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had to put them into my favourite trope😋!
nalu brain rot goes crazy rn…
#fairy tail#nalu#yes i know this is super ooc#let me dream!#shoutout fanfic authors for inspiring me😘#fairy tail fanart#nalu fanart#natsu dragneel#lucy heartifilla#fanart#procreate#azriaann
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Thinking tonight about Caelus, and the nature of his loss and his grief after the Everything that went down in Penacony during 2.0.
Because Acheron, Black Swan, and Misha kind of knew of Firefly, they at least met her, but they didn't like really know her, and Caelus never even got the chance to introduce her to the rest of the Astral Express Crew. The only person who would have talked to her much was Sparkle, who is. Probably not really someone Caelus is interested in grieving with skznmsks
Anyway, all this to say, I like thinking about how alone poor Caelus is in his grief, because he was the only one who knew Firefly. He's the only one really mourning her. There's no one to talk about her with. There's no stories to trade or memories to reminisce with anyone over. It's not as though he knew her for long, but still. No one else knew her at all.
And I love the thought of all of this coming bubbling up, hot and acidic and bitter, during a conversation with Sampo, who Caelus just so happens to run into in the Golden Hour. Poor Sampo is kinda blindsided, he knew shit was going down in Penacony, but yeesh. And he just. Isn't quite sure what to say about it all, because he's never really encountered this before. His feelings about the Masked Fools are...a mixed bag, but he's been a part of them for a very long time, and when you're with a close organization like that, it's hard to feel alone, in grief or otherwise.
So Sampo sits there on their little bench that the two of them have occupied, and he thinks of his old friend April, how she'd died in his arms cackling and spitting her own blood after a heist gone wrong, and how after he'd dragged himself back to the World's End Tavern they'd all held a Fool's Funeral- which is basically just a big party where everyone gets really really drunk and reminisces and toasts the dead and celebrates their life.
He still thinks about her a lot, and he remembers how the time he'd most keenly felt her absence was on Jarilo-VI, the one place where he couldn't talk about her because he couldn't say anything to give himself away as an alien. The Fools still tell stories about her every time he goes back to the Tavern. His first toast of the night is always in her name. Even now, all these years after she'd died, Sampo is still learning new things about her. He's never had to grieve her alone.
Caelus doesn't have any of that.
He might never have that. As they speak, Caelus has no proof that Firefly was even her real name, or if she dreamt with her true appearance. He might not ever find out who she even was.
And just imagining that kind of loneliness hollows out a strange little pit, right behind his sternum, deep between his ribs.
So Sampo claps Caelus' shoulder and offers him a deal. Come find him outside of the dream. He knows a guy who can get them a lot of beer for really cheap-
("Is that guy you and your five finger discounts?" "Whatever do you mean, dear friend, I don't even know the meaning of the phrase, hehee.")
-and they can hole up in a bar or a hotel room or something, and get completely shitcanned. Tell him all about Firefly, tell him everything, and he'll tell Caelus about April and everyone else he's ever lost. Sampo will carry Caelus' memories of Firefly with him, and at least this way, Caelus will be a little less alone in remembering her. And the next time they cross paths, Sampo will be the one to bring her up, and to tell her stories, and Caelus can get to be the one listening. He won't have to be the only person to talk about her anymore.
Caelus rolls his eyes when Sampo avoids another remark about sticky fingers, but...ok, yeah. That sounds good. Nice, even. Thank you. Caelus bumps his shoulder against Sampo's. Sampo bumps back.
(They find each other again the next day, and true to their word, get themselves completely and utterly shitcanned. Caelus talks more than Sampo has ever heard him; every minute detail, every word choice, Firefly's every odd little mannerism and habit. Because Caelus wants to make sure this will outlive him, that even if the Stellaron dwelling within him finally burns him to a crisp and he really does up and kick the bucket, or even, godforbid, if he forgets, he wants to make sure someone remembers her. She deserved that.)
((And it takes quite a while, after that. Caelus doesn't see Sampo again until after everything has settled down. On his last day in Penacony, he finds the guy slinking out of a seedy back alley and all but runs right into him. Sampo happily leads him to some dive bar in an even seedier back alley that Caelus has never even heard of, and Sampo raises his glass. "To Firefly! Who sounds like she probably would have hated me at first, but I would have liked to have met her anyway."
And Caelus stares at him, almost looking startled, long enough that Sampo worries that he's read him wrong and brought this up too soon. He's halfway into planning how to talk himself out of this situation when Caelus finally throws back his head back and laughs, tells him that yeah, Firefly would have politely called him out on every lie he told, and all their conversations would take twice as long with the way Sampo is so full of shit.
And he can see it, the same way he watches and sees through everyone, that Caelus' eyes have a tightness to them, his knuckles are nearly white around the handle of his mug. But he smiles. He hits his glass against Sampo's far too hard and throws it back and gets foam everywhere like he does every time they drink because the guy's about as elegant as a raging bull, but those things don't lessen the genuineness of his smile.
The grief is there, but so is the elation, and those emotions aren't a sliding scale between one or the other. It is all of both and both at once, and that's what contents Sampo enough to throw his own mug back when Caelus makes a toast of his own, "to April!!".))
#caelus#sampo koski#hsr caelus#hsr sampo#sampo & caelus#sampril#honkai star rail#hsr#my fics#me a few days ago: my favorite silly little guys uwu#me today: ANGST#honestly I feel like this isn't even a super strong angst though#it's more just. bittersweet? melancholic? something.#I JUST. REALLY LOVE STORIES ABOUT THE NATURE OF GRIEF#and 2.0 laid the groundwork for that beautifully woohoo#I just remembered this probably isn't common knowledge oops but April is the cute red haired girl in Funny Bone#her name was revealed by the creators on twitter. she's named April like April Fools!#anyway I ship it hardcore now thanks bucket boi & studio#but anyway yes I love and adore the loneliness of the trailblazer's loss and grief after 2.0#because we know from Sunday that Firefly is “spiritually dead” but the trailblazer wouldn't have that knowledge#and they wouldn't know her identity or about any of her connections to other people#and I love that juxtaposed against Sampo and the possible strange nature of his own grief-#-given how the Masked Fools operate and how they see Elation in everything and everywhere#Sampo is no saint- like at all lol- but I do like him and Caelus getting along and being bros#and I don't think it would be terribly ooc for him to care about someone he sees as a genuine friend#he maybe rarely considers someone a genuine friend. but still dmxjjdjdk#listening to Sam's boss theme as I tag this... have been listening to it a lot ever since I finished 2.0 tbh#it's probably what inspired a lot of this haha#because it does sound strong and intimidating and imposing#but you can hear it
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Okay, so being at home (and ill!) has given me some time to organize my thoughts ahead of time for 2024, because I want to clean house a little bit across the board. Consider this a little informative post that'll simultaneously function as my to-do list to complete by the end of the year. In essence, I've seen the phrase 'do what makes you happy' enough times in the last year and a half to two years, that I think it's time for my donkey-level stubborn self to finally listen to it. So I'm going to do just that, and also, I'm going to clean house. In order of importance, where you'll find me most commonly, and what I'll work on getting up and running, this is the game plan:
Yelan: This one will hold most of my priority by a landslide. Fontaine, let's go.
Kafka: I have numerous starters/replies/meta and replies waiting, and these are not on hold out of disinterest; I simply need to organize/give into my priorities. Kafka is near and dear to me, but Genshin as a whole is more my home than Star Rail. Bear with me, I have every intention of running her alongside Yelan).
Me at self: Old theme/resources blog (x) needs urgent work.
And then, I have the secondary game-plan:
— Guizhong: She'll return, but I'm, very sadly, in a little bit of a mental lock here. Stay tuned!
— Zhongli: This is the big surprise, I suppose. I'm finally giving in. He may not come very soon as my current focus very much lies with Yelan in specific, but especially when Lantern Rite 2024 inevitably hits, I know the tears will fall, my heart will warm and I will be a mess. There were a plethora of reasons as to why I never made him, but— times and things change, friends are joining the Genshin crew (hi Lottie, I love you) and now, there's so much reason to. Besides, how can I not write the man who's kept the dream alive? Stay tuned x2.
#[ i know a specific birdie who sang a lot about our dear zl during the poetry event on the dash and yes you're 100% the reason... ]#[ why i was extra motivated to go look. and our man didn't disappoint. ]#[ every sight of him is tears naans. every single sight. ]#[ i dunno how you'll be when you read this or if you'll read it at all but pls don't kill me; super affectionately or otherwise. ]#[ also hi guys!! i thought i'd make it an official post. ]#[ guizhong is quite complicated. and while my heart for her is very much there-- sometimes things happen that you just can't defy. ]#[ and you gotta wait it out and let it mentally settle. ]#[ but she too if anything-- at latest? lantern rite. ]#[ ... the best time of the year. ]#[ tHE BEST TIME of the year. ]#[ /salutes. ]#[ everything is drafted. everything. ]#[ and i want to get to it all on my return. but for now-- i promise i'll be where i said i'd be. ]#[ and if you wish to have me on discord-- though i'm very on/off. feel free to add me: iniziare ]#[ hope you're all well!! ]#[ ooc. ] wherever her spirit may be among the countless grains of sand and specks of dust between the harbor and the mountains…
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a little sneak peek of an upcoming muse that will be fighting eden for the braincell.
#.ooc#[ not any time soon ofc#bc the game doesn't even get a release date yet hlkjhjlk#it's rover / femc of an upcoming game called wuthering waves#i've been brainstorming for her name ( the same way i did with eden )#we still have months probably bUT I'M EXCITED BC I HAD BEEN WAITING FOR THIS GAME FOR MORE THAN A YEAR EVER SINCE IT'S FIRST ANNOUNCEMENT#and i know she's gonna rot my brain like eden did and still do#someone to finally fight eden for the braincell in the same wavelength yup HJLKHK#BUT YES I AM SUPER EXCITED I HOPE WE GET A RELEASE DATE TMR AFTER THAT TEASE ]#.[ yinyue | rover ]
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guys, did u all know i'm officially graduating from university in 5 days.
it's such a weird feeling. i started rping on tumblr back in 2017, during my early days in highschool. and now, i've finished by bachelors degree and am ready to graduate. you guys have literally watched me grow up, and i can't be more happy to know that.
#・ ˖ ✦ ⋄ . AUTHOR OF THE STARS ❝ ooc. ❞#ye!! my ceremony is wednesday next week#i'll get some nice photos to share with you all#i'm super excited ngl ;w;#i'm also nervous abt the future but i know that i'll have you all there to support me <33
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idk if im too ace for this but omg early game flirting from a lot of characters really makes me want to run in the opposite direction 😂 guys, guys i love you, but pls chill for five seconds and stop talking about how my character smells/tastes please-
#directly stares at astarion gale and lae'zel#i love them and i will endure it for them but im also mildly dying here#my first playthrough i did a karlach romance and i dont remember anything from that that gave me the ick#i haven't done a shadowheart or wyll romance yet but i know wyll is super sweet so im looking forward to that#📚 ooc // i’ll probably be awake to 3am for no reason#(this isn't serious complaining btw)#(like yes if i get gale talking about how he likes my musk again#or astarion calling my tav 'my little treat' again#i may die of embarassment#but i am mostly joking and i do find it funny)
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The new wave of “he would never be able to love anyone or anything and would be low key abusive” hc’s coming out about certain characters makes me very uncomfortable
#mw2 2022#I get they’re in contrast to the lovey dovey unrealistic hc’s#and yes those “he falls in love with you marries you and has eight kids within a year of knowing you’ are super unrealistic#but they’re harmless#and it’s nice to make tragic characters a little happy somewhere even if it is ooc#but saying that someone will be abusive because they have had an abusive childhood is utterly unacceptable#saying that they will never know how to love or how to accept affection is not always true#yes it would take A LOT of work#that there would need to be SO much trust there#but it does not mean that these people are not worth or capable of love#yeah they’re fictional#but there are plenty of people in the world who feel like they are unlovable because of their trauma#and seeing shit like that just confirms that way of thinking#sorry for the rant#the main characters I’m seeing this for are#könig cod#könig call of duty#and obvi to counteract the thirst of Mr Riley#simon ghost riley#ghost cod
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okay i really want to get some things going with charlotte so you can consider this a starter/interaction call for her! all of her info is now up on her page, she is either a courtesan or a brothel madam depending on when in the show timeline i am writing her, and currently i have two verses for her, one based in her canon in 18th century london, and another where i have lifted the events of the show and placed everyone in port royal to allow for age of sail adjacent interactions. so if we're mutuals and you like this post, i will do some combination of approaching you to plot, sending you memes or writing you a starter!
#* / be yourself. everyone else is taken ( ooc. )#also i know i haven't really talked about the new banners on the dash yet but i am sooooo happy with them#but anyway yes charlotte is super fun let me write her !
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Something I need to figure out how to put into words at some point. Because even though I enjoyed the 50th anniversary special for DW, I think it takes away from what made Nine so tragic and hopeful, at the same time. Because up until that point, we thought that he was the one who had pulled the trigger, so to speak, that he was the one to bear the burden of what he had done. And while the Doctor is the same person, and they have the same memories, they change with every incarnation, and react to things different. So it just feels.....I don't know; like I said, I need to sit down and fully figure out my train of thought, 'cause right now, I'm just rambling without much of a point. Except that we deserved more time with Nine.
#✦ general || ooc ✦ malaprops: of or concerning mal / in an inopportune way#[I know it was a super turbulent time in C.hristopher E.ccelston's life so I'm glad he prioritized himself]#[but I always wonder what it would have been like if we had had more of him]#[and I also really need to get my hands on Nine's comics and books and audio stories]#[because yes]
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🕸peter going "i'm sorry! i'm so sorry!" while beating up those dudes on the subway is never not gonna be funny
#ooc#dude woke up from his nap with super powers and accidentally beat up a subway car full of dudes#ok not 'full' but you know what i mean#(do i have this on dvd and on d+? yes. am i still watching it on freeform while i do drafts? also yes)
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#;ooc#ooc#wip#I FORGOT HOW FUN MOCKUPS ARE#i love slapping images on objects; its so fun#no writting only designing shirts with my fav s.ervants#I WOULD- totally print this on a s.hirt or a t.ote bag; im cringe but im free#u know what; i would absolutely add a small text or a symbol on the sleeve area#OR/AND THE BACK TOO-#i love when shirts have text on the sleeves; it just adds this lil touch#but i have to figure out the pattern of the shirt first otherwise it'll look too 2.d-ish#if there is one thing i ever learned is that printing in one color is much cheaper so one (1) color be upon ye j.ason#and blue bc!! the sky and the sea!!#u know what color would be super pretty- c.onstantine's fucsia#its not very noticeable but if u look closer; u can see the constellation of the ar.go#wish i could have added the crew bc its turbo important but oh well
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#tfw you decide to do a thing but have accepted that sideblogs don't work for you so you go to set up a new blog#but want the sideblog's url and go to switch 'em but forget that old urls are held for 24 hours and you feel silly lol#(I mean do I still have access to the old original not-side blog? yes. but do I want something fresh? yeah it feels right for that blog)#making all the disclaimers and 'this is what is and isn't canon on this blog' is exhausting though I feel like people aren't gonna like it#but tbh trying to be super flexible with that was what killed the muse the first two times so I gotta.#(if you know what character I'm talking about consider this your virtual cookie for being correct)#ooc
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I want to hug every single one of ur rogue drawings but I know they'd stab me 100+ times in the stomach
tbh same
#text#such a shame i have the power of making them as ooc as possible#aka making ivy like in the first seasons of gotham#AKA making her nice#hhee#i make every rogue nice yes im such a bad person for this#did you know that i used to make joker like his telltale/lego version?#i changed it because 1 i love harley's story and changing the joker's personality would change hers too#and 2 because he looked alot like my version of riddler... odd but okay#in the end i made him the most horrible person in the world#except he doesnt do those super complicated plans#he just kills people. and kidnaps#torture too I GUESS
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what if…. I actually touched this blog.
#ooc stuff#I was coloring stuff but firealpaca ate like 5 super important layers and now i can no longer work on art tonight#at least not w/o my brain throwing a toddler tantrum LMAO#the mun I talk abt w tamsyn & kjarah (yes I know its lazy leave me alone) isnt around rn so….#to be clear even if I open up asks though im not doing anon asks :((
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so i tend to either be drawn to ladies who are disciplined and loyal with their own very strong set of principles... or i am drawn to ladies who are Insane (affectionate)
#* / be yourself. everyone else is taken ( ooc. )#and by insane i mean on a sliding scale from a lil quirky to genuinely unhinged lmao#i know i joke about there being no real link between the muses i write here and my type being super hard to define#but i fully believe i could draw a flowchart linking every single muse on this blog by theme or some aspect of their personality/character#i'd be Unhinged for doing so but the temptation is there lmao#anyway yes this is also me thinking about potential future muses#i have a few up my sleeve fgdjdgd
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Real medicine talk in the tags
#ooc#out of quizzy#does anyone take or has taken prozac#and if yes did it make them super fucking sleepy or kinda nauseous#if it did did it go away or?#i can’t tell if my tummy issues are just my tummy or if it’s the meds lmao#but I do know it’s making me really sleepy during the day and more awake at night
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