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Something something Ansi counts and clicks (vocally) as a compulsion because the sounds of the computer provides her comfort.
Hobie thought it was cute at first but that was before her clicking spiraled into a full panic attack so now he tries to redirect her from clicking if he can. Occasionally he turns Ansi's clicking into a beat and grabs his guitar to strum along. If he's caught Ansi at the start of his clicks (Ansi can click into the thousands if left alone) Hobie could probably place something in his hands to distract him. Other times if he's caught her when she's made it to the hundreds he talks to her and tries to bring up a topic that either interests or irritates her enough that she stops. The emergency solution for when Ansi is completely unresponsive is turning on The Princess Bride.
(Keep him away from tech if he's distressed like this. Once he couldn't stop thinking about something from the past while coding something and he broke his mousepad because laptops weren't built for spider strength. Honestly, this is how the compulsion started in the first place.)
#it could be worse#yall know it could be worse#my oc has that cd#that ocd#im not funny but that's ok#i make up for it with my angst writing abilities#Ansi and her Bie#my spidersona#hobie x oc#Ansiniya Taratella#ansi taratella#jay and the spiders
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don’t let sukuna being a hater ass bitch distract you from the fact that yuji is HIM
#i can’t stress this enough he been in this sorcery bs for 6 months and he’s tied the black flash record and learned rct#like sorry some of yalls faves could NNNNEVAH#like a certain special grade sorcerer who has no domain no rct no black flash no barrier tech—#but n e ways the day my son punches sukuna into the airport is the day i will truly live#bc that’s what he deserves for being taken advantage of and psychologically tortured#AND seeing his friend being psychologically tortured in an arguably worse way#we r so back#i know gege will somehow twist it so that sukuna gets out of this again but lemme have this for a few days LMAOOOO#they could never make me hate you yuji itadori#jujutsu kaisen#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 256#i think?? idk???#i keep forgetting these chap numbers its really crazy#early onset dementia kicking in full force for me#yuji itadori
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so in the past month-ish there have been two separate instances where a friend of mine has had reason to show me that the fandoms I enjoy (namely star trek and a niche book series I'm obsessed with) have thriving fanfiction communities (context: While I did already know this about Star Trek, I have never read fanfiction or dove into that corner of the internet b/c I find it a little intimidating lol)
Anyways I've been thinking about Star Trek Voyager a little too much, specifically the ending and how unsatisfying it is.
There's a little voice in the back of my head telling me to spend what little free time I have writing something from the perspective of various crewmembers like a month after the Voyager gets back to Earth. It would inevitably be bad and I know this but like what iffffff?????????
#Like I could have all these scenes where the crew deals with the little shit of normal life after literally 7 years of being on high alert#Especially Janeway#And obviously I'd throw in some Janeway/Chakotay fluff because cannon can go jump in a lake#And OOOUUUGHHH!!! 7 of 9 dealing with being in a fucking society all of a suddennnnnnnn#But like beyond that. I feel like there was so much story to tell about these people that the show just didn't address#They get back to Earth and it just fades to black. That's lame#I'm just such a perfectionist when it comes to my own writing so IDK if working with pre-existing characters would help or make it worse#Who knows. If in a month I come back to this post and say something like “lol guess what I just finished writing” yall can make fun of me#fanfiction#star trek#star trek voyager#star trek: voyager#kathryn janeway#captain janeway#7 of 9#seven of nine#voyager#st voyager
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thinking xinyans spikes make her look unappealing........
#imma explode i cant stand genshin fans bro yall dont know anything#thinking shes out of place in her country bc of her eng accent and rock and roll....shes pioneering a new genre she punk shes literally#is not meant to fit in#ive never seen a worse read of her character#also moving her to mondstadt would better her character at all 'make her barbs best friend' YUNJIN IS RIGHT THERE#theres literally a dynamic of a traditional opera singer being friends with a musician of a new genre how the fuck do you think putting her#in mondstadt would better her character#and saying her being brown doesnt affect her popularity bc kaeya is so stupid as if kaeya isnt a character you 1) interact with multiple#times 2) has lore directly tied to a huge plot point of the game 3) is brothers with diluc and also has that lore happening#she and kaeya have different number of fans cause kaeya has more lore and has more importance to the story her being brown could still#effect xinyans popularity regardless of what kaeya looked like he was probably always gonna be popular#im gonna explode no one's allowed to have opinions on xinyan but me now cause what the hell did i just read#kae.txt#ive never had the interpretaton of a character piss me off so bad oh my god#mhy
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okay at this point we're gonna have to accept that any attempts of a live action ATLA will always be cursed and will never be a good alternative to just watching (pirating cause fuck nickelodeon) the cartoon because what the fuck do you mean they're taking out gigantic chunks of Sokka, Katara and Aang's arcs/development/characteristics, showing the genocide at the Southern Air air temple and more of the Agni Kai between Zuko and Ozai while simultaneously having the gall to say "I mean, the characters, we had to dimensionalize them-"
The Big Netflix Avatar: The Last Airbender Producer Interview: 'This Is a Remix, Not a Cover'
There are certain scenes that you never saw in the original, whether it's the attack on the Southern Air Temple or the Agni Kai between Ozai and Zuko. And those are things that I knew we needed to see in order to make it feel much more grounded as a live-action show. So it was about feeling your way throughout the process. Where can we take the story into the new directions that still feels true to the spirit of the original? And that's what it all comes down to, making sure it feels like it was Avatar in spirit.
Bending the Rules
And going back to those narrative liberties, was there anything in particular where you were like, “no, this is set in stone. This can’t change”?
AK: There's a lot of things like that, starting with the characters. I mean, the characters, we had to dimensionalize them, but there are certain core ... I would say there's a core DNA to the characters that you don't want to mess with, whether it's Aang, like I said, his childlike goofiness, his sense of humor, the burden of his responsibility, Sokka and his humor and his pragmatic outlook on life, Katara's warmth and her optimism. Those things had to carry through into our version. So you start with the characters, and you say, "What's the essence of the characters that got a big change? And what's the room where we can expand it a little more?" The cartoon, for as great as it was, was 15 years ago. And so, things have changed. There are certain roles I think that Katara did in the cartoon that we didn't necessarily also do here. I mean, I don't want to really get into a lot of that, but some gender issues that didn't quite translate.
My friend just watched it for the first time, and she's like, "Sokka's an asshole." I was like, "Yeah, no, he kind of is."
JR: Yeah, especially in the first season.
AK: Yeah. So we had to guard against that kind of stuff. And so, those are things that aren't really changing a character as so much as updating them a little bit.
I think one of the big questions is, despite all the remixing, is the point A and the point B still the same as the original?
AK: Pretty much. Yeah, I mean, I think the state of the world and the stakes of the world are still the same. So we decided to make Aang's narrative drive a little clearer. In the first season of the animated series, he's kind of going from place to place looking for adventures. He even says, "First, we've got to go and ride the elephant koi." It's a little looser as befits a cartoon. We needed to make sure that he had that drive from the start. And so, that's a change that we made. We essentially give him this vision of what's going to happen and he says, "I have to get to the Northern Water Tribe to stop this from happening." That gives him much more narrative compulsion going forward, as opposed to, "Let's make a detour and go ride the elephant koi," that type of thing. So that's something, again, that's part of the process of going from a Nickelodeon cartoon to a Netflix serialized drama.
And they say in regards to the original creators leaving: "But sure, having them leave was a blow. And we had to think about whether or not the vision that we had set forward really reflects and honors the spirit of what they had created. And we felt like it did, so we went forward with it. " idk y'all should've taken the hint goddamn ...
AK: But sure, having them leave was a blow. And we had to think about whether or not the vision that we had set forward really reflects and honors the spirit of what they had created. And we felt like it did, so we went forward with it.
If you could send fans who are anxious about the live-action show any message, what would it be?
JR: I think, as a fan of the show, they're going to get the live-action version of the show they've always hoped they would get.
Albert, anything to add?
AK: This is the version of Avatar that I would want to see as a fan.
- Netflix ATLA Showrunner Albert Kim & Executive Producer/Director/VFX Supervisor Jabbar Raisani
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like this ain't coming across like a remix, this is just empty meaningless noise
#wtf else could they even show of the agni kai WE SAW IT DID YOU NOT WATCH THE FUCKING SHOW????????#the camera staying on them when he gets burned by his father isnt needed thats literally the only thing we didn't see#AND WE DONT NEED TO FUCK OFF#not dc#avatar the last airbender#atla#netflix atla#idk how they can have such a clear cut example of What Not To Do and seem to be trying to do it WORSE#like the movie's reputation is openly garbage its so abundantly clear what fans want#and theyre like :))) what if we uh update these one dimensional characters cause sokka's obnoxious at first :))) yeah no shit#its not as if its not called out either???? its not played for laughs katara literally calls him sexist IN THE LIKE FIRST 5 MINUTES OF EP 1#he's in the wrong and you know it yall just didn't watch the show or have ZERO ability to comprehend media literacy its so sad wtf
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"that sounds tediously boring"
gnome beat the game
here they are on the boat
#SPOILERS BELOW !!!!!!#they are so precious to me i dont know what i would do without them#ive been insanely emotional about them since last night#i wish you could see how the other characters are doing before the credits#thats my one gripe i wanna know what shadowhearts up to#SHOW ME THE CELEBRATION YALL KEEP TALKING ABOUT !!!!#i want to see them happy and hanging out and smiling :(((#also im sure theres some way to avoid this but karlach does live in their basement and they do feed her brains#all in all its a pretty good set up#shes not gonna explode any time soon and theyre all roommates#could be worse#i do mean she volunteered to turn illithid btw and from where i was standing that looked like the best option#she looks a little weird now but thats still my Best Friend karlach#im sure lae'zel will visit on holidays....#shes like the cool aunt you only see for family reunions i think#ALSO HEY LARIAN ? I ROMANCED THE FUCK OUT OF HALSIN !!!! I SHOULD GET AN EPILOGUE SCENE WITH HIM TOO !!!!!!!#i shouldve brought him with me but gale...... the carefully crafted narrative that lives only in my head........#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bg3 astarion#astarion#astarion fanart#astarion x tav#astarion ancunin#bg3 tav#my art
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I literally just do not understand how full grown ass adults go thru life like this. 0 self reflection. 0 concern about the impact of their behaviours on others. Continuing said behaviours even when they're pointed out as hurtful. Like????
#the duality of fran#idk its like the every few months i realize i sort of forgive my parents#bc things could be much worse#and they didnt MEAN to be hurtful. theyre just immature and selfish#they're not deliberately being like that#like their behaviour comes from a place of hurt and insecurity#and Yet its been pointed out SOOOO many times how bad it has affected me#and theyre always so guilt trippy woe is me when it's brought up#and maybe theyre trying. but honestly folks???? I DONT SEE ANY PROGRESS#like I cant cut them off i need somewhere to live + need somewhere to fall back on#once i move out. in case yknow. financial disaster (sh we are not thinking about my fears of financial instability that they left me with)#but like. ffs. ffs yall. I AM SO ANGRY#AND HURT#and im tired of being angry and hurt about stuff that isnt ever going to CHANGE#its a wound you know is there but it vant ever heal it just. prods and prods and prods#like the tldr of u can have a severely traumatizing shitty upbringing without ur parents being actually abusive#and it just adds this extra layer of guilt and complicated feelings on top of it all#like#please. just get a fuckin divorce. oh my god. also maybe dont have four kids while barely above the poverty line.#and then harp on your kids for every single perceived flaw or financial burden they incur. just. yknow. a thought
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Sometimes I wonder about the limits of vampire spawn healing and then I remember Cazador and get really sad for all of his spawn.
#astarion#baldur's gate 3#cazador szarr#we know he tortured them horrifically#but have yall ever thought we might just be getting the cleaned up/friendly/simplified version#and what they all went through could be much much much worse than originally thought#i want to hug all the spawn#we probably know only the tip of his cruelty#spoilers#bg3 spoilers#i was thinking sweet at least there is some sort of upside for these guys#and imagining how useful vampire spawn could be in fights OR in risky situations#since they could take so many more risks a living humanoid can't without worry#and then I remembered it could also be a bad thing#the benefit of POSSIBLY being able to walk off an evisceration does not outweigh having to obey a master like cazador#because you know that sadist would probably abuse the hell out of that no pun intended#like if you ripped out part of a spawns spine would it regenerate as if nothing happened#if you chopped off a hand?#where does their regeneration end?#if you cut them exactly down the middle would you have 1 dead vampire spawn or 2 pissed vampire spawns#are they like starfish????#could a spawn in theory regenerate brain faster than a tadpole could eat it if the tadpole couldn't repress this ability
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just so we’re clear about how tappei has a Type when it comes to who he wants to make the mc of rezero…..
#rezero#heinkel astrea#natsuki subaru#every time i make these venn diagrams they get both better and worse HAH#OK IF YOU DONT KNOW AGANAU IF. its an if route from the lost in memories mobile game#what essentially happens is that subaru doesnt die after the arc 3 loop where rem plays Twister and he carries her body back. subaru walks#a different path from the one going back to the mansion. so rems dead and subaru lives for another twenty years. shit gets a little wild and#subaru is now gritty and tired and more cringe fail.#as you do in these if stories.#i forgot to add that they have family expectations issues but yall already know that and im lazy to remake this HAH….#maybe subaru has a divine protection guys. the divine protection of having a loving family.#a loving found family too. just as a bonus. just to rub it in.#hes the main character bc hes everyones manic pixie dream girl fr. who else could do it like him?? no one.
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I never noticed it what the fuck is that bike
#akira#akira 1988#akira movie#akira manga#no offense#idk what tags to put anymore#uhhhhhh#did yall know that Akira had 3 dubs here in Brazil#one worse than the other (except Mastersound/Band)#Evangelion also had 3 dubs here#in the second dub Kai was voiced by Fábio Lucindo who voices Scott and in the third voiced by Rodrigo Andreatto who voices Wallace in sp#in the first dub Kaneda was voiced by Wendel Bezerra(Son Goku va)and in the second by Alfredo Rollo(Vegeta va)#also Wendel's sister voices Takashi in the 3rd dub#one thing that I find funny is that the Colonel's va voices Planckton and Onishi's va voices Mr. Krabs#Onishi's va also voices Peter Griffin btw#I could spend a whole day talking about the coincidences of Akira's portuguese dubs#this post got very long because of the tags#damn
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hate how im now at a point where im legit like kicking my legs and grinning like an idiot over fictional characters SEND HELP
#take One Guess who im talking about. YES ITS KOI BOI#hes so prettyyyyy and cute and lovely and i love looking at him i wanna hear him speak and laugh and sing just AAAAAAAAAAAA#(turns to my own brain) BITCH WE ARE MEANT TO BE AROACE WHY ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH TWO FICTIONAL CRIMINALS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?????#my brain: (that fuckin anime girl gif from evangelion (i think??))#like fuuuuuck man is it self shipping if u use a proxy? like. hes an oc but he's a stand in for me. he is me and i am him but we also arent#he is his own person and i am my own our lives are very very different but i use him to express love for Mad Dog and Koi Boy#cause they could actually love him if i were in their world i wouldnt stand a chance but my boy has one so he loves them for me#its far easier to imagine him kissing them than it is for me to imagine myself kissing them but that might be because im wired weird#idk it *feels* like it counts yknow. my dumbass out here gettin jealous when i see a Certain Ship cause like i disagree with it on#a Fundamental Level. and on TOP of that half the time the art is so CUTE and im like 'motherfucker that should be ME' or i guess my lad but#STILL am i making sense?? doesnt help that i worry im like. misreading what content i have but also fuck you i can do what i want and also#i get him more than yall kgyugkhjhk (jk jk. Unless) basically when i call them my boyfriends i fuckin mean it#look its Real Missing Nishiki Hours i love him i wanna kiss his perfect face someone shoulda shown him love i could save him and he could#make me worse <3 I Want Him#and do not get me wrong i may be focused on him but Majima is still my wifey too!!! hes mine you cant have her <3#i just have koi boy brainrot i very much desire them Both (YES THAT MIGHT BE WHY I SHIP THEM TOO LOOK I ALSO THINK THEYD WORK WELL TOGETHER#OR AT LEAST HAVE A FUN DYNAMIC TO EXPLORE I SHOULD DATE THEM AND THEY SHOULD DATE EACH OTHER WE ALL HAVE 2 HANDS)#might delete this in the mornin who knows but im feelin silly i wanna talk about them i wanna talk about my boy but idk if ppl would really#GET IT yknow i can think of maybe Two People and that INCLUDES bestie but just aaaa point is i love my koi boy so much hes so lovely <3 <3
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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The structure of THAT pic is just incredible, with Pierre looking down and Charles looking up. The contrast of their t shirt, how you only see half of their faces but can see Pierre’s full face in the mirror but not Charles and don’t even get me started with Charles with his leg curled up and Pierre looking like he gonna crawl up on the bench the next sec
this is all....so real. it's a work of art! perf alignments. makes u wonder what other artful content pierre's got in his phone 👀
especially ur note abt their reflections! i was thinking abt the way they look in the mirror ln and like. what. is that not unhinged.
#yall know i could talk about the implications here for hours. i wont bc bedtime but just know! this blog is the tip of the iceberg#i am so much worse the more u know me.#anyway yin yang teas always#ask reply#Anonymous
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why do some of the bitches in this system get so dramatic i feel fine
#im gonna regreg saying tbis but whatever#i mean. it could be worse.#its not like the past shit matters ? lol it was the past i have no cinmection to that shit#rip to yall#anyways did yall know its possible to have 2 crushes at the same time? yea neither did i this shit is crazy#it highkey makes me want to bite deeper and deeper in my own flesh until i can tear myself apart chunk by chunk in a vain attemot to rid#myself of all emotion
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Ok finally watched dtamhd forreal not just the heart-eating scene for lust reasons and
Everyone saying he won... did we watch the same episode? I get it, he "lowered his blood pressure" and threw the kratom bottle into the trash in a cool way I guess but
All I saw was the most manic, deranged teenage-girl coping strategy of my life.
The narrative didn't have to punish him because he punished himself for 19 minutes straight. That's like watching someone fall down a mineshaft and claiming that they won just because they got up afterwards.
Girl he is splattered all over the floor!!
#i know im late my b i was starstruck but dennis eating a mans heart 😭😭#i do respect yall who wanted to see him overtly fail tho and have a clear girlfail moment#i just think no punishment the narrative could have given him would be worse than what he did to himself#that shit was hard 2 watch as someone who also wants technology to fucking kill itself#dtamhd#iasip#s16
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screaming in the club
time for another vent in tags
#so i was joking and i thought it came through but im also dumb and autistic and my jokes dont always cross. sO#i was joking about one of my roomates not seeing Nightmare Before Christmas before bc i was showing 2 of them my picture vinyl of it and whe#n one of them said they never saw it i said “but you were a loser on tumblr in the 2010s wdym” and their fiance was just rude to me and i th#ought it was clearly a joke but ig not and they lowley attacked me for it? im just?? i tried to clarify that i was joking and they know im a#utistic. hell the one i was joking to is also autistic but idk so now i feel like utter shit especially after all i did today thst juet drai#ned me. ive been trying to fix our 2nd shower. i had a meeting. i had an extremely hard therapy session. and i showered today. its been hell#like i am trying to get thru relapsing on SH and my ED and ofc they dont know but that shit made it worse and i dont want to say anything bc#then ill feel like im guilt tripping? idk but im also super nervous about a HRT appmt i have coming up and i cant afford it and we have no#food in the house i can eat rn and no one has gone shopping. i cant go shopping either bc i cant drive/dont have a car. and its making it#harder to help get back on track with eating when theres nothing for me to eat? so everything is fucking amazing right now.#the only meals i could POSSIBLY have and all claimed by the one roommate i was joking with. it all takes up half our freezer too so thats#fucking awesome. all this food for one person and none that i can eat or the other vegan in the house can eat. i have been hungry for DAYS.#all there has been for me to eat is cup ramen and grilled cheese. AND SOMEONE WHO WASNT FUCKING VEGAN ATE ALL THE VEGAN CHEESE IM GENUINELY#SO PISSED OFF? like dude yall have your own cheese wtf#the thing is its already really hard for me to tell when i am actually hungry bc of years of ignoring it so when i actually feel it and ther#es nothing it really gets to me. im so tired and idek where my EBT card is to get myself something. its all just so much.#i just want to lay in my bed and sleep for days. but i cant. i have too much shit to do. like even just tomorrow i have to clean the#bathroom. mop the kitchen. do dishes. shovel snow. and just generally take.care of shit because since we have 2 roomates MIA right now and#no one else wanted to do shit i had to step up and i am STRUGGLING. i have been for a while. the thing is everyone that didnt sign up for sh#it didnt have much going on besides probable seasonal depression#i relapsed. have debilitating mental health. i can barely get out of bed before 4 pm. and i have to take care of myself and my cat.#im so close to snapping on them at this point#i need the one roommate i actually like to come back or i swear i will lose my shit. hes only been gone for 6 days but HOLY SHIT#everything has gone to shit#vent over ig im going to sleep soon. still hungry if i cant find something.
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