sane and i need to vent. i need to. so this is part 1, ok. please don't kill me.
i think those toxic anons that read too much into every little thing and over analyze every detail or come up with crazy theories about joe or his co-stars or his friends or the girls he's been seeing throughout the year...i think those anons need to learn about a thing called occam's razor which means that when a certain thing generates too many explanations and theories and whatnot, the simpler one, most often than not, is the right one. and when you step away from the drama you see that everything has a simple explanation:
joe and g*r*c* are friends, she has a boyfriend, he's enjoying his newfound fame.did she let things get out of control with her tumblr and twitter and all the trolling? yes, yes she did. probably out of spite, probably to prove she had the upper hand. it's easy to hate her when you think about how much she fed the v*nnquinn delusions but at the same time, she's never received this kind of attention before. she's an actress and a streamer, she's gonna milk the shit out of these cons and fans theories and she's gonna keep liking h*llcheer and v*nquinn posts because they keep her relevant. her father's been on this for a long time, he's probably the one encouraging her to do the things she does. and let's not even mention that he's on it too but him i can kinda let i slide because, hey, he's just proud of his kid and he's being embarassing on social media like all dads are. so until this hype dies down entirely, there's no escaping her or her fans. and i think joe has no idea she does this. notice she only goes wild on her tumblr and twitter. she makes posts about haters, deletes them a second later, posts them again, deletes it again, says joe's fans are bullying her, pretends nothing ever happened. on twitter she likes a lot of posts that seem harmless but when you check their account, it's full of people shipping her with joe and fucking tagging her on posts like 'stop fucking each other and feed us!!!'. there's no way she doesn't see this shit. but she plays dumb. and joe, who didn't even know we already knew he was cast in a quiet place because he genuinely doesn't enjoy being online, has no clue because the only social media he's active is insta. so basically, yeah, this isn't gonna stop any time soon unless something really drastic happens and the best way to avoid it is to filter the tags, block the accounts that you don't want to see.
joe and alana are also just friends. maybe friends with benefits? who knows, she tours all the time and he hasn't been able to stay still for longer than a week because of his work, doesn't seem like a good time to date anyone seriously.
the girls he's been seen with? he's going on dates and having fun. he's a grown man, if he wants to get laid, he'll get laid. he doesn't hate eddie now because of his 'fans', he's genuinely thankful for the role and he cares a lot about his fans. the ones that don't stalk him, that is. joe's not a little babydoll who needs to be protected at all costs, he's not a sims character for so called 'fans' to dictate his every move.
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Give Me Your All - Tom Holland
Anonymous asked: heyyy, idk if your still taking requests but could I ask for a Tom smut??? It’s okay if not, just ignore this. But if so, could you write one where Tom has a massive crush on the reader and he’s touching himself to the thought of the reader and records it (moaning and all) , pretending that he was going to send it because it turned him on. But after he climaxes, instead of deleting the video he ACTUALLY sends it. You could take it form there, but yeah phew🥵
Hey there sweetie, hope you enjoy this oneshot of Tom Holland and Reader. Please read the warnings. This oneshot is childhood friends-to-lovers :) Let me know if you’d like a part two, I didn’t get to write everything I’d like to, because it’s already long :)
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Tom Holland x Reader (Smut)
Warnings: Smut, confessions of love, unsolicited nude video, swearing, nicknames (sexual and nonsexual), teasing, female recieving oral, mention of hand job, unprotected sex, talk of kinks, slight mention of hand kink, biting, some dominance fighting, choking/breath play and some dirty talk. Please do not read if any of these warnings made you uncomfortable, thank you :)
Word Count: 7.4k
He’s been friends with you since forever, and he’s been in love with you since then. Your friendship was something he valued close to his heart as well, loving how you were kind to him and how funny you two would get sometimes. He remembers how the two of you met, back in kindergarten. You were playing near the slide, and you demanded people called you the Queen of the court. Being only five years old, everyone was confused, including Tom. He was the one to question you, and your explanation only made it more confusing, making him feel competitive though. He challenged you to a duel using sticks for the title of Queen of the court. You both ended up with bruises and scrapes, but giggled at each other, shouting dumb jokes about chickens and crayons.
You’ve been inseparable since then. You were there when he lost his first tooth and made a letter with him to the tooth fairy for a mighty amount of 1 trillion pounds. Tom ended up receiving one pound and an old copy of Toy Story. You both cherished that movie forever, claiming the tooth fairy loved giving cool movies to Tom, because every tooth he lost after that (until he realized the tooth fairy wasn’t real), he received old copies of movies and a few pounds. He remembered the crush he formed on you by age 11, how he would blush and call you a dumb girl when you’d compliment cute things about him, and then he would apologize and tell you how he thought you were a bit too cool to be a girl (which always led to funny arguments).
By age 16, he realized that it was much more than just a crush, watching you have your first kiss. It hurt him, and he thought it would be the end of the world because he was convinced you didn’t want to be friends with him anymore. Sure, he had his first kiss at 14, but it was a truth or dare game, and he didn’t like the other girl, but it still hurt to see you kiss someone else. He always wished that his first and last kiss would be with you.
And now, he knew for sure he was in love with you. So many years being close to you, but unable to make a move, it was tough.
It’s been hard, hiding his real feelings for you and watching as you would get your heart broken over again. He tried many times to get over you, to date random girls or just have hook ups, but it always ended the same- he’d end up thinking of you. He’d think of how you’d smile brightly to him when he’d make a stupid joke, or how you would nudge him during parts of a movie you found funny. Or when you’d giggle loudly when you’d accidently drop your phone multiple times a day, or when you’d wear his sweaters when you’re cold. He truly loved you, and when he learned to accept it, it only strengthened.
He’d find himself gazing down at your body at moments, and just wonder what it would be like if you were moaning and whimpering under him. He couldn’t count the times he’d catch himself with a hard on just by seeing you in his bedroom, where you two always hang out. He’d excuse himself quickly, rushing to the bathroom and he’d groan quietly, lecturing himself to stop thinking about you.
It rarely worked, and he’d sit with a hard on for hours as you laid back on his bed, scrolling through your phone as you talked to him, without a clue of what bulging pain he was going through.
He couldn’t help it today either, realizing he hadn’t seen you lately and he pulled up your text messages, to read what you two spoke about before. His cock stirred and twitched in his pants as your profile picture loaded on the screen.
It was one of his favorite photos of you, beautifully sat next to him, with your head tucked close to his neck and your lips barely touching his skin as you beamed. Fuck, it was too much. The adrenaline he would have when he’d jerk off, filming in the messages he had with you was addictive. It turned him on so much, it felt so real, that he would actually send it to you, and he could only dream that you would send one back- or even come to him.
Tom slipped a hand under his boxers, after he spit into his hand. It curled around his cock, gently bringing it out from his boxers and sighing in relief as he pumped it to life. His finger swiped over his tip, collecting some of the precum to slide down the rest of his cock. He pressed on the record button with his other hand, facing his cock and him as he moaned quietly at the start.
“Fuck,” He murmured, blinking slowly as he focused on the picture near his bed of the two of you. It was another one, different than the profile picture. You had your legs wrapped around his, in a game of twister the two of your played back on his latest birthday. He remembered the feeling of you so close, touching his bare legs with yours and he remembered your breathing hitting his skin, and he soaked in the memory, almost feeling you against him again.
“Y/n…” He moaned out, closing his eyes now, and his hand started to curl faster up and down, slapping all the way to his skin, savoring the sounds as if it was him pounding into you instead. Oh, how much he imaged your pussy clenching around his cock, soaking in juices and cum, and you’d be stuttering out his name, crying for more. The camera focused on his cock, picking up all the noises of his heavy breathing, and the sounds of his hand moving up and down at an increasing speed over his precum soaked cock.
“I need you so bad,” He whimpered, imagining you sat naked against his sheets while he walked closer to your figure. He’d pleasure you, first. He would beg to hear you moan his name; chant out swears while you’d cum all over his face. “Cum for me, be my good girl, you can do it.” He gasped loudly, head tilting back even more. Your pussy would pulse against his cock as he’d slide it sloppily against your clit to get you even more aroused and soaked.
Oh, fuck, just thinking of you wet made him hang right over the edge. “I- fuck, such a good girl, you can do it, I love you!” He cried out, hand shaking with his phone and the video still capturing the moment. His cock twitched with anticipation, leading up to his orgasm. Tom flicked his thumb over his tip repeatedly before slapping up and down with even more speed.
“Y/n, angel, please- fuck- you’re too good to me.” He whimpered, his cock finally spilling with cum, spurting out in long moments as Tom breathed heavily, keeping his hand on the base of his cock. He sighed, opening his eyes as he wished you were here.
He watched as his cock stopped coming, and he wiped up quickly, making sure he didn’t let any of it fall onto his sheets. He stopped the video, tossing the phone on his bed as he stood up slowly to go wash his hands. He took off his boxers, throwing them to a corner of his bedroom, and walked over to his bathroom. He tried to stop thinking of you, knowing he’d only be even more horny if he continued, and he would have to jerk off again.
His hands lathered in the soap and water and he didn’t care to dry them as he walked back to his bed. He gazed at the phone, trying to press out of the message app, but instead it froze causing him to groan. He irritated tapped at the screen, just wanting to delete the video and get out of the app.
But instead, it replayed the first part of the video, and Tom gulped in nervousness, quickly realizing what might have just happened. He turned off his phone in an instant, shakily pressing the home button again, and unlocking it to see the messages again. “Fuck!” He yelped out, seeing the video had sent to you and he froze as he saw you start typing back.
“No, no, no” He continued, as fear and panic stroke through him, knowing he fucked up completely now. “Shit, how do I delete this?” He groaned loudly, starting to breath unevenly and in a panic, as the video played over again, and he quickly wiped his hands onto his sheets, not caring that it got wet.
He started typing, in shock. He was writing apologies left and right, as tears started to burn in his eyes. He didn’t want to lose you, not like this. It was a mistake, he didn’t mean to do it, he wrote heartfelt, and with passion, trying to explain you were never supposed to see or know any of this. That it was wrong for him to take videos, moaning your name. Tears started to drop onto the phone screen as your message popped up.
“Are you at home?”
Tom gasped after he pressed send to the long apologies, quickly typing that, yes, he was at home. He continued to add an even longer sorry in the message, as he started to cry more. Just mere minutes ago he was moaning your name, now he was crying your name. He didn’t want to lose you; it would be terrible and unimaginable.
That was when his phone started to ring, with your name at the top. You were calling him, and his eyes widened in further shock, wondering what he should do. He hesitated until the third ring, pressing accept and putting you on speaker.
“Hello? Tom?” Your voice came through the phone, causing Tom to shakily sigh out. His face rested in his hands as he groaned muffled, “Hey…” He trailed off, trying to stop his crying and apologize again. He was sat on his bed without any of his clothes, and before he could continue, you spoke up again.
“Do you- are you alone right now?” You murmured into the phone, causing Tom to glance up confused. His eyebrows were furrowed together as he quietly answered you, “Yeah, I am. Listen, I’m really sorry, that was inappropriate and…” He paused as you cleared your throat.
Your question burned through his mind, “Did you mean it? That you love me?” Yes, he meant it, he swore he’s been in love with you so long. The fear that he felt as he opened his mouth to reply was harsh, but he knew that he needed to confess now or never.
That video was never supposed to be sent to you, but he knew if he finally got it out, then there would be some type of light feeling he’d have off his chest. He nodded, silently hyping himself up and pushing out the nervousness as he pulled his face away from his hands and squeezed at his thumbs.
“Yes, I love you.” He confessed, biting down harshly on his lip as silence went through the call.
Panic filled his thoughts and body as he heard you shuffle on the other line. “Y/n?” He whispered, staring down at the phone as he went rigid, wondering if he’s lost you now. Fuck, he wouldn’t know how to cope with losing you. Everything started with you, and you were his best friend. He didn’t care if he’d be hurt, watching you fall in love with someone else if that meant he could still be close and be your friend. But if he lost you, it would hurt the most.
“I’m coming over.” You responded, after those few moments that felt as if they were hours to him. He didn’t know what to do in that second, he almost forgot to breathe until you called his name again softly. “I love you too.” You whispered into the phone, hanging up as you got into your car and sighed out in shock.
Tom sat on his bed, naked as warmth spread through him. You love him back? The same way he did? He fell back onto his bed as one of the brightest smiles he’s ever had appeared on his face, love-doped by the fact his most desirable dreams were real- they came true. But he instantly shot right back up with a loud yelp. You were on your way right now, holy fuck. He glanced down to his figure in shock and stumbled up, rushing to his closet and tugging out new boxers. His eyes searched his closet for over two minutes, stressing about what to wear, and what the fuck was happening.
“Shit,” He pressed out, just tugging out an old but nice shirt he hasn’t worn in a few years. He buttoned it up and threw on his boxers and pulled out a pair of pants before groaning. It wasn’t a fucking business meeting, was it? No way, he pulled out a pair of dark jeans instead, slipping and tumbling as he pushed them on quickly.
You. Just you, he thought of. Everything about you was so amazing, and he couldn’t think of anyone or anything that was more flawless than you.
He snapped out of his thoughts as he heard you knock on the door and his eyes widened once more, rushing to the mirror and glancing down at himself, like he had pre-date nerves but much worse. He ran over to the door after a few seconds, and answered it, tugging the door completely open as you smiled softly to him.
“Hey,” You mumbled, smiling to him as Tom’s mouth opened up, but he had no idea what to say except, “Sorry! Again!”
You laughed back and shrugged. It was very surprising, shocking in fact. But also, just fucking hot, you watched it so many times, just hearing him moan out your name in such a way. You had so much to say and wanted to know- but it was still just incredible to you that he loves you like you love him. You can’t count how many times you’ve accidently moaned out his name when you were with your ex, but it just proved you love Tom so much.
When you developed feelings for him back in middle school, you quickly denied them. It didn’t make much sense at first, but you remembered seeing him in a different way. Noticing the strange but lovely things about him, how he tugged on his hair when he was bored, or nervous. And when he’d smile and look down, as if he was shy or insecure about it. You slowly started to start noticing these things about him, and you started thinking about him more, thinking about how something reminded you of him.
By high school, you thought he was your soulmate. Which wasn’t really a good idea to think. You’d be upset seeing him date other girls, and you tried to convince yourself that he wasn’t the one, that your soulmate was out there- and soon you just stopped believing in soulmates or even twin flames. Maybe the two of you were destined just to be best friends for life, which you thought back at the end of high school would be fine.
Something about Tom was that the had glow ups almost every month, it seemed impossible but each time you saw him, you’d be more attractive to him. Notice his dimples, and how his shoulders developed more muscle to them. Summer was always a mess for you, seeing him in his trunks, you couldn’t look anywhere at him without thinking of the things you wished you could do with him, but most of all you wanted to be with him.
Now with his video, everything seemed so complicated but easy to solve at the same time. You didn’t know what he was thinking though, and you wondered if you’d leave without a best friend, or even happier. You’d hope for the later, but it was up to whatever would happen now. You cleared your throat, as you stepped into his house, after Tom moved out of the way silent.
“Y/n…” He started, watching as you took a seat on the edge of the couch, facing him. You nodded back to him, biting your lip as your eyebrows knitted together in nervousness. Tom walked closer to you, choosing to take a seat on one of the chairs next to the couch.
“I’m really sorry. You weren’t supposed to find out- at all. I know that was just horrible, and I feel really bad.” He rambled, sniffling slightly as he waved a hand through his messy hair. You saw everything, it was so embarrassing, but he felt confused, after hearing you confess back to him. “Tommy, I- um, it’s okay.” You replied, nodding your head back to him.
He groaned, knowing it wasn’t. No one likes being sent videos like that without their permission, and to hear him say your name and what he was saying must’ve been the cherry on top. “And, I do love you, Y/n. I’ve been in love with you for a while now, but I don’t want to lose you.” He went on, gazing at you softly and worriedly.
“You won’t lose me…” You trailed off, glancing around the room. “Unless you want to. I don’t want to lose you either, you’re my best friend and I love you- I’m in love with you too.” You whispered back, feeling your heart start to race. Tom blushed at your words, as his eyebrows raised.
“You really love me?” He questioned, starting to wonder if this was just all a dream. How many times have you said it now in the past hour? It was just all a shock to him now, but it was true, everything was. You giggled back at his question, watching a goofy grin pulled across his face, “Yes Buzz Lightyear!” You replied, laughing even more as Tom let out a loud laugh.
The nickname traveled all the way back to when the two of you watched Toy Story for the first time together. You told him he looked like Andy but acted like Buzz, to which he proudly stood up from the couch and shout, “To infinity and beyond with my best friend!” You quickly bounced next to him, standing on the couch excitedly, “We’re best friends?” You questioned. And that was the story of how you two got even closer, still watching Toy Story together even now.
You both watched Toy Story and lots of other movies together throughout the years. Constantly nicknaming each other by the characters. It was an inside joke you both played by, but you felt especially happy whenever he’d call you something. He’d nicknamed you Matilda after he saw you carrying three textbooks in the hallway and you usually stuck to calling him Buzz.
While you were laughing hard, Tom stood up from his seat, admiring your beauty while he walked over to you. You calmed your laughter, letting your face soften as Tom came closer, and you hoped off the couch, glancing to his lips for a few moments. Tom saw your movement, as he parted his lips and licked them gently. The thought of your perfect lips against his, he almost groaned.
His eyes also drifted down to focus on your lips, favoring the way they sparked in the soft sunlight. You were beautiful, always, inside and out, something he found wonderful. Your eyelids fluttered as Tom stepped even closer to you, where you can feel his breath his against your skin. You leaned up, tilting your head close to his as his hand gently grasped under your chin.
“I love you Y/n.” He whispered, closing the gap between the two of you, landing his lips against yours softly. You instantly responded to his kiss, closing your eyes completely now, as you felt yourself fluster with happiness and excitement. Your mouth opened slightly, letting your tongue out as the kiss deepened. His tongue warmed against your lips, licking them as you wrapped a hand around the back of his head, gasping slightly.
Fucking sparks.
It was perfect, his arm flew around to your back, pulling you closer to him as you tugged on his hair and played with it. You stepped closer to him, as the two of you started to kiss passionately, and his other hand drew down under your shirt, skimming your skin gently as you gasped at the coldness. It only led to him kissing you even harder, as he stumbled with you back around to his bedroom, knocking into random objects of the house.
He cursed as he pulled away, breathing deeply along with you and you pulled him in for another kiss, bumping into one of the floor lamps, causing you to giggle against his lips. You both clumsily and blindly walked back towards his room, still hitting walls and even a pile of scripts he had on the floor.
His hands now were both under your shirt, sliding up and down on your back, feeling your soft skin as you still had one in his hair, tugging it with more force now. Your other arm went down to his neck, circling shapes and pinching at times.
When Tom’s back hit against his bedroom door, you both pulled away for a few moments, taking deep breaths as he pulled the doorknob, opening to the room. He pushed the door opened quickly, before taking ahold of you again, groaning as your lips hit his, instantly opening as his tongue explored your mouth. You both stumbled into the room, but instead of going to the bed, he pushed you against the wall to get closer to your figure. He grunted, feeling his cock twitch again as he felt you grind against his leg, trying to heave yourself up.
Tom grunted, pulling away from your lips, but kept his head against the wall, pulling your body up as you jumped. Your legs wrapped around his waist, and you pushed your hips against his, moaning when you felt a spark of heat run through your body, filling up in your lower stomach. “Fuck Tommy,” You laughed out breathlessly, before pulling his head back to your lips, kissing him again. Tom hummed against your lips, letting his teeth bite down onto your bottom lip, causing you to gasp.
“Like it when I kiss you like that?” He muttered back to you, pushing into your body even more against the wall, causing you to shiver at the closeness. This was your best friend, the man you fell in love with over so many years, and now hearing him talk back to you made you want to roll your head back and moan. It was incredible, being with the person you’ve loved for most of your life.
“Oh, yes,” You responded, nodding as his lips kissed down your neck. Your hips jutted up against his again, causing Tom’s cock to stir completely up into a full erection. Earlier today he wouldn’t believe this would ever happen, but now it was and fuck, he was so in love and lustful.
He bit and nibbled at your neck, causing you to whimper as he licked and smoothed sweet kisses to calm your neck down. “Tom- fuck, babe.” You moaned, as he started to grind against you in a rhythm you found addictive, pushing your hips up to meet.
“Can you believe how long I’ve wanted to do this? See you crying out my name?” He pushed out after leaving a long lick onto your neck. Your eyes widened as his dirty talk turned you on even more, causing you to feel a pulsing at your core, wanting to feel even more of him.
“I wanted you like this too,” You confessed, out of breath as you slid a hand between your bodies, underneath his shirt. Your hand contacted his abs, causing you to shake with delight.
“Really?” Tom retorted, grinning as he gazed back at you as sweat started to pull at his forehead. You nodded back to him as he continued to dry hump against you. “Then show me.” He taunted, causing you to furrow your eyebrows before tugging his head back to yours again. You harshly bit onto his lip, swirling your tongue out after a moment while your other hand curled near his pants, cupping his hard on.
Tom gasped into the kiss as you started to unzip his jeans, making him groan against your lips. You grinned, loving the way he made those sounds, “Mm, pretty boy,” You mumbled, letting your lips disconnect, as you made your way to his ear. Tom clenched one of his fists up against the wall as you pecked messy kisses into his ear and tried pushing his pants lower.
He helped you out, but shivered as you moaned into his ear, “I’ve dreamed of you begging,” You paused, whispering now against his skin, under his ear and onto his neck, “Asking for my wet pussy,” Another pause.
Tom’s face was more than red at this point, as he realized his wishes were granted to him, and he thanked everything around him, but most importantly you in his head. “And hm, do you know who made me wet?” You murmured, grinning widely as you peeked at his face.
“I- I do.” Tom responded, instantly losing all his confidence as you slid your hand underneath his boxers. You licked your lips as your eyes widened, getting a feeling of his girth. Feeling excited, but still playful, you continued your talking, “Who is it? Is it my pretty boy?” You murmured to him, sliding your hand up and down while lightly gripping his cock, giving him a loose hand job to work him up.
“Y-yes, fuck Y/n.” He panted out, head rolling to the side as his legs started to go weak. You grinned even more, before pulling your hand away and grasping his stomach again. He groaned, pushing his hips forward and meeting your center again, as you wrapped your legs tight around him once more.
“You’re a fucking tease,” He cried out, as you bit his ear, moaning. You sighed out again, watching as his eyes fluttered at the feeling of your breath against his skin. “And you know what happens to teasers?” He continued, stuttering as you grinded down against him again. Fuck, he was pounding hard, and he needed to tug the rest of his jeans off.
“What happens?” You questioned back with an innocent tone. Tom pulled you off the wall without a second for you to process that he was kissing you now. You blinked momentarily before responding, wrapping your arms fully around the back of his neck to support yourself more. Tom grunted as he swung you around, licking at your lips as you let out a soft happy sigh.
He carried you across his room, still not to the bed, and instead to his bean bag chair. He moved his head away from yours, breathing heavily with lust doped eyes, “Get off,” He whispered to you, causing your arms to collapse and you grinned, falling back onto the chair. You sunk into it, and almost wanted to laugh at the size, but your attention was all on Tom, your best friend. You weren’t sure what else to call him, because you knew no matter what was happening now, he would always be your best friend, and you’d love to be with him any type of way, whether that be as friends or more.
“Well when you tease someone, darling, you should always expect it back.”
You felt the air leave your body as he slowly stripped his jeans off, leaving him in his boxers and shirt. You tried not to stare, but well, it was hard (both not staring and his clothed cock). Fuck, you gulped as Tom started to peel his shirt away, tossing it to one of the corners of the room. You quickly glanced that way as you noticed you started to feel shy.
Damnit, not the time to feel that way, but you couldn’t help it. You wanted to be perfect for him, he was the one you’ve loved for so long, one you’ve wanted for so long. You wanted to lay flawlessly for him, kiss him as he wanted, just make him happy, but you really wanted to just fuck him in the moment. Were you really into that “making love” thing? Where was the love if you would just sit and take his cock and not cum? Love and passion were two things that fit great together, and your shyness was threatening your desire to fuck Tom out of his mind.
Just as Tom finished taking his boxers off, he noticed your facial expression and instantly paused. “Y/n,” He started, whispering down to you almost nervously, “I- what’s wrong?” He asked, stuttering, wondering if he’d done something bad. He instantly started to swear himself out in his head as you glanced up to him with that smile of yours, the one he’d always recognize.
“I’m sorry…” You trailed off, groaning as you contemplated what to say. It was hard, you wanted to be everything for him, but you didn’t know what his everything was. He didn’t know yours either. You both needed to find out somehow though.
“What do you,” You cleared your throat, gazing up at Tom as he ran a hand through his hair nervously. “What do- what are things you enjoy, or your kinks?” You mumbled out, scratching your leg as an odd habit as Tom furrowed his eyebrows.
“My kinks?” He repeated, as his gazed ran over your figure again. You nodded back, stretching back onto the bean bag chair as your arousal pounded with lust and restlessness. You could smell the sweat already, what it would be like to feel his skin against yours everywhere, how he’d pound into you and whisper things you’d beg to hear again.
Tom kneeled close to you, biting his lip as his hand reached out for your chin, tilting your head closer to his. “I like hearing everything, I like when I hear pleading,” He paused, gulping as your eyes flickered down to his lips. “I want to see you squirm with my hand around your neck,” He stopped as your lips parted in surprise and want.
“As long as you’re okay with that.” Tom whispered after a moment. You instantly nodded, pushing yourself up and kissing him again. Fuck, even though this was the first day of kissing him, you knew that you’d never get enough of it, always wanting more. His lips were something you adored for years, and now you can finally feel them, know their language, and you loved every bit of it. Your lips separated as his tongue slid onto your bottom lip.
“I love you so much,” You mumbled between the messy kisses as Tom fully started to move on top of you, onto the bean bag chair. Tom grunted into the kiss as you wiggled around while pulling him closer to you. “I love you too,” He sighed out, pulling away from your lips momentarily to gaze back at you, smiling.
“Take off your shirt, I want to see you.” He whispered, sliding his hand underneath the front of your shirt, feeling your skin against his palm. His eyes fluttered close as you grinded up again against his cock. You whimpered as he retaliated, pinching your skin. You rushed your hands to your shirt, tugging it off with Tom’s help.
You both broke the kiss as you tossed the shirt over your head, in a rush. Before you could kiss him again, Tom’s hand lingered over your bra, speaking up, “Wait, what are your kinks? What are you comfortable with?” His breath was hitting you again, as you blinked back surprised, he asked. You felt your breath hitch from his hand.
“I um, I like it when you touch me- anywhere. Fuck- it’s just your hands are just hot,” You rambled, feeling your cheeks heat up. Tom smirked at your comment, pushing his hand down onto your bra again, causing you to sputter out a quiet moan.
“Why did we never do this before now?” He questioned, as he brought his other hand behind your back, lifting you up slightly. His fingers curled around the bra as you shuddered at the feeling, shaking your head, “I’m not sure, but I’m happy we are now.”
Tom smiled back to you, before kissing you again. His lips were hot against yours, warming your whole body as you felt your underwear dampen even more. You felt as though you two continued to sink into the bean bag and you grunted, wanting even more. “Fuck,” You gasped out, as Tom finally undid your bra completely and pinch at your skin again.
You shrugged out of the bra, causing him to gaze in awe, “You’re so beautiful,” He whispered. You sighed as he placed one hand onto a breast, squeezing it. “Tom,” You began, as you started to feel as though you couldn’t take it any longer. You needed him; it was bad.
“Please-” You cut yourself off with a gasp as he trailed his fingers down your stomach lightly, sliding it to your pants. Fuck, when you looked down, you felt everything heat up, seeing him clench his fist around the buckle to your belt, tugging it off. “Please what, darling?” He asked back.
“I need you now. In me.” You whined, lifting your hips up to take off your pants and to be closer to Tom. He raised his eyes back to you, shaking his head, “Mm, no, I’m going to savor this.” He murmured back, teasingly. You groaned, but quickly quieted down as Tom unzipped your pants, leading you closer to him. Your panties snapped against your skin as he slid his fingers near the elastic.
“I want to taste you,” Tom paused, whispering as he stood back up. You glanced down to his cock again and licked your lips, just imagining what he would taste like, since he brought it up. But the idea excited you even more, pooling wetness near your thighs now as you slipped off your pants smoothly and standing up close to him. “While you scream my name,” He finished up, pulling you close as your eyes widened.
“Fuck Tommy,” You responded, instantly leaning up to kiss him again. Oh, it felt so good to be bare against him, to feel his heat and fuck- his cock hitting against your stomach as well. He pushed you back against the bed finally, and you collapsed with a sigh as he dug his fingers into your thighs. You let out a whimper as his fingers trailed closer to your panties.
Tom let out a chuckle, watching you shiver, before he bit onto the cloth, tugging your panties down completely with the help of you lifting your hips up into the air, and with his hands. “Woah…” He breathed out, seeing your glimmering wet pussy. You gazed down at him with need, gasping as he blew air close to your hood.
His sweet lips found their way to one of your inner thighs, pecking your skin softly. His fingers twirled around on the other thigh, as he groaned, listening to your heavy breathing. His kisses became slower, and messier, leaving a trail of spit as he lingered closer to your center, breathing into you.
And finally, his lips collided with your core. You gasped, instantly rushing your hands to the back of his head, tugging on his curls. Your back arched as his tongue lapped long and fast stripes against you, leaving you no time to stop the loud cry of his name. Tom smirked against you, finding joy in your moans, and lapped his tongue against your clit over again, pressing hard.
You yelped, crying out again as one of his fingers urged into you, curling and soaking in your heat. “Fuck, you’re- how is your tongue so good?” You rambled out, tugging his head up momentarily to see his face.
Oh shit, it was covered in your slick, and you cried out again feeling him slip and stretch another finger into your pussy. Tom smiled before letting his tongue out, teasing you once more as he licked your outer lips now, instead of your clit. He headed towards your labia, carefully pressing slow kisses again.
“You taste so fucking delicious,” Tom paused, murmuring now against your clit. You moaned aloud from the vibrations it sent through your nerves. You couldn’t believe you were here now, with his head between your thighs, loving and admiring you so much.
“Bet you taste even better.” You responded, watching as Tom glanced back up to you, grinning. His eyes were darker than you’ve ever seen before, and you loved seeing this side of him now finally. “I think I can sit here and eat you out for hours. Everything about you is addicting.” He finished up, raising his eyebrows back to you as you whimpered at the thought.
You didn’t even have time to warn him about your orgasm, it rushed out of you, gushing against Tom’s lips and fingers as he licked you up again. “Tom- fuck- oh my,” You choked out, raising your hips against his face as his other hand grasped around your hip, digging into your skin. You came onto his face, causing him to soak it all up with his tongue, groaning at the taste in delight.
Your head hit back against the pillows again as you dropped your body completely, feeling as if you were floating. “That was,” Tom cut you off, kissing your hip slightly, “Perfect, absolutely perfect.” You let out a laugh, just in disbelief that you were finally with him, in the way you wanted. You shifted slightly, still feeling the effects of your orgasm drift through your body as Tom laid back next to you, kissing your shoulder gently.
You giggled quietly, “Yeah, it was great.” Tom smiled back to you, as you rolled to face him, kissing his nose for a quick second. As you gazed back at Tom, you instantly were reminded of his throbbing cock, as it hit against your stomach, making you gasp. You pulled him in for a deep kiss, causing him to groan, and stumble on top of you.
“I’m ready, are you?” You mumbled through the kisses, pulling and tugging at his hair. Your legs spread wider, gasping again when you felt him pull away from the kisses completely, as his cock barely brushed against your heat. “I am,” Tom responded, smiling back to you as his face softened. His hand grasped your face gently, as he propped himself up above you, lining his cock to your pussy.
“I love you so much,” He whispered, brushing his thumb to your lips briefly, before his entire hand drifted down towards your inner shoulder. Your eyes gazed up to his before you smiled back, “I love you too,” You mumbled back.
Tom started to push his cock in slowly, gazing back to you to check if you were alright, and you gasped as you felt his girth. “Oh…” You let out, furrowing your eyebrows together in surprise before you felt him push all the way into you. He grunted, before pulling back, to start his pace, “Are you okay, darling?” He asked softly, as he saw your face.
You nodded back to him, wiggling your hips, “Please keep going,” You responded, causing Tom to breathe in deeply, holding back his moan. You grinned back to him as his fingers caressed against your throat. You nodded back to his silent question, if it was alright for him to put his hand around your neck, as he slowly pushed in again, and you started to get used to the feeling.
Your legs wrapped around his waist, pulling him deeper than before and you instantly let out a moan, feeling the heat build up in you again, during his rhythm. Your attention went back down to his hand, sighing as he grasped around your neck, fuck. You loved it so much, as he started to strengthen his hold, he kissed you again, as he pounded into you.
You kissed him back, groaning as his fist tightened again, and he pulled away from your lips, now going towards your cheek and leaving sloppy kisses. His other hand drifted in between the two of you, finding your clit again, and started to rub harshly causing you to gasp and moan out his name.
“You like that, huh? Louder.” Tom spoke up, gazing back to you in lust and desire, pounding into you even harder now. You gasped his name in return, moaning as you felt his fingers around your throat. Your head tossed back against the pillow, and you breathed in slowly against his hand, blinking dazed and in amazement. You almost felt too out of it, as airflow was limited now, but it felt good still.
Tom didn’t stop moving motions on your clit either, as his pounding started to go into an unsteady pace. He pulled away from your cheek and his hand away from your neck, now gripping at your hips harshly, groaning again. You shuddered as you felt him go even deeper than before and hitting your g-spot again. “I’m going to cum again,” You quivered out, feeling a tear run down your face from the rush of your orgasm building up, and Tom huffed back, grinning down to you.
“I’m going to as well,” He responded, eyes locked down onto your expression as his fingers started to go even faster, rubbing at your clit. “You’re doing so good darling.” Tom continued, praising you as his cock soaked in your pussy. You clenched around him, crying his name again, and bringing his face back to yours, kissing him again. You could taste your cum from before too, and Tom groaned into the kiss, as your legs squeezed around his figure.
You started to quiver as your orgasm pushed over the edge, and you gasped against his lips, losing your grip. “I’m co-” You couldn’t even warn him as you came out quickly, causing you to yell out his name, eyes fluttering closed as Tom continued to push into you.
It felt unreal, how the day had gone. With Tom above you, coming right after you and whispering his love for you. It made you want to scream into a pillow with joy, but you couldn’t find yourself letting go of Tom’s figure as he dropped besides you with that smile. You didn’t know what else to do but to hold onto him like you’ve been doing your whole life. He’s your best friend, and now perhaps a lover, a scenario you played in your head during daydreams for fun, but it’s real now. Your head tucked into his neck, as the both of you laid on the bed, sweating and covered in each other’s cum.
“Hey, Buzz,” You paused, barely mumbling his nickname while giggling. Tom gazed back down to you with a love doped expression, “Yeah, Matilda?” He answered, laughing along with you. His laugh made you beam even more with a happiness you couldn’t compare to any. You shifted slightly, capturing his gaze as his laugh quieted down. Your hand drifted up to his face, cupping his cheek softly as the words poured out from your lips.
“I really do love you.”
In a few quiet moments after, his lips rested against your forehead, “I’ll love you forever,” He confessed, closing his eyes as sleepiness rolled between the two of you. A hum went through your lips in agreement, cuddling closer to him as your breathing settled, fluttering your eyes shut with a smile.
#tom holland#tom holland smut#tom holland x reader#tom holland x you#tom holland x y/n#tom holland x reader insert#tom holland/reader#tom holland/you#tom holland x reader smut
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Jesus shit I disappear a lot.
I’ve been lurking on ao3 a lotttt. An unhealthy amount. And I’ve gotten into darklina.
Listen…I know it’s toxic but I like trash okay? And I read the grisha books and fucking HATED HATED Them. I ranted to my fiancé for like 2 months. Thank the stars for fanfic authors!!
I literally found a fic that I have accepted as the official ending. seriously.  it’s called “Start a war” by nymja on ao3.
I’m also beyond looking forward to the following on ao3:
“Dark Guardian “ by FairyRingsandWings (this is one of my most anticipated ones!) it’s incredibly interesting and is an au that involves demons/etc. it’s amazing and well researched. She runs an amazing tumblr under the name @thedarklingxalina Check it out!!
“ The Fight we never had” by PoetHrotsvitha.  this one is amazing because it’s self-aware it’s just hilarious. It’s been one of the most fun ones that I’ve read in a very long time in the comment section is to die for. I am so looking forward to the story and can’t wait to see how it ends. I’m definitely rooting for our creepy Alexsander. I dunno if she has a tumblr or else I’d put her user name. But seriously this one is fucking fabulous!!!!!
“ I have a longing” by LRcee
Jesus this one is just a feel good au. I fucking love It and I hope the author continues to write more because the writing is amazing. It’s intelligently written and every time I read it I spend the whole time smiling!
“ forgiveness doesn’t taste like this” by EvilPeaches
I never in 1 million years thought I would like any story with Alina and Ivan. And normally I do not like dark fics. Parts of this were really hard to read and there is another story like where she puts deleted scenes and extras, and there was literally one part in “ deleted scenes “ that I had to start and stop and take a break for a good while after reading. That’s a sign of a good writer. Anything that makes me uncomfortable and makes me genuinely think afterwards.  it’s at the end now with only one more chapter left but I’ll be damned if I wasn’t rooting for Ivan even though I am literally a hard-core darklingxalina shipper. This is one of those stories that is incredibly well written and just made me feel so many different emotions. It is very dark. But it really goes in depth about how in mortality and misery would affect you as well as your relationships with other people.
“A Space of Flowers” by ecphrasis
Part of series “ Darklina Cottagecore AU” , The entire series is amazing. I literally never thought I would be interested in a cottage core au but it is beautifully written and the author did a lot of research into making it feel like it’s in the century that it’s taking place in. It’s heart wrenching in and has so much angst. I truly hope that the author continues it and also that they get a happy ending. But the writing is just beyond beautiful. Fuck it is just gorgeous! Written by @ekphrastic 
”Once is happenstance. Twice is coincidence. Three times….” by xxwalkinwonderlandxx
another AU that is in progress. It’s just incredibly interesting and I’m really looking forward to see where it goes. Not too much is given away so with each chapter update I’m still guessing and wondering what’s going to happen. Has been an incredibly fun read and can’t wait to see more! 
And the final one that is in progress…
“ I wanna see you in the light of the morning “ by renaegeorge
Omgggg. This one is so hilarious. Like whenever I’m having a bad day I’ll read this. I can’t wait to see how the story goes because it is just a feel good fic. I fucking love it! Please check this one out. The author is amazing and she writes so incredibly well. 
I have no clue if anyone actually read this but I beg you to please check these out and if any of these authors have tumblr that I don’t know about them please tag them so that way people can see their Tumblr in case they write on there. leave comments and kudos! Let them know if you enjoy it! And if anyone has any really good fics to recommend to me let me know. This isn’t even half of what I have bookmarked but I’m always interested in fics. 
These are my current favorites that are still in progress. I’ll do my other favorites at some point. But if you hated the ending of the grisha series like I did then please check out “Start a war”. I genuinely accept that as the ending now. 
And if you hate the darkling, then I totally understand. I totally get it but don’t attack me. People like what they like. Like straight up. 
#the darking#alina starkov#darklina#team darkling#ao3fic#fanfic writing#alina x kirigan#sankta alina#alina x darkling#shadow and bone
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i have so many questions is this really you is there a masterpost what happened how are you
Hi yes it’s me. Anyone can say that so just blv me it’s indeed me. Look for clues like my style or my tagging.
What happened? Got an email on 11th of Nov that my blog has been terminated and i should respect the community guidelines. I guess that’s the template they use for everyone.
There were around 40 tickets opened by me and my close friends(and i know others reached out to support too) and still no one gave me an explanation why. The timing was ridiculous, i was super quiet because i was waking and sleeping w CNN due to the elections and I barely made content. All i did was reblogs and answering occasional asks. None triggers account deletion.
So here’s what I think happened: someone or a group of someone was very annoyed by the bg discourse getting more and more ppl open their eyes and they reported my blog on false claims. Let me tell ya that it can only be antis because if it had been offensive then the posts would’ve been marked as offensive back in 2016 when I made them. There’s some bs theory that it was the boys’ teams but again let me tell ya: those posts aren’t unique, tumblr larries are smart and opinionated and documented well that fakenancy. If his team had wanted to shut it down, they would’ve done it years ago.
Let me real quickly add that none of my content was ever derogatory towards beards, B or F. I do know that some ants and rads were pissed. I just didn’t expect this fucking platform not giving a chance to explain. They should’ve allowed me to choose if I delete the post or live with the consequences of a termination. 8 year long blogging vs 1 false claim. Should defend their blogger!! Support sucks and I really hope that karma reaches the people who played role in the termination, because it was an innocent blog. It survived the pap pic deletion, survived the porn blog deletion, so there was nothing with the content which didn’t fit the guidelines.
So I was gone for 1.5 months, with mixed feelings about blogging and altogether about this toxic platform (antis). I understood that my presence is important, I’m not only masterposts but a human behind them too, and it was a warm feeling that the fandom wanted me back, wanted Gabi back, not just the archive.
I donno what my role here is anymore. I feel like an unemployed librarian, whose library was stolen. We’ll see. I have backup of all of my mp’s. I’ll see if I’ll post them again.
Now, I’m just here for the boys, for the fandom. We’ll see how that shapes up in the longer future.
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About my blog! I was tagged by the wonderful @marcsmarquez. 😌
1. Why did you choose your url?
Marc and Fabio are my favorite riders, and Fabio's last name is just too perfect to not put 'oh my god' after it. Thus, marquezquartararohmygod was born. 😂
2. Any side blogs?
Nope! Just this one. My little baby.
3. How long have you been on tumblr?
Almost 2 years! I took a little break after I deleted my old blog, and just recently came back in October, I think.
4. Do you have a queue tag?
Given that I have NO clue what this is, I'm gonna be safe and say no. 😂
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?
I started this blog because, obviously, I'm a whore for motogp, and because I wanted to start writing again and feeling the atmosphere of Tumblr. Gotta say I haven't been disappointed so far.
6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?
So, to make an extremely long story short, I got covid and couldn't go to the motogp race in Austin in 2021 that I had tickets for, and I was so proud of Marc's win there. So that picture stood out to me and holds a meaning for me.
7. Why did you choose your header?
For obvious reasons - two world champions in one picture and my 2 favorite riders.
8. What's your post with the most notes?
For my incorrect quotes, it's this one and for my actual fic writings, it's this one. The first smut I ever wrote, and of course Marc takes the win. 😗✌️
9. How many mutuals do you have?
I think like 9? And I love every single one of them.
10. How many followers do you have?
Only 79. Please help. 🥺🥺
11. How many people do you follow?
24!
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?
Depends on your definition of a shitpost... 😂😂😂
13. How often do you use tumblr?
I'm on it pretty much every day.
14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?
Can't say that I have. Not looking to change that anytime soon either. 😂
15. How do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts?
In terms of talking about the importance of reblogging, I love them. I think it's always important to reblog and support other blogs. But in terms of like those chain reblogs, nah. Not my forte.
16. Do you like tag games?
No I fucking hate them (thanks Emma 🙄) I'm totally kidding, I love you, please don't crucify me. 😂 I really do like tag games actually!
17. Do you like ask games?
Yes! Love love love them. Any type of ask game, I'm 100% there for it.
18. Which of your moots do you think is tumblr famous?
Either Sharon or Brenda. DEFINITELY EMMA APPARENTLY WITH HER 1300ISH FOLLOWERS. (Even though Emma isn't a moot because she doesn't follow me. Be my 80th follower? I'll give you a flower. @marcsmarquez 🌺🥺👉👈)
19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?
If you're nice to me and don't talk shit behind my back, I have a crush on you. That's very sexy and loyal of you. 😏
I tag @73marquez93 @marc-marquez93 @icemanhoneybadger @sachsenking93 @souds7 @fabioquartararhoe @fabiettoquataro @alexmarquez-73 and @motogpee
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dear anon who said they used to like my blog because it had meaningful meta and now they don’t because blah blah blah
Okay!
I accidentally deleted your ask. But I legit don’t care. If you think I’m going to be nice to people who are transphobic, homophobic, who are bullies, who have treated me like utter shit, then idk what to say to you. I haven’t even talked about what happened to me in a private server, and I don’t indulge in whatever BS people say about my posts on Twitter. You have ZERO fucking clue how patient I’ve been with this fandom.
It’s impossible to have polite conversation in this fandom anymore because people don’t reblog each other and respond and try to talk things out, they have bitchy fights in the comments where they think no one will notice how they are behaving. Even when I make it abundantly clear that I don’t have comment fights, people respond in my comments. Even when I make it clear what I ship and that I’m not here to debate it, people try to do just that. I’ve tried to have conversations with people I disagree with and it just goes nowhere.
I don’t think anyone is stupid. I think their theories and the way they analyze certain quotes and scenes is stupid and desperate and transparent.
I’ve always hated that ship. I just didn’t have enough evidence to prove that I was right in my reasoning, and now I do. I tag everything properly, so block the tag, or block me, or whatever. I don’t care. I’m typically not anti anything, I mainly tag things that way for other people’s benefit. I’ve even said a dozen times that I understand why people ship it. I just don’t like the misreading of the characters necessary to see it the way many people do.
So.... bye!
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thank you @tomicaleto for tagging me!
How many works do you have on AO3?
15 so far :D
What’s your total AO3 word count?
111550... that's a lot more than i thought!
How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
they're not all in ao3 because i deleted a lot of them but historically: harry potter, percy jackson, teen wolf, marvel, and now star wars.
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
lead by example, safe with you, wandering stars, i might break, and a place among the stars
Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
yes! most of them. sometimes i don't really know how to answer but i try to answer as many comments as i can!
What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
definitely cold in my kingdom. that one has no happy ending in sight.
Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?
not really, not much of a fan
Have you ever received hate on a fic?
just once, someone who was very insistent i take a story in the direction they wanted and not what i wanted, and when i asked them to back off they've been leaving salty comments on every update. but besides that, never :)
Do you write smut? If so what kind?
yes hehe. what kind? the "i have no fucking clue what i'm doing here" kind, lmao. i try to make it more realistic, and passional i guess? idk i'm not a huge fan of my smut scenes kfsjdh
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
yes, a looot of years ago in the hp fandom someone reposted one of my fics from ff.net to facebook. luckily they took it down.
Have you ever had a fic translated?
i think once someone asked to translate a fic from Spanish to Chinese but i never saw the result.
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
i tried once with a friend when we were like 14 lmao but it never got anywhere.
What’s your all time favourite ship?
oh... i don't know, i really change what ships i like every season.
What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
i started a post mando season 2 dinluke fic but i don't think it will ever see the light of the day. or maybe i'll repurpose some scenes i liked, but the entire thing kinda bores me now.
What are your writing strengths?
I've been told I'm good with dialogue and dramatic tension! and that my conflicts are compelling.
What are your writing weaknesses?
definitely descriptions. i always struggle, in any language.
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
i love it when it's done right. i absolutely despise seeing poorly google translated dialogue in spanish for example, which tends to be a language people don't respect very much. but when it's clear the author either actually speaks the language or has done their research correctly, then i love it.
i'm actually planning on doing a bilingual fic! it's for the very niche audience of english and spanish bilingual people, because i won't be providing translations since half the dialogue will be 100% in spanish. it's a challenge for myself (to make it make sense) and also to have some actual proper spanish speaking characters for once.
What was the first fandom you wrote for?
harry potter
What’s your favourite fic you’ve written?
mmh, i don't know. probably a place among the stars, i'm very happy with the result of that one. i also love flickering lights!
no pressure tags!
@spell-cleaver @25centsoda @sonderwalker @sorayumest @canonskyrissian @sushiburritonoms
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i was tagged by @sevarix-writes, thank you for this! looks fun :)
disclaimer: i swear i know what capital letters are my fic titles are just really bad
what's your all time favourite ship?
obviously claudeleth. what did you expect me to say?
how many works do you have on AO3?
i have 13! all for fe3h.. for now ;)
what's your total AO3 word count?
i.. actually didn't know this was a thing before lol 29,375! that is. a very Big number.
what are your top 5 fics by kudos?
for 2021 (and basically all time, since i only joined in february 2021):
5. strawberry dresses and fashion shows: a fluffy yurileth fic i wrote for var's birthday!
4. A Reunion in Abyss: the one (1) fic i wrote for yurileth week day 1
3. A Blind Mercenary: one-shot featuring a blind byleth
2. the dragon awaits: my current wip, featuring a nabatean!byleth and claudeleth
1. The Almyran Sun: my longest fic to date! making up quite literally half of that total word count (also the messiest thing i've ever done but shhh) featuring claudeleth obviously.
what's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
i'll never do this again, but it's a professor of crimson, a deer left behind. can be read as a claudeleth fic for that extra Angst
what's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?
right i have three for this one as i am an indecisive little shit. either:
Training and A Confession (fluffy dimivain)
how many years has it been, khalid? (claude and his oc half-sister i made reunite, with obvious minor claudeleth)
A Reunion in Abyss (mentioned above, ends in yurileth kisses)
do you write crossovers?
i haven't yet, but i have a few ideas! no idea how to write them though lol (my multi-fandom brain still goes brr regardless)
have you ever received hate on a fic?
nope! everyone's been super nice so far :)
do you write smut? if so, what kind?
no i don't (and do not wish to), i'm a minor and ace lol
have you ever had a fic stolen?
i hope not? i'm not really sure where and how to check lol
have you ever had a fic translated?
not that i know of! once i know how to write in french and bengali i'll hopefully be able to translate my own though!
have you ever co-written a fic?
i used to beta one of my friend's fics (dee if you're out there-) but i don't think that counts lol, so no i haven't. seems fun though!
what are your writing strengths?
i have no fucking clue. next question.
what are your writing weaknesses?
you might want to sit down, grab a pencil or something.
my dialogue always seems very stilted, i'm not good at making scenes flow, characterisation is shitty, pacing jumps everywhere, too much repetition, i literally cannot focus on one wip for my Fucking Life.. there's more but i can't tag this as a long post anymore so. onto the next question!
what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
i think it's very cool! i've read a few fics like that and it was super interesting. i might give it a go sometime, see if my private school education (they teach us fucking latin here send help) is paying off lol
what was the first fandom you ever wrote for?
i wrote for mha two (?) years ago.... on wattpad..... but we do not speak of those days. only One other person knows of that and they're not even on here anymore, and i deleted my wattpad account so you're never finding me out >:)
what's your favourite fic you've written this year?
i'm not really sure if this fits since it's a wip, but the dragon awaits is so much fun to write! dragonleth is Very Nice to write :)
and as much as i bash it, i do have a special place for The Almyran Sun in my heart.... first multi-chapter i ever stuck with and actually completed lol
Tagging:
@indigowallbreaker @umbralstars @sergeanthopeless - no pressure though! - and anyone else who'd want to! please tag me in yours if you end up doing it! would love to see it :D
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💜 Year in Reflection 💜
Thank you for tagging me @loveislarryislove. I’ve never done one before but it seems very fitting with my new year’s resolution to take a little bit to reflect on 2021.
1. Number of stories posted to AO3: 22
2. Word count posted for the year: 571,618
3. Fandoms I wrote for: The 100 and Vikings (although most of the Vikings stuff is not posted).
4. Pairings: So damn many. I’m a multi-shipping bitch. Lots of poly ships too. Featuring a lot of Spacekru
5. Story with the most…
Hits: darkness of the soul
Kudos/Bookmarks/Comments: War of the Flame
6. Work I’m most proud of (and why):
Two come to mind:
darkness of the soul because it was the first long fic I have completed in over a decade. It has its flaws but overall, still very proud of it.
in one kiss, you’ll know all I haven’t said. It was a collaborative work with @sailawaymayday and just meant to be lighthearted fun. it ended up being something really tender and I fell madly in love with it. I am very proud of it.
7. Work I’m least proud of (and why):
the final girl. It was a halloween fic for Troped (@troped-fanfic-challenge) and I wrote it at one of the most difficult periods of time in my life. The idea was good but I thought my execution was sloppy. It isn’t terrible but it could have been better.
8. Share or describe a favorite review you received:
Every single time I surprised @sailawaymayday or made her blush or laugh.
Also @romanoffonamor left me some great reviews and provided enthusiasm at some challenging points. My favourite of hers: I totally gave up working my lesson plans in order to read this!
I don’t get oodles and oodles of reviews so any time anyone posts even so much as an “I liked this”, I am beyond delighted. I also super appreciate constructive thoughts and critique. A now deleted user sent me some very thoughtful critique on one of my fics and I thought it was interesting and helpful and I appreciated the time they took to do that.
9. A time when writing was really, really hard:
Everything from mid July to the end of the year. Everything felt hard, especially in September-October when it felt impossible and the words were like molasses - just stuck together and made no sense.
10. A scene or character you wrote that surprised you:
I wrote way more ‘nice’ characters than I am used to. Where did all my villains go? IDK
11. A favorite excerpt of your writing:
Legitimately no clue.
12. How did you grow as a writer this year:
I had to step back from roleplay writing but I found it interesting to translate those skills into a different format. I haven’t written fanfic in years and when I did it (way back in the age of the dinosaurs), I just wrote in notebooks and didn’t post in anywhere. So growing in boldness to actually write and post and have it be imperfect but opening up to being read and critiqued by others was fantastic.
13. How do you hope to grow next year:
More boldness, more talking about writing, more writing and getting back into roleplaying.
14. Who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer or beta or cheerleader or muse etc etc):
There were three, who are, in no particular order:
@sailawaymayday Who was my beta reader, friend and best cheerleader.
@catsfilth and @helloxstrawberry who kept engaging with me, no matter how shitty my life was feeling at the moment and even created an rpg and encouraged me to join. It really helped me reengage with the community. Also gotten to write some ‘funny’ moments in the rpg, which I find challenging because genuinely funny is always hard to capture. So that was amazing.
15. Anything from your real life show up in your writing this year:
Only by complete accident. I started writing a fanfic whereby one of the parental figures had a brain tumour. posted about a thirdish of the fic and then found out my mom had one. Like what the actual fuck.
16. Any new wisdom you can share with other writers:
Write, post, get a beta reader who will read everything you write without limitations.
17. Any projects you’re looking forward to starting (or finishing) in the new year:
Too too too many. I have a Vikings one for Vikings Big Bang. @vikingsbigbang2022 that is about a third written and the rest is plotted out and I am so excited to finish it. I am getting art made for it by not just one but TWO fantastic artists. Over the moon about that one.
I also have a The 100 fic that is called the Season that I have been writing off and on for months. Nothing is posted and it is a little disjointed and all over the place right now but I am super in love with it and looking forward to making it cohesive and then starting to post it sometime in 2022.
18. Tag some writers whose answers you’d like to read:
@sailawaymayday
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I got tagged in this fanfic ask game by @archistratego ❤️
how many works do you have on AO3? 4, but I purged a bunch over the years lol
what’s your total AO3 word count? 16,907
how many fandoms have you written for and what are they? from memory just four that I actually posted: the terror (2018), dark matter by michelle paver, the hobbit, and sh*rlock (lol). I started writing a hannibal fic ages back but abandoned it, maybe I’ll actually write a whole one some day
what are your top 5 fics by kudos? my 3 terror fics (grief taught love to fall like music from his tongue, look me in the stars and tell me truly and the grass below — above, the vaulted sky) followed by my dark matter fic the ocean held everything, and tossed aside the weary
do you respond to comments, why or why not? I usually have in the past but sometimes I’d forget for ages and then not bother
what’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending? I can’t remember if any of my old deleted fics were particularly sad but I doubt it. and all my current ones give the characters happy endings (or are set in a time outside of what happens to them) because the original source material is sad as fuck
do you write crossovers? if so what is the craziest one you’ve written? nope, I’ve only ever been interested in writing AUs that use another media setting but aren’t actual crossovers
have you ever received hate on a fic? no
do you write smut? if so what kind? I’ve only ever written 4 nsfw fics (all deleted now) but three were f/f and one was m/m
have you ever had a fic stolen? no
have you ever had a fic translated? no
have you ever co-written a fic before? no
what’s your all time favourite ship? these days it’s just hannibal/will, let’s be real. a lot of the other relationships I really love are obscure and/or aren’t ‘ships’ so much (like sebastian flyte/charles ryder). there are plenty I have enjoyed for a long time though I wouldn’t call them all time faves (like fitzier, bagginshield, merthur, etc)
what’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? I loved that hannibal fic I started writing a year ago which was an apostle (2018) AU but I think I heard someone else had started posting their own AU so I stopped haha
what are your writing strengths? I have no clue tbh, I don’t write enough fic. my strength is really in academic writing, which I will brag and say I’m pretty great at
what are your writing weaknesses? I really struggle to get fics off the ground if they’re of any significant length, which is why I’ve had so many aborted multi-chapter fics over the years
what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? I think it can add a lot to a story if done well, and I don’t even mind if there’s not a translation. if the tone and meaning gets across or the lack of translation is relevant to the POV then I’m cool with it
what was the first fandom you wrote for? sh*rlock lol
what’s your favourite fic you’ve written? probably the one for dark matter just because that book is so close to my heart and I think I captured the style really well
I’m tagging a few mutuals who I know write fic, but if anyone else wants to do this then I tag you too! @snailmailthings @thestarvedghost @horrorlesbians @m-i-z-u-m-o-n-o
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check in tag 😌
tagged by the cutest babes @jaehyukkies @gimbapchefs @taesjpg @joenns @honsool @taehyungq @himbojin @jiminswn & @kimtaegis mwah! ✨✨
1. Why did you choose your url?
namjoon bought a duck mold, ventured out into a snowy day in winter, and gave me the greatest tweet i have ever seen
2. Any sideblogs? If you have them name them and why you have them
the day i gain the ability to wrangle more than one blog ill let yall know
3. How long have you’ve been on tumblr?
*starts calculating time furiously and almost burns out her single braincell* ive been here since like freshman year high school.....so............2010? 2011? ive deleted and restarted like 3 times tho so.........also you can calculate my exact age now (as if I dont have my age on my carrd aiowgjiorajgo)
4. Do you have a queue tag?
no we dont tag we just chaos in this house *finger guns*
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?
i took a break from tumblr and kpop and then decided I wanted to make a bts blog out of the blue
6. Why did you choose your icon?
i drew all these tiny snow ducks i might as well capitalize on them yknow? really embrace my duck persona (Kim Namjoon witness the person you have made me)
7. Why did you choose your header?
honestly my entire blog brand at this point can be narrowed down to the hour ish (probably) joon spent wrangling snow into duck molds, placing them together for the twt, and captioning them ducktan sonyeondan (im on the look out for new ideas im ready for a change lmk if you have ideas 🥰)
8. What’s your post with the most notes?
i think its this post?? of the babies on rollerblades from that one iconic dynamite stage. and on that note tumblr should be able to let me filter based on note count instead of forcing me to rely one my shoddy terrible no good math skills. asking me to compare numbers bigger than 0? despicable.
9. How many mutuals do you have?
absolutely no fucking clue 🥰🥰🥰 i do love them to the moon (Kim Seokjin) and back tho!!!!
10. How many followers do you have?
ngl its still wild for me that even one of yall follow me thank you 🥺🥺🥺 its a great honor that you have bestowed upon me
11. How many people do you follow?
303 bc I like it when numbers are palindromes and also bc im bad at checking new blogs
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?
would like you to direct you to my #shirley you cant be serious.txt tag
13. How often do you use tumblr each day?
i try my best to “clean out” my blog (reply to my dms/askbbox, check out my mentions, scroll for new content i may have missed etc.) in the mornings and evenings when i have the time. ive been kinda bad at this lately bc its been hectic here in shirley headquarters but ill get to everyone soon I promise!! (this sounds like bad. its not!!! its just that leaving things stresses me out? like how i like replying to texts as soon as i see them or reply emails as fast as i can. ‘unresolved’ correspondence feels rude.)
14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? Who won?
no im the type to unfollow/block/ignore if someone did or said something i dont agree with without a word
15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?
i get the need for those signal boost posts and promulgating important information but (and this is going to sound selfish) tumblr is my destress zone. i go here when the world is being overwhelming and terrible. i certainly read and educate myself as much as my mental health will let me, and i try my best to promote information and donate whenever i can, but i feel like social media has caused some people here to be too into canceling, managing, and being performative in their ‘wokeness.’ like you HAVE to have a blackout pic on instagram and you HAVE to reblog all these posts and you HAVE to immediately cancel everyone who has ever made a mistake EVER with no nuance or context (or dare i say......humanity). like fighting for human rights and speaking up again racism and bringing attention to societal problems is just a checklist to go down instead of being things you should understand and try to improve? like being ‘unproblematic’ starts and ends with mindlessly reblogging ‘woke’ content. idk sorry for going on a rant. going back to your regularly scheduled lighthearted content in 3...2...1
16. Do you like tag games?
ABSOLUTELY TAG ME IN EVERYTHING PLS AND THANK MWAH
17. Do you like ask games?
ofc!!! i used to do a lot of ask games back in the day but work and the pixel art ive been working on has been eating up all my extra time (and i always feel bad if I leave asks unanswered for too long see: q. 13) i do have that clover moots post saved for when my mental health is up and i have the time to tho!!!!
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
ngl the idea of being tumblr famous is hilarious to me bc it usually just the same 10 moots who share a braincell bouncing posts back and forth each other, but i do think all my moots are superstars that even class o super giants millions of millions of miles away are turning green w envy 🥰🥰🥰
19. Do I have a crush on a mutual?
i have a confession i have to make........i have a big phat standing crush on all my moots........its really embarassing............thats its bigger than even tae’s tush or joon’s tits..................pls let me down gently if you dont feel the same................
tagging: @cafejoon @stargazingjin @yoobijin @jinbestboy @jintae @jinv @taemaknae @butterful & anyone who wants to ✨✨
#fun fact! class o stars are the brightest stars in the universe and usually burn blue. BBUT in jpn and chn green and blue are the same#which is a big problem when describing color w my parents bc my def of colors is very different from both sets of parents#like I would say 'mom can I have that gray shirt? and she would be confused until I show her and she would go 'oh the blue one!'#or I tell me dad I wanted the pink mug and he would go 'nah bro thats not pink (粉红)thats peach red (桃红) and im like....but theyre the same#this gets even MORE confusing bc in old chinese and japanese the character for blue/green (青) is also used to refer to black#anyways long rant is that languages differentiate colors differently and the only reason we say rainbows have 7 colors#is bc 7 was thought to be a heavenly number (the greeks thought there were 7 bodies in the sky) which is also why a week is 7 days#and that languages develop names for black and white#then the warning colors of red and green#before moving on to the more nuanced colors#anyways tae I love you for your galaxy brain#bangtan has 7 members bc theyre all heavenly bodies#thats it thats where I wanted to go#is this what vsauce feels like#thank you for tagging me darlings!!!!!!#hash tag games
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