what do you mean when you say a star wars free dash?

I assume you mean when I said that in the tags promo-ing Dorothea's blog? without getting too into it, a lot of things star wars just aren't sparking joy right now (I don't mean anything necessarily specific, just kind of generally the stuff that's being put out now, and somewhat the fandom -- again absolutely NOT specific to anyone, especially none of my mutuals, just a general thing). I don't like yucking other people's yums, so I try not to get too into things, but just at least for right now I want to keep star wars stuff kind of filtered from at least one of my dashes. tbh I used to do this a lot more when I only had single muses, and then I kind of did it with my multi but not totally 'cause I still have star wars babes I follow there because breha's on there. but I used to do it so that each dash could kind of be a little bit of space away from the fandom(s) of the other dash(es), and that always really helped me get to have a bit of space if I wasn't feeling great on one dash/in one fandom/etc and I could move to another. but since this blog and my multi both have star wars, I didn't have a space away from it. (whereas with the other fandoms of my muses on my multi, this blog doesn't have anything of those fandoms so I did have that space.)

tl;dr basically I just want to have some place where I know I have a bit of space from seeing star wars stuff, and that's all I meant when I said it in the tags for Thea's promo 'cause I didn't want any of my star wars mutuals to go follow her and then be sad or think I don't like them when I didn't follow back. I hope that makes sense?

when we were younger, down in the park, honey, making a lcrk of the misery... Dorothea Lark, indie fandomless oc inspired by dorothea and 'tis the damn season from taylor swift's evermore, written by Liesl. (template)

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what is belonging? is it a feeling, a location, a family? is it digging a hole in the ground and calling it yours? is it all of the people you know and love in one place where you can find them at all times? or is it a state of being - an assurance that wherever you go there is a place for you, an opening of the heart to the point that you will never be denied what you crave? 

and what is significance? is it your name known by thousands, syllables tripping off the tongues of throngs or even just the ones you call yours? is it fame that stretches eons in both directions, a legend of history’s making? or is it that which dwells in the heart, making one unique in all the world? is it the knowledge of what is right and the wisdom to try to do it? 

belonging is believing: trust that whatever you seek you will find. 

significance is already in you: strength of will to do what must be done.

REY OF JAKKU, IT IS NOT BEHIND YOU — IT IS AHEAD.

which archetype on a pirate ship are you!!

the stowaway

you are guarded and sharp; you’ve stolen onto the ship, giving up your doomed life on land. society has hurt you too much, you do not want to return to its hypocrisies and expectations when the sea offers freedom. you keep many secrets, almost too many, and you do not immediately trust the crew of the ship, preferring to keep your head down and to observe quietly from the crow’s nest as the rest of the crew share dinner. sooner or later, though, when an enemy holds a pistol to your head or a storm nearly throws you overboard, a crewmate will fight tooth and nail to save you, and you will realise that you would unquestioningly do the same for them.

tagged by: @mutatiio tagged the dash so i had to tagging: also the dash especially anyone who likes billowy pirate sleeves

i still have no motivation for anything writing related (in case that isn't obvious by my long stretches of radio silence...) and am still kinda burnt out on star wars stuff, but a friend of mine made a jude watson fans group and it's fun to be able to chat with people about the star wars stuff that actually sparks joy and not feel bad about not necessarily being super in love with some of the new stuff and it's kind of helping a bit. and also then you get hit with all the feels from the characters and storylines that have always meant the most to you/been with you the longest and wow that's fun and i had kinda forgotten what that was like.

may the fourth be with all of you <3

i've been watching political thrillers (like the night agent which i just watched on netflix and had a great time watching) so i've been kinda feeling siri-ish on that front 'cause that genre is right in her vibe, but... star wars still isn't really sparking a whole lot of joy right now... would it be weird if i came back here but temporarily wanted to do only au stuff that doesn't take place in star wars galaxy? is that stupid? or is that an ok thing?

the way i logged into this blog solely to see how the rey blogs are doing. y'all ok? <3

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listen i know it was a joke but if you wanna know the truth, siri tachi probably IS stinky at least more than half the time ‘cause girl is constantly on missions or in the training rooms and not showering enough and definitely doesn’t have self care nights on her schedule. at minimum she probably always smells like slightly singed leather and lightsaber plasma.

Siri just thinks everyone should know that Obi-Wan Kenobi is the one who’s stinky. so there.

if you thought I randomly disappeared, you’d be correct. I had to suddenly leave the country for a death in the family and left so fast I only remembered to say something on my multi. now I’m back but am catching up on a thousand rl things and am so very very tired. currently I have more muse for my girls over on my multi so while things settle down I’ll be over there. 

haven’t logged in here for bit. want to know how many new followers I got? 17. want to know how many were human? 0. 

Siri’s crooked grin rose in his mind.

–The Last of the Jedi: The Desperate Mission    Jude Watson

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