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#you can rip clark's shiny eyes from my cold dead fucking hands
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@blorb-el i blame you for these 1 am doodles (/lh)
i think my favorite thing to do is give clark like, unnecessarily shiny anime eyes HSLKDFJH after years of having to repress the urge to add bright highlights to my characters' eyes, im returning to my roots
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faangirl101 · 6 years
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Blind in love/ Bellamy x reader
Pairing: Bellamy x reader
Warning: Smut, fingering, Oral, blindfolds
summery: Your boyfriend has ignored you for weeks and your tired of it. He makes up for the lost weeks with a blindfold and his mouth
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You looked over your cup of herb tea.
A steam of warmness breaking the cold air above it.
You drank carefully, avoiding burning your tongue.
Your eyes followed your boyfriend of soon 1 year, bellamy blake.
Bellamy blake was everything you could wish for.
With his softness against you over his normally so aggressive ways made your heart warm up.
But lately bell been cold.
It wasn't like him at all.
He been acting cold to you, always in the middle of somethings.
You hadnt had sex in months.
You doubted he only kissed you because it was a burden he had to do as your boyfriend.
A burden.
You pulled your knees against your chest humming.
A burden.
That's what you was to him.
You knew how tough it been lately for him.
With half his team dead and the other half stuck in mountain weather.
You knew that.
He didn't sleep at night.
You always lied in your shared tent waiting for him.
But he never showed up.
He hadn't slept in days.
Or maybe.
Maybe he was sleeping in somebody others tent.
With somebody else.
Like clarke.
Your stomach pulled itself together.
Maybe you needed a break.
The pain in your heart grew.
Maybe he needed sometime to himself without you as a burden.
There it was again ,a burden.
And no matter how much your heart tried to tell you otherwise, your brain knew.
He needed it.
Your thinking got broken up by a pair of legs appearing in front of you.
You looked up the beautiful body meeting his face.
“Hi”, you said and tried pushing the bad thought away.
He only hummed in response picking up a paper from the table to your right.
Your body was cold again.
Of course he came here to take the papers, and not to talk with you.
“baby?”, you looked up to him “i made you some herb tea.. if you want”.
He hummed again looking over the paper “No, im good”.
Your heart sank possibly lower.
You nervously took a to deep gulp of the tea, burning your tongue.
“Fuck”, you swore almost dropping the cup in the sudden pain.
It felt like fire and you could already feel it grow swollen and numb in your mouth.
“Fuck i burnt my tongue”, you hissed at bellamy, trying to talk as clearly as you could.
Bell only looked up for a moment before looking down again “don't do it again”.
Tears were forming in your eyes and you looked down.
He didn't even care.
There was no love in his eyes.
Only cold.
Everything was so cold.
You slowly place the cup on the table looking down.
“Bell?”, you whispered, not even sure he could hear you, “We should take a break”.
And there it was, out in the open.
It burnt more than the tea on your tongue.
You expected him to answer with a “okay” or even maybe a “good”.
But nothing came.
Maybe he didn't hear.
You looked up and was about to repeat it when you saw his face.
In utterly shock.
No relief or happiness as you expected.
He was so caught of guard he looked like he was about to faint.
his lips partly open, while his eyes were wide open.
“What”, he breathed out and put down the paper.
Full attention now on you.
You suddenly felt unsure, maybe you made a mistake.
You opened your mouth again “i mean, your so busy right now, and with everything going on I thought… you maybe would need to take a break.. from me.
It's okay bell, i don't wanna be a burden, i understand”.
His eyes were suddenly shiny with pain.
His breathing hard.
And last time you saw him like this…
Was when octavia got thrown into prison.
So full with pain.
He blamed himself, you realized.
“listen to me baby”, his voice were low and shaky “you could never ever, be a burden to be, i love you”.
Suddenly the “i love you” phrase was pointless.
It used to mean so much.
But now, it meant nothing.
Even if his voice were filled with pain, it felt like he only tried to save his skin.
He didn't care about you.
Your eyes was filled with even more tears and you were about to burst.
You roughly grabbed his hand pulling him away.
Away from all the people and attention.
Somehow, you landed in your shared tent.
Or maybe after this, it would only be his tent.
You turned to him and when you saw his face, you couldn't hold back all the emotion you've been carrying for months.
Tears were spilling down your cheeks.
“Don't you dare bell”, you dried your nose with your shirt “don't you dare”.
He watched your every movement, swallowing thickly.
“You only love me when you want something! tell me why you havent quote on quote “loved me” for months”.
Your voice came out louder than you expected.
He opened his mouth about to say something but you pressed your finger against his lips.
You shook your head “you have nothing but ignored me for weeks. But now you wanna talk, of course. How do you think it feels when you make dinner for your boyfriend but he never comes home, i didn't even get a sorry.
You know what i got, a cold look.
That's all i've been getting for months.
And how do you think i feel when i have to sleep alone, think about who´s tent my boyfriend might sleep in tonight.
I feel awful.
I feel like i'm only a burden to you.
Now, go ahead go ahead say whatever you wanted to say”.
Now he was crying.
It wasn't often you saw bell cry.
Your heart softened.
“God, i had no idea, im so stupid”, he murmured running a hand through his hair “i love you so much, i'm not only saying so because i'm scared to be alone.
I'm scared of being in a life where your not there.
God, id die.
I love you, so fucking much.
I love your smile, your eyes.
I love how you twirl your hair while your nervous.
I love how easy you can get me in a good mood.
I love how you scream my name.
I love every curve of your body.
I must be the stupidest man alive for not telling you all this everyday.
Let me make it up for you, please.
Let me make up for all this time, just please don't break up with me”.
i was quiet.
Searching his eyes, looking for any kinds of lies.
All i saw was love.
And it was all i needed.
I wrapped my arms around him and he quickly did the same.
He moved my hair, pressing his wet cheeks against my neck.
I shivered, hugging him even tighter.
He murmured over over how much he loved me in my ear.
And i listened.
Because that's all i longed to hear for months.
He nuzzled in between my shoulder and hair and pressed his lips against the soft skin.
I let out a sigh as the kisses slowly started to make there way up my neck and back again.
“Bell”, i mumbled and he hummed against my skin.
“I love you to”.
That was all he needed to stirr on even more.
He pushed you away and kissed your neck.
Wet kisses went up and down your neck.
You slowly let out a moan when he founded your sweet spot.
He smiled against your skin before sucking on the spot.
“mmm”, you breathed out as he slowly laid you down on your shared bed.
“I'm gonna make you feel so good baby”, he rubbed his erection against your thigh “you feel that, mmm, that's all for you baby”.
You arched your neck giving him more space to kiss your throat.
Suddenly his touch disappeared and you let out a moan at the loss.
He chuckled and you opened your eyes.
He was hovering above you with a proud smirk on his lips.
“Cant believe your all mine”, he whispered before pressing a soft kiss against your lip.
then his touch disappeared.
Again.
You watched him go across the room.
First confused, before he took up a blindfold.
You pressed your legs together, feeling already wet panties between them.
“I was planning on using it on you, but stupid kane always calling me in”, he muttered before sitting down on the bed.
“We don't have to, if you don't want to of course… but i want you to feel me, really feel me”.
You kissed him hard “bell, i want to”.
That's all the direction he needed as he softly drove it over your hair.
The soft silk material against your skin was make you even wetter.
Then it drove over your eyes, leaving you in a comfortable darkness.
Before you could say anything his lips was against your skin again, leaving you breathless.
He teasley mouthed your collarbones.
“Bell please”, you begged “hurry up”.
He chuckled again “i'm only getting started, but you need to lose this”.
You felt him tugging the material of your shirt so you pulled up your hands.
The shirt went over your hair brushing against your blindfold.
He left wet kisses up and down your stomach leaving you shivering.
His hands softly moved up towards your breasts, barely touching you.
Finally they rounded your boobs.
All you wanted was to move your bra but when you tried he grabbed your wrist.
“My pace hunie, enjoy instead”, he said before squirming your left breast.
After to long of massaging, according to you,you felt him lose the bra.
Your nipples standing proudly in the chilly air making him groan.
He rolled the nipple between his finger and thumb.
You arched your back moaning.
He kept the torturing until you felt his mouth around your nipple.
“Bell omg”, you screamed when he sucked on it gently.
He moved on to the next breast giving it the same treatment.
That's when you felt his teeth slowly brushing against the  sensitive plump.
You screamed out again, pressing the boob into his mouth.
You could feel his fingers trace down until he was right above your clit.
“You sure you want this baby”, he asked stopping.
You let out a pissed whine “baby, please! i'm gonna come untouched, please! touch me”.
He hummed and his finger touch your clit “i love when you beg”.
you moaned loudly when he touched the sensitive spot.
Slowly he started circulating his thumb, in a painfully slow speed.
Your pussy throbbed for attention as the pressure against your stomach grew.
“Bell”, you whimpered and bucked against his hand.
Suddenly the pressure disappeared and you tried to listen what he was doing.
You sighed happily when you felt the tug of your pants, they were fast off your legs.
“God your beautiful”, he murmured before you heard a sound of material ripping apart.
“Bell”, you squeaked “did you just rip my panties”.
He chuckled darkly “They're my panties now”.
Before you could argue him a wet tongue pressed against your clit.
You screamed as he started to move it faster.
The pressure in your stomach were quickly building up again.
His finger pushed itself inside you.
Of corse his long thick finger brushed against your sweet spot without even trying.
“Omg”, you moaned bucking against his mouth.
another finger added.
He could even add a third.
Your lower parts stretched and his rough tongue against your clit made you come.
“Bell”, you screamed out your hands gripping his hair tightly.
The intense orgasm rocked your body, leaving every nerve on fire.
Your whole body was shaking in the process.
You came with a scream.
Your body suddenly felt limp and tired.
From such a intense orgasm you were exhausted.
Slowly you dragged the blindfold of your face.
The room was not so much darker than the inside of the blindfold.
Between your legs were bellamy.
A proud smirk curving his lips as he lowered himself, lapping up the rests of your orgasm.
His whole face was wet.
Omg.
You squirted.
Right.
On.
His.
Face.
A blush crept up your cheeks.
bellamy lied next to you wrapping his arms around your waist and kissing your sweaty forehead.
“But you”, you looked down only to see him already finished.
“I came from watching you, damn my girls hot”, he murmured and you sighed.
“Goodnight bellamy”, you whispered happy to have him back in your bed.
“I love you”, he said into your hair.
“I love you to”.
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